Flavor Of Jonas

Chapter 1
The Contract

    I sat down as I waited for Nick to come back into his room, for some reason he was watching Parental Control and Flavor Of Love. “Hey, thanks for waiting.” He smiled as he jumped onto his bed making me fall off, I threw a pillow at him. “Is there a reason you're watching these programs?” I asked, he wasn't much of a reality TV person. “Why? What do you think of it?” He asked with a curious look on his face. “I don't know, it's pretty fake.” I shrugged as I took some chips he offered me.


“Ok so can I tell you something?” I sat up to listen because he sounded serious. “Shoot.” I replied as he took out a stack of papers. “Well since we're off on break from touring I was given an offer.” He told me, it sounded good so far so I told him to keep going. “Ok so it's going to be a show about me, and theres going to be contestants.” He explained as I told him to pause as I looked over the contract.


“You have to be kidding me, Nicholas.” I spoke as I looked up at him with a pissed off expression. “Ok so according to this, you signed up for a reality show to look for a girlfriend?” I asked not believing what he was going to do. “Well..yeah.” He answered, I got close and slapped him upside the head. “Hey! What was that for?” He asked as he rubbed his head. “Why would you agree to this? You know every girl that tries out for this will probably be 99 percent fake. Not to mention the drama it will cause and you'll have cameras up in your face 24/7.” I explained annoyed.


“Well I want a girlfriend dammit! I mean is there something wrong with me? The fact that no one loves me or wants to be with me made me decide to go with this.” He replied as he stuffed his face with chips. “No one likes you? Dude you have girls all over the world fawning over you, your picture in their rooms, notebooks, and you're going to tell me no one likes you?” I asked in sarcasm as I looked over his contract checking out every single thing he had signed for. “Then why can't I find a girl? Why is the only relationship I've been in a disaster which graces every magazine?” He questioned. “Nick, you're 15! You'll have time for a serious relationship later in life, don't you like being single?” I asked laughing at my best friend.


“You don't know what it's like. I want to have someone to share everything happy that happens to me, and when something bad happens I want to have someone who will be there for me. If this is the only way to find that person then I will do it.” He answered, he was pretty bummed out after his previous break up. “Ok Ok, so how are you planning on finding this girl?” I was interested to see how this genius plan was going to fold out. “Well the producers are going to have try outs, and which ever girls pass the test will go on and be in the show, then I'll find the girl of my dreams.” He answered simply.


“Oh yeah, that sounds fool proof. Alright Nick if this is what you want to do, I'm all for it.” I sighed giving up as he hugged me. “Thanks! I knew you would support my decision.” He smiled as he tickled me and I had a laugh attack. “Alright I support you, but you're going to get killed when your mom hears what you agreed to.” I reminded him. “Well I was hoping you could help me with that.” He mumbled looking up at me with that face his fans found irresistible. “Don't give me that look Nicholas, you know I don't fall for it. And if you expect me to talk to your mom for you, you are crazier than I thought.


“Fine, I'll tell her but come with me. If she kills me I need a witness.” He said as i grinned while we walked down to the kitchen. “Hey mom.” He told Denise as he kissed her on the cheek, he was such a suck up. “Hey sweetie, Hello Maya, dear! How are you?” She asked as she gave me a hug and a kiss which I returned. “I'm good thank you, how are you? You look prettier than ever.” I smiled as she thanked me. “I'm well thank you for asking.” She replied as she went on chopping some lettuce and vegetables for a salad. “Well you won't be after you hear this.” I mumbled as I sat down on one of the stools surrounding her island.


“What is Maya talking about Nicholas?” She stopped and turned as she put her hands on her hips giving him a concerned look. “Well..you want me to be happy right mom?” I snorted seeing how he was going to turn this around. “It depends, are you going to do something that is going to give your father and I a heart attack?” She answered quickly, Nick was thinking of the right words to say. “Not really. I just decided to start dating again.” He replied as she sighed of relief. “Oh ok then, so who's the girl?” She asked smiling at her son. “Well, it's actually girls.” He murmured as his mom dropped her salad bowl and looked at him.


“Come again?” She was confused, I handed her the papers Nick had shown me before. “Nicholas Jerry Jonas.” She spoke after a while, her face was becoming red, her eyes narrowed. “Before you say anything, you should talk to Maya.” He replied quickly as he ran out of the room leaving me and Denise alone. “Come back here you chicken!” I yelled, I heard his door close. He was so going to get it as soon as Denise was done yelling. “Is this wfor real?” She flipped through the pages, running her hand through her curls which was something they all did. Must be in the Jonas genes.


“I don't know what got into him but he says this is something he wants to do.” I finally answered as she sat down ad read through the papers. “This boy is going to be in loads of trouble when his father gets home, we can't even get him out of this because he signed it!” She yelled throwing her arms in the air. “If anything, I think you should hear him out, see what he has to say.” I offered, I was risking my neck for him which he would owe me for. Big time. After a while she nodded and went upstairs as I sat there kicking my legs back and forth.


I decided to help make the salad while I waited, otherwise I would die of boredom. After a few minutes both Nick and Denise came down. “Thanks so much!” He grinned as he ran to me, hugging me and almost choking me. “She actually agreed?” I inquired as I munched on a cucumber shocked of the news. “Yes, but we're going to have to sit down and talk with the producer.” He explained as Denise thanked me for preparing her salad. “I don't know how you convinced me Nicholas, but you're going to have war trying to convince your father.” She warned as he grabbed my hand and we went back to his room.


“Thanks for helping me out.” He smiled, as he sat on his bed and flipped through the channels. “I guess i owed you from back in Broadway when you helped me get over my stage fright.” I shrugged, I looked at one of the pictures of me and him in Les Mis and Annie Get Your Gun. “I'm so excited for you, I hear you landed a big role in a new production.” He told me as I took out the script of my character. “Yup, I'm so happy. See, you could be on Broadway during your break, but what do you decide to do? Go on a dumb reality show trying to find a girl.” I mocked as he stuck out his tongue.

Chapter 2
Planning The Show


    “Hi Paul.” I greeted Mr. Jonas as I gave him a hug, hoping it would put him in a good mood. That was something I had done for several years when Joe would get himself in trouble and needed a way for his parents to not kill him. “Hello Maya, how are you?” He asked as he hung his coat on the coat racket and put down his briefcase. “Wait did you just hug me? What did Joseph do this time? Joseph get down here!” Mr. Jonas recited as Joe came down with a jar of peanut butter.


“Did you do something?” Mr. Jonas asked as Joe hid the peanut butter jar behind him. “No...It was actually your goody too shoes who did something.” He replied bouncing on the balls of his feet hoping to leave the interrogation. “Why do you have a jar of- I don't even want to know.” Mr. Jonas sighed as he let Joe go and went into the kitchen where Nick and Denise were sitting. Nick turned his head around and saw his dad and I entering the kitchen as he tried to get up and leave but this time his mom held him from the neck of his shirt.


“Sit Nicholas.” She snapped as he gave up and sat down, I grinned at him as he fidgeted with his fingers. “Hi honey.” Mr. Jonas smiled as he kissed Denise on the cheek and she did the same. “Hi Paul, you want to take a seat? Nicholas has to tell you something.” She calmly told him as she threw Nick a stare and he looked up. “What happened?” He crossed his arms ready to listen to what Nick was going to say. “Well, I signed up for a show.” He simply stated as he handed his father the stack of papers.


Paul put on his reading glasses and started looking through the papers, becoming redder and redder by the page. “Maya can you please leave the room for a bit?” He was trying not to show his temper, although his gritted teeth did nothing to hide it. “Sure.” I answered happily, not wanting to stay for the yells, but Nick had gripped my thigh so I wouldn't be able to stand and leave. “I'd rather Maya stay.” Nick mumbled, not daring to look up at his father. “Fine, Maya stay.” He tensely told me and then the yells came, making me wish Nicholas hadn't been strong enough to make me stay.


“Those had to be the loudest yells I have ever heard.” I winced as we went up the stairs, both of us putting our fingers in our ears trying to get our hearing back. “Yeah, and since you were there I survived.” He answered as we went into his room. “Oh yes, lucky me having to stay.” I laughed sarcastically as we sat on his couch and turned his wii on. “What was that last thing he yelled?” I asked as we started playing, I loved the wireless guitar which made it easier to move around.


“Something about inviting the producers over and me begging them to cancel the show.” He replied as he paused the game to get some drinks. “You know that's impossible, the contract stated if you broke the pact then you would owe a fat amount of money." I pointed out. “Yup, besides I want to do it.” He sipped on his Red Bull as he handed me my usual bottle of water. “Well your mom is probably calming him down right now, then he'll come up and talk to you and ask you why you did this stupid thing, then he'll grudgingly agree and you'll all meet up with the producers.” I replied as we got to song 4.


After getting tired of playing we sat down and he started working on some lyrics, I helped him out when he got writers block. It was already 4:30 which meant Kevin would be back from his soccer match with Frankie. There was a knock on the door, I stood up and opened it as Paul came into view. “Hello Maya, I came up to talk to Nick.” He explained as I nodded and left the room, closing the door behind me.


I decided to go and bug Joe who was probably up to something crazy as always. I knocked on his door, there was no resistance so I decided to go in. “Joe, you there?” I asked as I trudged over his dirty laundry which was scattered all over his floor. “Shhh, I'm trying to listen.” He whispered with his index finger over his lips. He was leaning on his wall his ear against it, which separated  his and Nick's bedrooms, I made my way over and stood next to him. “Can you hear anything?” I whispered, also trying to listen in.


“Nope. So what brings you over to my humble abode?” He grinned as he tried to tidy up his room and make some space for me to sit. “Just popping by to say hello. So what's been up?” I looked around his room, nothing much had changed. “Oh you know the usual.” He answered which usually meant he was pigging out and watching TV. “You should go out like Kevin and play with Frankie instead of just lying around.” I suggested as he threw his laundry at me. “This is my break which means I'm allowed to just stay in my room. Shouldn't you be with Nick doing whatever it is you two do?” He replied, making me roll my eyes.


“We talk, and usually play sports, something I know you probably don't do.” I answered, I hated when he hinted there was something between me and Nick. It grossed me out since Nick and them were like my brothers and I had never felt anything more than a family bond with them. “Maya! My room, please!” Nick yelled, I waved good bye to Joe and went to see what was going on. “Where's the fire?” I kid as I came in and he jumped up and down. “Are you like psychic?” He asked as I laughed and told him to calm down.


“He came in and did everything you said he would! I talked to him and he agreed! We just have to work out a few things! Thanks for having my back!” He shrieked as he gave me a hug that could have crushed my bones. “Dude you have to remember how strong you are.” I laughed as I rubbed my arm which was squashed during his hug. “Sorry, well want to go out and play some basketball?” He suggested, as I nodded and borrowed a pair of his basketball shorts since I was wearing a skirt.


We met Kevin and Frankie on the way to his backyard and invited them to play as well. “Sorry guys, we're beat from our soccer game but you two have fun.” Kevin groaned as he wiped some sweat from his forehead and raced Frankie to the kitchen where Denise would soon yell about them tracking mud into the house. “So what are we playing? Knock out? H-o-r-s-e? Or just a one on one game?” I listed the games while I put up my hair in a messy bun. “Just a one on one.” He grinned as he took the ball and started running to the net trying to score.


“You are such a cheater, Nicholas.” I yelled as I blocked him easily and made a 2 pointer. “Who's your daddy?” I asked raising my hands in victory as Joe walked over to us. “I'm his daddy!” He shrieked taking the ball as it swished through the net. “You decided to come?” I smirked as he nodded trying to make another basket in but I blocked him even though he was way taller than me. “Yeah, I had the brilliant idea of exercising.” He grinned as i rolled my eyes and took the ball but Nick grabbed me by the waist spinning me around and taking the ball from me.


“No fair!” I giggled as I found the hose and started spraying both brothers and they tried to take it from me but I ran. “I got her!” Kevin yelled as he picked me up not realizing how ticklish I was. “Stop! I surrender!” I yelled between laughs as they took turns hosing me down. “Boys leave her alone, I think she had enough.” Denise smiled as she came out with a tray of hamburgers as I stood up soaking wet, I squirted water from my mouth. “Yes, I think I've had enough." I sighed as I went over and took a hamburger. “They're delicious.” I told Denise as I savored her well known hamburgers and she handed me her also awesome iced tea.


“Oh Maya, you and your never ending compliments.” Denise blushed as I smiled at the compliment about my compliments. “Boys if you are ever to marry, the girl has to be mother and Maya approved and it wouldn't kill if she was as well educated and charming as Maya.” Denise grinned as Paul laughed at my reddening cheeks. “I'll marry Maya!” Frankie offered as I laughed along with everyone else. “And I accept, but you know you'll have to stop your TV watching and find a real job, none of this singing none sense.” I told him sarcastically as the boys gave me a stare as I knew what was coming.


I started running but as always Joe caught up, being he was the fastest and the one with enough energy to chase a chicken. I felt myself getting hosed again for making a joke about their singing. “Thanks, and to think i was starting to dry off.” I grunted as I took the hose and wet them as well, after so many years this never got old. “Alright boys, it's getting late and I know Maya has piano lessons at 6:30 and that's in 5 minutes. So all of yous get dry and walk her home.” He ordered them even though they would have probably done it without being told to do so.


We went to the mud room and got some towels as we dried off and went upstairs to look for clothes. “I'm going to need a shirt Nicholas and can you ask your mom if I can borrow a bra?” I asked him, knowing he would totally be disgusted. “Ewww you ask her yourself!” He whined as he threw me one of his navy blue wife beaters. “Thanks, fine I'll do it.  And Nick grow up I've been friends with you for how long? If you haven't noticed...I'm a girl.” I reminded him as I left the room and looked for Denise. “Yes, I've noticed. Especially when you get all moody those days during the month.” He spat back grinning. “Haha, you're a funny one.” I mocked as I came back wailing the bra making him run for his room.


“Thanks for walking me home. Ugh I hate piano lessons, I mean I already know how to play.” I whined as we walked 2 houses down where mine was. “You know you should just let me teach you.” Nick offered as I laughed along with his brothers. “Dude, you would like kill her if she hit the wrong note.” Kevin pointed out as I nodded. “Face it Nick, you're just not the teaching type. Well I'll see you guys tomorrow.” I smiled as I hugged them goodbye and went inside my house.


The next day....


“Noooo.” I groaned as I felt myself being woken, my blinds being open letting the sun soak up my room and someone shaking me effortlessly trying to wake me. “C'mon Maya, wakey wakey.” Someone whispered as he tickled me, I smelled Axe and knew it was Nicholas. “Ugh, what did I do to deserve to be woken up at...what time is it?” I groaned as I pulled my covers over my eyes to then have them pulled off once again. “It's 10, you need to get up.” Nick replied pulling my arm trying to drag me off my comfortable queen sized bed.


“Why?” I yelled as I felt myself thump against the floor, I rubbed my eyes seeing Nick right in my face as I knocked him down for making me wake up. “Ugh, fine I'm up.” I yawned dramatically as I got up and went to my bathroom and brushed my teeth. “So why do I have to be up?” I asked in between brushes as he leaned against the door surveying my teeth brushing skills. “The producers are coming over in half an hour.” He stated as though it was so obvious. “And what do I have to do with that?” I asked puzzled to why I was to be woken for this matter.


“Well I want you to be there and help me on some final decisions that have to do with the contract.” He explained as I rinsed and went on to washing my face with a facial wash as Nick laughed at the white creamy foam on my face. “Why do you even use that? You have like perfectly flawless skin.” He said, it was true since my skin was as smooth as a babies bottom. “Well just in case. Now leave unless you want to see me change.” I teased as he bolted out of the room, he probably went to make small talk with my mom.


I put on my dark blue skinny jeans that were ripped at the knee, after that I put on my socks and looked for my blue and white converse. Since some producers were coming I decided to go with a dressy shirt, I found the Free People Summer Tie Dye Tank Nick had bought me for my birthday. “Might as well add some accessories.” I shrugged as I looked through my drawer for my linked head wrap Joe got for me which was also from Urbans. I put it over my perfectly wavy straight hair and made my way down the stairs. “I have arrived!” I yelled dramatically as Nick and my mom looked up at me as I made my way down as though I was walking down a run way.


“C'mon we have 5 minutes.” He yelled as I kissed my mom goodbye and grabbed an apple on the way out. “If you don't agree with something don't worry and interrupt, your opinion is important to me.” He told me as I bit my apple and came inside. Everyone was gathered in their den where Frankie was yawning while Joe and Kevin drank some coffee. “We're here.” Nick panted as I said hello to everyone and threw out my apple core. “Mind if I take some coffee?” Since i was barely awake. “Help yourself sweetie.” Denise smiled as I went into the kitchen and poured myself some coffee. “Wheres the...?” I mumbled as Kevin handed me the french vanilla cream. “Thanks.” I grinned as I generously poured some into my cup. “You look pretty today.” He said as he spun me around making me laugh.


“Thank you, I get my sense of style from you.” I chuckled as we made our way back into the den where two men in tux were starting to sit down. “Hello everyone, I am Willis Cardino and this is my partner Arnold Derouge.” He spoke in a business tone as him and his partner shook our hands. “Ok well let's get down to business.” Paul suggested as me and Kevin sat down and listened to the men talk. After a while Paul finally interrupted them. “No. I think it's best if this happens somewhere else, I do not need cameras in my home.” He spoke firmly as the men looked at each other and finally nodded. “That's fine, we also want to have a special judge who will help Nick here decide on which girls will go on and which will leave the game.” The told us as Denise said it was a good idea and Joe and Kevin just tried to hold in their laughs from what their brother was doing.


“Yes i agree.” Nick told them as he got up and walked around. “Excellent, well we have some people in mind-” But Nick interrupted as I felt Nicks hands on my shoulders. “I want Maya to be the judge and no one but her.” He spoke firmly just like Paul had, as I turned around to look at him with my mouth open. “What?” I gasped, not believing my ears at what he had just volunteered me for. “Alright, well I think we've gone over everything. We'll call you when we need to fix any last things. It was a pleasure talking to you all.” They nodded as they said good bye and left. “Nicholas you are so dead.” I warned as he ran and I chased after him.


Chapter 3
Judges


    “Nicholas Jerry Jonas, get your ass over here!” I screamed, chasing him up the stairs, he was fast enough to close the door seconds before i got there. “Open this door.” I demanded him, knocking hard on it to the point of wanting to knock it over. “No, not unless you promise not to hurt me.” He answered from behind it, I remembered he kept a spare key just in case he locked himself out and he happened to give it to me. I made believe I was leaving by making footsteps fade away towards the stairs and quickly opened the door.


“Ah don't kill me.” He laughed as I tackled him and I started tickling him because he was as ticklish as I was. “Nick why did you do that?” I groaned as I sat on his bed with my hands crossed and a mad face on. “Well my mom said the girl that would marry us would have to be approved by you two. So who better to help me choose a girl than my best friend?” He shrugged, he was such a good suck up. “Nick, why must you be such a great suck up.” I grinned as he took that as an acceptance and hugged me. “Thank you! Thank you! Did I ever tell you what a great friend you are?” He asked, I snorted as I got up and smoothed out my jonas hugged tank.


“Yeah yeah, but just make sure it doesn't interfere with my play and I don't want drama, you know I can't stand it.” I warned as he nodded. “Anything your majesty would like.” He sarcastically answered as I pushed him. “Hey guys we're going to play some laser tag want to come with?” Joe offered as he stuck his head from the door. “Sure.” We answered as we got up and followed him where Kevin and Frankie were already waiting in the car. “I call shot gun.” I yelled running to the front seat as I beat Joe to it, I was very competitive.


“So, where is our chauffeur taking us?” I smirked as I gave Kevin a one arm hug and he gave me a kiss on the cheek. “Well I was told we were going to play laser tag.” He replied as he turned on the car radio where 20on20 was playing. “Change of plans, we're going to see a movie.” I told him as Joe began to protest. “I can decide what we do, can't I Nick?” I asked as he groaned, I was going to milk this for all it was worth. “What movie?” He sighed as I grinned and Joe pouted all the way to the movie theater. “Fine but I get to chose the movie.” He whined as we got to the box office. “Four tickets for Street Kings.” He asked the man but I told him to wait.


“We have a 7 year old with us, we can't watch that.” I pointed out. “Oh yeah, ok let's see what other movies are out.” He sighed as he looked through the listings with his hands on his hips. We ended up buying 5 tickets for 'Horton Hears A Who!', they all went inside while I stayed behind with Nick and bought popcorn and drinks. “You know what I just realized?” Nick spoke as I turned to look at him, he was in deep thought. “That I am awesome?” I suggested grinning as he rolled his eyes. “That not everyone trying out to be on the show will actually like me, some of them will just want to be on TV.” He mumbled as I laughed. “Wow, it took you that long to figure that out? But don't worry that's what I'll be there for, to separate the nice girls from the fakers.” I said as we did our handshake which consisted of a high five and us tapping our converse together.


We had trouble carrying 5 drinks and 5 popcorn cups but we managed as Nick gently held the straws between his lips and I balanced 5 stacked popcorn cups in my arms. “Let me get those for you.” A tall dirty blond haired guy offered as he took half the things and opened the door for us. “Thanks, we're with them.” I said pointing to the boys and he followed behind carrying the stuff. I handed each boy their stuff and took the rest from the guy while Nick handed out the drinks. “Thanks, I don't think I would have made it here without dropping everything.” I smiled as he did too, revealing a set of perfectly white teeth. “It was my pleasure.” He answered as he went over to a little girl, probably his sister and sat down to watch the opening credits.


“Who was that?” Kevin demanded, giving me his you-were-so-flirting look. “I don't know, but he helped me bring in the stuff you three were too lazy to bring yourselves.” I snapped as Joe threw a popcorn at me and I skillfully caught it in my mouth. “I still can't do that.” He protested as he did several attempts to catch it in his mouth while the people behind were getting annoyed because they were falling in their laps. After the movie we decided to go play laser tag after hearing enough of Joe's begging and annoying whiny voice. We split up into teams: Me, Frankie and Joe against Kevin and Nick and we started our game.


“Dude just get over it, Maya is just too good.” Joe yelled happily after we left and walked towards the car. “Well I owe it all to you guys.” I told them, making Kevin feel better about getting beat by a girl. “Nah, it's all thanks to me.” Nick scoffed as I rolled my eyes and Frankie jumped on my back so I gave him a piggy back ride until we got to the car door. “One day you're going to break her back.” Kevin pointed out as he pulled him off me and put him in his seat. “It's ok, when I do I'm sure Frankie wouldn't mind carrying me around.” I teased as we laughed and went back home.


The next day....


“Maya....Mayaaaa.” A voice gently whispered as I smiled from being nudged gently. “Again?” I asked, but this time I awoke to the blazing sun, having to shield my eyes. “You fell asleep in the hammock.” Kevin said as he rocked it back and forth, I had gotten my beauty sleep so I wasn't as grumpy as the day before. “What's the schedule for today?” I wondered as I found my warm bunny slippers I always kept here when I slept over, and got up. “You have a grueling day ahead, today you're going to see the girls trying out to be in the show. So being the nice guy I am, I made you breakfast.” He breathed on his fist and rubbed it against his chest as I thanked him going to the gazebo where the rest of the family was.


“Good morning.” I yawned as I stretched and sat down next to Denise. “Good morning, Maya. I don't know how you sleep and still manage to keep your hair like that.” She beamed as she took a bite of her perfectly round pancakes. “I ask myself that everyday. Hey! You didn't make this breakfast.” I accused Kevin as he looked shock. “Maya, I am offended.” He grinned as he took a sip of his orange juice. “You got this from IHOP!” I laughed as I found the well hidden bag under the table. “Aww I really thought you made this Kevin.” His mom frowned as Kevin gave me a look. “So I hear we have to check out these young ladies today, huh Maya?” Denise asked as I nodded while I drank my water, I always had to have water before drinking anything else.


“Yup, we could have been soaking up the sun today, but no Nick signs us up for some reality show.” I pouted as he took a grape and threw it at me. “Nicholas, don't play with your food.” Paul reminded him as he ate his western omelet. “Yeah Nick, don't play with your food.” I mocked as ate my fruit salad and pancakes. After we were done I left for my house because I would have to meet all those girls in 2 hours and I had yet to pick an outfit. I said hello to my mom as I walked up and grabbed a towel and ran into the bathroom, I took long showers so I was done in half an hour. I found a clean pair of pajamas and put them on as I looked for something to wear.


I found an aqua Lacoste polo dress and put it over my head as I got my arms through the sleeves. I found some matching low top converse and put my dark hair up in a ponytail. I finally found my blue aviator sunglasses and skipped down the stairs. “I'm leaving mom, I'll be back later.” I yelled as I grabbed my blue zune from the counter top and left. My mom didn't mind me coming and going, she knew the Jonas' well enough to trust them with out a doubt. I walked out and saw Kevin's Jeep Commander already waiting.


“You're so right, you definitely get your fashion sense from Kevin.” Joe rolled his eyes as I took a moment to pose and laughed as I got in the car. “So where is this place where the girls will be?” I lazily asked as we made a left turn and got onto the highway. “Close, but you're going to be so tired by the time you finish.” Joe added. “Thanks, makes me look forward to it so much more.” I sarcastically answered as we got out of the highway after only 10 minutes and reached a big building. “This is it.” Kevin informed us as Denise and I got out. “Aren't you staying?” I asked as I applied more chap stick to my lips and checked if my eye liner was ok.


“Are you kidding me? I could not handle it and It's not in my contract.” Nick replied laughing, I threw him a dirty look. “What about you boys?” Denise hoped as she got her pocket book out of the backseat. “I really just want to go home and take a nap. But tell me how it goes.” Joe replied yawning as Denise rolled her eyes smiling. “I am but the humble driver.” Kevin said in a dramatic voice and waved good bye as they went down the street leaving us behind. “Well let's get to it.” I rubbed my hands together excitedly as I already spotted girls in line to get their number. “How about we split up all the girls, you take half and I'll take half. That way we'll get out quicker.” Denise suggested as a man walked us into the room, shielding us from all the girls trying to grab Mama Jonas.


“That's a good idea, well I guess I'll see you in a bit.” I grimaced as we were both led down different hallways. “Here's you room Ms. Maya, we have a clip board with the names and information of the girls. Whenever you need to take a break just let us know.” He told me kindly as I thanked him and took a pencil from him. “Thanks, well I guess you can start letting them in.” I sighed as I crossed my legs behind the table, ready to take on about a 1000 from which only 10 would remain. I saw a girl walk in nervously and I laughed thinking of what Denise would have to deal with.


Chapter 4
Bring On The Contestants


Third person POV

“Mrs. Jonas are you ready?” A man asked Denise as she got her clipboard and sat down. She nodded and the man opened the door, revealing millions of girls screaming as one came in and walked over to Denise. “You're Stacey?” Denise surveyed the girl, she was tall, she had long shiny light brown hair and piercing blue eyes.


“No, I'm Melanie. Stacey had a panic attack and had to leave.” Melanie explained as Denise looked shocked but looked over Melanie's information. “So, you're 13? Don't you think you're a little young for my son?” Denise politely  pointed out as she waited for Melanie's response. “Actually I'm 14, my birthday was a week ago and i filled this out maybe 2 weeks ago.” She answered smiling, hoping Denise was liking her so far. “Oh alright, so what is the reason that makes you like Nick?” She asked Melanie as she stared at her in curiosity.


“Well your son is an inspiration to me, they all are but especially Nicholas. I used to be insecure and I felt as though no one really cared until I heard your son's speeches and all that great advice they give. I'm care free, I feel myself having more fun and I find myself laughing more. He's just such a great guy, which we don't seem to have anymore. And he has such a great family, you all are just a great example of what a family is supposed to be like. He's also really sweet and the one time I saw them in person and I just knew I felt something special for him.” She ended looking a little embarrassed of how she just told Mrs. Jonas all of this.


Denise looked at what Melanie was wearing. She was wearing a blue polka dot dress with a halter vest over it, making it less revealing and blue canvas sneakers. Her smile was nice, something Nick would probably like as well as her eyes. “Well thanks for stopping by, we'll let you know if you are chosen.” She told her as Melanie came over and shook her hand and then said goodbye.


“Next.” Denise yelled as the man let in another girl, she almost gasped as the girl walked in. “Hi! I'm Reyna, and I want to de-ring your son!” A girl smiled excitedly as Denise gasped once more , this time not by the way she was dressed but by what she heard. “Next! Please.” She told the man as she escorted the girl out and brought the next one in.


Contestant #153

“So why do you like my son?” Denise repeated the question for the newest girl as she looked over the girl's information. That skirt was too short for her own good. “Well, he's like totally ripped, he's cute, he's hot, he looks good in a wife beater, umm he's got a nice body.” Denise cut her off and told the man to escort her out as well as many others before her.


Contestant #357


“So you think Nick is a nice guy? What makes him a nice guy?” She asked, as she sat up and listened to Thalia who was 15. She had a nice attitude and she was wearing a light green polo with jean shorts and high top Nikes. “Well your son seems like a total gentleman, he loves music like I do, we both play the guitar and I'm sure he's a lot of fun to be with. I love hanging out and if we don't end up going out I'm sure we'll be good friends.” Denise smiled, this girl was confident, sporty, competitive, smart, funny, bubbly and just the kind of girl Nick needed. “Well thanks so much for stopping by, I'm sure you'll get a call soon.” Denise beamed as the girl waved good bye and thanked her for her time.


“Can I take my break now?” Denise stretched, exhausted after seeing more than 300 girls, the man nodded and Denise left to find something to eat.

Third Person POV Ends


“Alright so why should I let you date my best friend?” I asked a 15 year old, who's attitude I did not like. “Well it's not really up to you, now is it?” She grinned back, she was pretty but her personality in my opinion was nasty. “Well actually it is, and your time is up. Good bye.” I smiled as I waved and made her leave. “Next.” I yelled as I was on my 549th girl, I had so far found only one girl and her name was Emily.


“Hi, I'm Patricia.” She spoke as she extended her arm and shook my hand, I noticed she had a ring. “Nice ring.” I complimented as she smiled and thanked me. “It's actually a purity ring.” She explained as I made believe I was writing things down, I knew it made them all nervous. “So, did you wear this when you saw the boys wear it? Or do you actually believe in staying pure?” I questioned expecting her to break into tears like contestant 49 but she stood her ground.


“Actually they inspired me to do it, and I have always believe in waiting until marriage since my parents raised me that way.” She replied as I studied her carefully, making sure she had no tattoos or weird piercings ,something Nick found as a total turn off. She was a bit shorter than Nick, she was wearing a pair of gray skinny jeans, a white tank underneath a soft racer back vest with matching flats. “So what are your favorite songs?” I asked since half the girls who had gone by didn't know any.


“I think it would have to be Take A Breath, Burning Up and Underdog.” Patricia responded, I admit I was impressed. “Would you mind singing one of them?” I yawned. “Sure.” She started singing Take A Breath, she had an excellent voice. “Sorry you won't do.” I answered simply asking her to leave. “Why?” She asked me and for the first time she was the only one who wasn't mad. “Your voice, it sounds professional. How do I know you aren't on the show because you want to be discovered?” My hands crossed, checking my watch because it felt as though I had been here forever.


“I didn't know my voice was good, anyways I really like Nick so even if you decide not to pick me I know I wasn't lying.” She responded feeling offended by my comment. “We'll call you.” I said as she sighed of relief and hugged me as she left the room. The next girl came in, she looked like she was way older than Nick. “Hi, you're Kristina?” I raised my eyebrows looking at my clipboard as she nodded, walking in as though she owned the place.


“Yup, that's me. I'd like to start off by saying how much I like your outfit, it's super cute.” She giggled, oh great a suck up. “Alright so how old are you?” My eyes narrowed as I looked at her paper, she was going to turn 17. “I'm 16 and I am in love with Nick.” She smiled. “Oh really?” I said with a snort. “Yes, I remember the first time I saw him, and I knew it was love at first sight.” She dramatically sighed as I rolled my eyes. “So whens Nick's birthday?” Throwing in some trivia to see how well she knew him. “Um, I know its in the year 1992.” She mumbled as I yelled next.


A girl walked in, she had a brown tee that said 'fur is for petting' , a pair of frayed skinny jeans and a pair of brown flip flops. “Hi I'm Kira, you must be Maya.” She grinned as I looked up actually surprised someone knew my name. “Yes, so how do you know me?” I asked interested, her description said she was out going, funny, book worm smart and loved music. “Well you're the famous Maya who's Nick's best friend. I've heard so much about you, and your prettier in person.” She smiled, I liked her.


“Guilty as charged. So let's get down to business. I'll give you 6 minutes to create a song to why I should choose you.” I answered as she saw I wasn't joking and started thinking. “Ok I'm ready.” She said after writing down lyrics, I took out my phone and put it on video. “Ok and you have to make believe this is a concert so rock out and stuff.” I explained trying not to laugh at her face. “Um ok. Here I go.” She stuttered, poor girl but I wanted to make sure I was choosing the right one. Besides, why shouldn't i have some fun?


Hey Maya, I want you to choose me

because i know Nick and I are meant to be

I'm cool and nice

I know how to break the ice

I really think Nick is off the chain

he makes me go totally insane

Nick is fine, Nick is cool

When I think of him I start to drool

I really hope you choose me

Because Nick is my destiny....

Guitar solo!


I couldn't stop laughing as she thrashed on her imaginary guitar but I gave her props for having the guts to do it. “Alright, thanks and expect a call.” I told her as I helped her up and told the man I would take my break. I was out only a few seconds and I felt myself being grabbed by someone in a ski mask and a big coat, I let myself be dragged all the way to the corner of the street. “Hey Joe, what brings you here.” I grinned as I pulled his ski mask off. “How did you know it was me?!” He asked shocked, I laughed at his stupid disguise.


“So where is everyone else?” I looked around as we walked a couple of blocks where I spotted Kevin's car. “They're in the car, Nick wanted to know how it was going so he made us drive back.” He grunted as we got in the car and I saw the whole Jonas family crammed in there. “Hey everyone, Denise I see you survived the millions of girls.” I laughed as she gave me this i-can't-believe-these girls look. “So did you find any girls for me?” Nick smirked as he started poking my cheek until I got mad and poked his ribs.


“Nicholas, there are some freaky girls out there.” Denise huffed as I roared with laughter as she whispered the de-ring thing to me. “She said that?” I asked as she nodded, her eyes wide. “What? What did she say?” Nick demanded as she gave me a warning look. “Nothing, but I found a couple of nice girls. I think you'll like my picks.” His mom said as she ruffled his hair making him groan 'mom' as Kevin drove us to a pizza place.


“So are you guys done yet?” Joe rubbed his stomach as he opened the door for us and we sat at a table. “Are you kidding? I only found 3 girls, what about you Denise?” I asked as we looked over the menus. “I only found 2, and a lot of scary girls.” She shuddered as we laughed. “So you have to find 3 more and I have to find 2 more. Great we only have to interview so many other crazy girls.” I stated sarcastically as we all ordered a slice of pizza for each one and a pitcher of iced tea.


After we were done eating, they dropped Denise and I off at the building again. “Try to choose quickly Maya, Frankie has a soccer game at 5.” She explained as she checked her watch, it was already 3. “Ok, you too and good luck.” I grinned as we were once again led down separate halls. “Ok bring on the contestants. Bring them in by 5's.” I told the man as he nodded and 5 giddy girls came in. “Ok, hi I'm Maya. Tell me your names.” I quickly spoke as they looked nervous.

Amy- she had black shoulder length hair, her hobbies were playing baseball and playing golf

Cassidy- She was a dancer, and she said her and Nick are 'soul mates'

Britney- She was really smart and confident about herself and Joe would think she was 'hot'

Eliza- She was shy but she was really funny


“Alright thanks for everything, we'll let you know if you are chosen.” I said as I sipped on my iced tea, well I rushed through the girls but it got tiring after a while. They all waved good bye and walked out, I had chosen Amy, Britney and Eliza which meant Denise would only have to choose 2 girls. I took out my cell phone and press her number as I heard her pick up. “Hi Maya, how's it going?” She sounded dead beat as I heard her rustle through some papers. “Good, I'm done. How many have you chosen so far?” I asked as I picked up my stuff and took the pictures and information on the girls I was planning on picking. “I have chosen two.” She replied as I told her I had picked an extra one and she sighed of relief.


“Oh thank goodness, I can't take anymore. I'll meet you outside Maya.” She told me as I agreed and I tried to carry all the papers, my iced tea, my mp3, and my sun glasses. I ended up tripping over my own feet and knocking someone down with me as well. “I am so sorry.” I laughed at myself, trying to pick up my papers, with my sun glasses upside down on my face. “Oh don't sweat it.” A voice replied as I looked up and found myself looking at the guy form the movie theater.


“Oh hey! I remember you, you're the girl from the movies.” He said as he dusted off his knees and helped me up. “Yeah, that would be me, clumsy Maya.” I grinned stupidly as he smiled and put my glasses on the right way. “There you go, better?” He showed me an award winning smile as I blushed and picked up my mp3. “A lot. So what are you doing here?” I asked confused since I didn't expect a guy to be here. “Oh yeah. My sister decided to try out for this for some reason. So my parents made me accompany her, you here for the contest too?” He wondered as we walked forwards. “Something like that. Well my rides here, it was nice meeting you.” I smiled as Kevin honked his horn and I gave him a glare.


“You too. My names David.” He shook my hand, everyone had been doing that the whole day, I did it automatically. “It was nice meeting you David, again my name's Maya.” I waved as I got in the car to see everyone looking at me with a smirk. “What?” I innocently asked as Kevin gave me that look he had given me in the movie theater. “Nothing.” He laughed making me pinch him. “So Nick, we have the girls.” I told him as he looked at me smiling, Denise just sighed. “I can't wait, so when do I get to meet them?” He asked excitedly as he tried to snatch the pictures from me. “Well according to your contract, you meet them the day they start shooting this thing.” Denise replied as she looked over the papers. “Which is when?” He asked. “Hold on, hold on I'm looking.” She responded as Nick tried to hide his excitement. “Ok so that's two days from today.”” She replied as Nick gave me a grin which told me he would be counting down the hours.


Chapter 5
The House


The next day

    “Alright, well this is the place.” I explained as we got out of Kevin's new car, a shiny Hybrid Chevy Tahoe. “Must be nice to have a new car every month.” I sighed dramatically as Kevin smirked at me. “You know I'll let you drive it as soon as you get your permit.” He smiled at me, him, Joe, Nicholas, and Denise walked into a huge front lawn. It was like one of the house from the episodes of MTV cribs.


“Woah!” We all breathed as we got closer to the Burbank Mansion, I had to admit it was bigger than the Jonas' and my house, it had the whole villa style mansion . “I can't believe you get to spend your summer here!” Joe complained as Nick grinned and we all started running to the mansion to explore it. I looked back at Denise who smiled and told me to go explore as well as she stayed to talk with the producers.


“Dude, you have to invite us over one of these days.” Kevin gasped as he punched his brothers arm playfully and I walked up the spiral staircase to check out the second floor. Once you reached the top of the staircase it lead you down two hallways, I decided to go down the one with many doors. I opened one of the doors and it had 2 beds with it's own bathroom and lots of furniture, I figured all the other rooms were the same since they seemed to be the rooms for the contestants. I looked at the walls, they gave you that vibe that you were somewhere tropical.


I walked around checking out the game room which was loaded with an entertainment system like the one the boys took with them on tour. There were a lot of cool gadgets and stuff, I closed the door behind me as I made my way to the other hallways which only had two doors. I looked at a plaque on one of the doors, it was a shiny gold with a name inscribed into it, it was Nicholas' room. I opened the door as I looked at how beautiful it was.


It had a simple coat of blue paint with a nice flat screen mounted in the front wall. On the opposite wall was his bed which had a great view of the flat screen, on the side he had two small nightstands where lamps were and small drawers for any knick knacks he had. There was a dresser for all of his clothes and a small entertainment system for himself. There was a mini fridge full of red bulls ready to be opened and empty picture frames ready to be filled with photographs. I closed the door behind me making sure I turned off the lights and left everything as it was.


I saw the door across of his bed room and went over to it, I saw another plaque but this one had cute stars on the sides of the small name. I squinted to make sure I was reading it right, it had spelled out, in cute bubbly letters; Maya. “Like it?” I heard a voice whisper behind me as I jumped startled as I saw Nick snicker behind me. “Did I scare you?” He grinned as I punched his arm laughing. “Yes.” I answered as I went back to staring at the door and realized that it was my name on it.


“You want to explain why my names on the door?” I asked with my hands on my hips as he opened the door and let me go in first. “It's for you.” He answered as I opened my eyes widely looking at the beautiful room. It had a huge window, with a balcony which had a great view of the in ground L shaped swimming pool. It had white sheet curtains so when I opened the window and the breeze came in they flew inside. “Wow, I must admit I am jealous of your room.” Nick said as he bounced onto the queen sized bed and clicked a remote control which made the small chest at the foot board of the bed, rise and inside was a nice flat screen.


“What do you mean my room Nicholas?” I asked again as he laid in 'my' bed with his hands behind his head as he turned the TV on. “Well when the show starts you're going to need a place to sleep, unless you want to sleep on the couch.” He laughed as I looked at him in confusion and took the remote and turned the TV off. “What do you mean when the show starts? I was just the judge for the contestants right?” I asked as he didn't answer and quickly looked away. “Right?” I repeated raising my voice making him look me in the eye but he looked away. “Well not exactly. See...you're kind of signed up to be the judge for the whole show.” He shut his eyes to not see my reaction.


“Nicholas, ughhh I'm very angry at you.” I sighed mad, I didn't yell though. He opened his eyes with a frown on his face, “really?” he asked. I laughed, I could never be angry at my best friend or at any of the guys they were just to sweet. “No, not really.” I replied as a smile spread across his face and he started jumping on the bed. “So what do I have to do?” I sighed as he bounced next to me as he sat down. “Well your job before was to choose who was suited to be on the show. Now your job is going to be to give them tasks and ask them stuff and see who stays and goes.” He said sheepishly. “So basically I do all the work?” I rolled my eyes as he tilted his head in thought. “Yeah, basically.” He grinned making me hit him with a pillow.


“Well I'll let you look around your new bedroom for the rest of the summer, I'll be downstairs.” He waved and left the room. I stood up and walked around, it had a nice red wood flooring, it had a matching armoire, a small dresser, and such an elegant vanity set. It really caught my eye as I went over to it and sat in the cute small silky cushion chair and looked at the huge mirror. I looked down at the polished red wood table and it also had my name inscribed into it in huge letters. I grinned as I ran my finger, tracing each letter and looking at all the little things on it.


I saw a nice big shiny silver knob on the wall and I turned it as it revealed a sort of game room, like some sort of walk in game room. It had the same type of entertainment system Nick had and a small basketball net, a night stand with a blue phone on it, a bulletin board where i could post pictures, a nice big blue book shelf filled with my favorite books and novels, and a modern blue reclining love seat. I sort of squealed when I saw all of this, I once sketched this in my notepad as my dream bedroom and now it was mine.


“Nicholas Jerry Jonas!” I screamed as I ran down the spiral stair case and found him, I jumped on to his back and hugged him. “Thank you so much!” I smiled as he tickled me off his back and looked at me with a curious face. “I'm guessing you found your secret room?” He asked as I nodded and followed him into the living room. “I thought you might like it.” He laughed as I gasped at the size of the living room, it was decorated with so many cool things to list. It had these massive couches and all these expensive looking decorations. “Oh my god!” We heard someone yell as we ran to where the noise was coming from. “What's wrong?” We asked as we saw Joe with his hands on the side of his face. “Look at this kitchen! It's loaded with food!” He yelled as he opened the fridge and we laughed.


“C'mon moms calling us!” Kevin bellowed from the back yard as we walked slowly, looking at everything we passed. “What's up?” Joe asked as Denise shook the mans hand and walked away. “Alright, well every things settled. You guys are to move in, in a day bright and early. Come on it's time to go.” She grimaced as we all groaned. “Can we look around a little more?” Nick whined as I nodded in agreement. “You'll have plenty of time when you move in!” She laughed as we followed her to the car, Kevin clicked his alarm and it beeped open.


“They will! But we won't!” Joe pouted as Kevin turned on the car and we were off. “Sucks to be you the, huh?” Nick teased as Joe smacked his head with the back of his hand. “Don't worry you'll come visit every week.” Denise hummed as she looked out the window and Nick looked up surprised. “What?” He asked as Joe and Kevin did a high five and I laughed. “Well you didn't expect me to leave you and Maya alone in a house with some girls now did you?” She said bemused as Nick was going to argue but he decided not to, you could so not win against mama Jonas.


We got back and I asked to be dropped off at my house so I could start packing. “Alright, we'll see you in the morning than. Good night Maya.” Denise gave me a kiss on the cheek and everyone else waved good bye, it was already 8. “Bye everyone.” I waved as I went inside my house and finally Kevin drove, no more than 5 feet and they pulled into their driveway. I got inside and I smelled my mothers cooking. “Hey you're back!” She smiled as I hugged her and helped her set the table.


“So you're going to leave your mom all alone?” She joked as I started to feel guilty since it was just the two of us in this big house. “I'm kidding Maya, don't worry.” She smiled reassuringly, but at the same time I felt sad because it was maybe a whole summer without my mom's company. I heard a knock on the door and went to open as I saw the Jonas' all smiling at me. “Hey guys! Come on in.” I waved them in as they all came in each of them carrying a dish or dessert. “I forgot to mention I invited them for dinner.” My mom shrugged as we all sat down and started eating.


“We were just talking about how I'm leaving my mom behind. Denise, do you think theres any way my mom can come and visit every week or so?” I asked trying not to be demanding or anything. “That's exactly what we came over to talk to you about.” Paul replied as he finished eating his sushi. “Well we were hoping she could be the guardian while you two are over there. Karen would you do us the favor?” Denise and Paul begged, as I smiled hoping she would say yes. “Sure! I'd love to! Besides my job doesn't require me to be in any specific place so I don't think there will be a problem.” She explained as me and Nick grinned, my mom was super cool and fun. She worked as an interior designer for large companies and they usually called and told her what they wanted, all she had to do was sketch something and fax it to them and later on schedule a small meeting.


“Well then, that's great! I'm very glad you'll be taking care of these two, I don't think they could be in safer hands.” Denise sighed peacefully as we all finished our food and made our way to the large den. We started playing clue and monopoly, then we realized it was 10. “Well we'll be going, we've already intruded enough.” Paul said as they started saying goodbye. “Oh don't be silly Paul, you're always welcome here.” My mom told them as they left and we cleaned up. “Well you better start packing hun, I'm going to pack myself.” She suggested as we went to our rooms and got out our suitcases.


I opened my drawers and took out all my new summer clothes, my accessories, my shoes, and everything else that I could not leave behind. I took down my pictures, my 4 favorite stuffed animals which were given to me by my four favorite guys. Kevin had given me a dog, Joe a tiger, Nick a classical teddy and Frankie a bunny. They had all taken me to Build-A-Bear for my 12th birthday. I made sure i packed everything and left out one outfit to wear tomorrow , this was a new adventure we would be going on and who knew what awaited us.


Chapter 6
Special Guests


    “Sweetie, wake up time to go.” My dear mother yelled at the top of her lungs, she was the only screaming person that could make me laugh at 6:30 in the morning. “Did Nicholas put you up to this?” I asked as I rubbed my eyes and put my slippers on as I jumped on my bed to try and wake myself up, I only ended up giving myself a headache. “He said you liked being woken by screaming.” She responded as I reminded myself to torture Nicholas later on in the day. “Oh, well who doesn't?” I groaned sarcastically as I went into my shower and started the water, so hot it was almost boiling.


I got out, as I put on my get-out-of-the-shower pajamas, brushed my teeth and looked over the outfit I had chosen last night. I put on a navy blue tank top, with jean shorts, black high top converse and a solid black scarf. I left my hair as it was because it was eventually going to dry and stay the same way as any other day, perfect. I put on the usual, my eyeliner and chap stick, that was all I needed because basically I liked the way I looked. I heaved as I dragged my suitcase down each stair and saw my mom do the same after me.


“Let me get those for you.” I heard Joe say as he helped my mom with her suitcase, I was made to carry my own for the rest of the 5 stairs left. “Gee thanks Joseph.” I teased as my mom thanked him and we got in my mom's 2008 Malibu LTZ which was given to her as a gift from a client after her excellent work. “Well I figured your suitcase was heavier than your mom's, so I decided to help her instead.” He answered as I rolled my eyes and we got in the car. “Alright, we'll follow you.” My mom said as Joe nodded and they got into Kevin's old car, I guess he didn't want to use his new car everyday.


“Put on some music.” My mom instructed as she tapped her steering wheel and finally pulled out of the drive way after the Jonas'. I looked through my zune and found Band Of Horses, I decided to play their whole album until we got there. “You know, you get your music likes from them. Sometimes I wonder if you aren't a Bonus Jonas.” My mom teased as I nudged her and laughed. “Well after so many years I guess they rub off.” I replied as we made a left turn and got onto the highway, only an hour to go. “Well that's a good thing, they're probably the only gentlemen left on this planet.” She said as I nodded, I could not think of any other guys who were as charming as them.


We finally got to the house, I saw camera men everywhere as they started to film our arrival. I decided to put my sun glasses on before being blinded by the paparazzi who had somehow also gotten here. As we got out we were greeted by two men who helped us with our luggage as we started walking with the guys. “Sorry about that.” Nick whispered as I felt flashes start to blind me, while he just smiled at the cameras and laughed at every time I twinged at the flash. “You get used to it, to the point where they don't blind you anymore.” He answered before I even asked, he smiled as I looked impressed at the fact that he read my mind.


Once we all were inside, we were given some private time to say 'good bye' to one another. “And don't think just because we're not here every minute you can act up.” Paul warned as Nick rolled his eyes and hugged his father. “You taught me better than that dad.” He smiled as Denise started to tear up, while Joe and Kevin roamed the house once more. “Damn right i did, so behave. Maya keep an eye out for this one.” Paul winked as I nodded giving Nick a one arm hug. “I won't let him out of my sight.” I answered as my mom laughed and said the same about me and him.


“Remember, what ever you do is caught on tape and is being aired. Please don't act up.” Denise warned once more as she hugged Nick. “I know.” He mumbled under his mom's tight clutch. After they had finished saying good bye to us, me and Nick ran to our rooms, where our suitcases were already waiting for us. I flopped on to the bed, a cool breeze came into the room making the room chilly but in a good way. I got under the blanket so I wouldn't feel cold, but the early wake up call, the heaving of my suitcase, the comfort of this bed, made me shut my eyes and fall into a deep relaxing sleep.


Nick's POV

After I finished putting all my stuff away neatly into the drawers and drinking two red bulls, I decided to check up on Maya. By now she should have come into my room where we would start talking away like always but she didn't, so something was up. I knocked on her door but I got no answer so I opened it slowly so just in case I was intruding she would yell “Nick don't open the door!” like she did when we were little. I started laughing as I found her asleep on her bed under her covers.


I was deciding on whether to jump on her bed and wake her or let her sleep, I decided to let her sleep since I had made her mom wake her up today. I left the room and started to roam the house, I was pretty sure I could get lost. And thankfully they weren't recording me right now since they decided to do the recording once the girls got here. They also decided to just record everything through the house's cameras and not have a dozen of guys follow everyone around. I had been walking around maybe an hour, finding so many cool things along the way.


I walked downstairs to the first floor, I found a door and it had a small staircase which led to some sort of basement. I ran to where everything was, it was like a mini recording studio. I found a note attached to the drum set. “Hope you like this, just in case inspiration strikes. Love Joe, Frankie, and Kevin.” I read out loud as I got the drum sticks and started playing a beat, then I heard a loud groan. “Nicholas!” I heard Maya yell, I guess the room wasn't sound proof. I left the room and locked it behind me, it had a pair of keys so only I could come and go as I pleased.

Nick's POV Ends


I got up as I heard drums, I rubbed my eyes. I had fallen asleep for an hour and a half, time to put away my clothes. “You bellowed?” Nick asked grinning as I threw a pillow at him, he caught it and threw it back on the bed. “Could you warn me if your going to try and break my ear drums?” I replied sarcastically as I took out my tops and put them in the armoire. “I'll think about it. So what's up?” He walked around my room, opening and looking through everything. “Well I'm putting my stuff away, so did you explore the house?” I asked as I now took out all my jeans, shorts, and one or two skirts. “Yup, it's huge. I got lost but I left a trail of breadcrumbs.” He joked as I rolled my eyes.


“So, when does this whole thing start?” I looked at my watch, it was already 10. “Approximately at 3, when the girls arrive.” He explained as he helped put my stuff away, he took my stuffed animals and put them on top of the small dresser . I took out my speakers and put my zune in, as we unpacked. “It's weird to be listening to myself.” Nick commented as Higher Love came on. “Yeah, especially since your voice still cracked at that age.” I laughed. “Haha, your hysterical.” He answered sarcastically, as I took out the small amount of dresses I had and put them in the armoire as well. “Hey I'm just saying.” I grinned as he stuck out his tongue, he was going to help me but I laughed.


“Next up are my undies and bras, so unless you want to help me with that go on ahead.” I snickered as he backed away and looked through my duffel bag. “How many pair of shoes can you have?” He put them in the shelf for shoes in the armoire. “Look who's talking. Besides they're mostly sneakers, only 2 pairs are flats and heels.” I answered as I put away my headbands, necklaces, earrings, bracelets and rings in the little jewelery chest the vanity set had.


We were done by 11, which meant we still had 4 hours to kill. We went into the den where they had a huge plasma with an entertainment system, I wondered if there was a room that didn't have one. “I challenge you to a game of Dance Dance Revolution. Do you accept this challenge.” Nick imitated a quick Japanese voice as we got into the machine. What was cool is they actually had the machine and not the mats, I jumped on to it. “I accept your challenge, prepare to be killed.” I replied in the same voice as we started the game.


We must have been on the game for a really long time because all of the sudden the doors open wide, revealing 10 girls pulling their luggage behind them screaming as they came in. Nick and I got off the machine, he had one by only 50 points. “Hi?” I asked as I wiped the sweat off my forehead and they all waved back, their eyes all on Nick. There was 10 girls standing there, each with a sticker on them saying there name: Melanie, Emily, Thalia, Patricia, Kira, Amy, Britney, and Eliza. The remaining two must have been the last Denise picked, their names where Jackie and Hannah. They were all dressed really pretty, I didn't like one or two girls because their skirts were short but hey I shouldn't judge on appearances. I would do that later.


“Hey everyone!” Nick smiled as he waved at them and they just looked at each other grinning like crazy, Nick gave me a help-me-out-here look. “Alright girls, you can all put your luggage away and then come back down here.” I commanded as they looked at me as though thinking if they should do as I said. “I will be your host/judge/do as I say, so do as I say.” I said as they took their bags up the stairs and looked for rooms and Nick and I started laughing. “If you act like this you know they're going to hate you, right?” He commented as he sat on a couch and patted the couch so I would sit next to him. “Well I'm not here to make friends, now am I?” I plopped next to him and the girls came down running to be the first ones down.


I knew some of them hated me already with the looks they were giving me and because they could tell we were really close. “Hello everyone!” A voice said as we turned and saw the producer by the door, he had closed it a little bit behind him. A bunch of hellos, echoed the den ,which was right by the entrance. “Well I just wanted to welcome you all and I hope you like the rooms. Now I just came by to tell you a couple of things. First of all this is Maya, she will be the judging and observing all of yous. She will also challenge and test you to see if you belong here. And most importantly she is Nick's best and closest friend.” He informed all the girls as the ones who had given me dirty looks were now smiling at me, trying to get on my good side.


“And finally, I have a surprise for all of yous, including you two.” He pointed at us, Nick and I exchanged worried and curious looks. “We will have 2 special guests joining all you wonderful girls, they will also be trying to win. But they aren't here to win Nick's heart, they each represent a Charity and if they end up winning they will win a large amount of money for that charity. So watch out and get ready to meet your fellow contestants.” He ended as he opened the door, in came Selena Gomez who was friends with us. “Hey everyone!” She beamed as Nick and I got up to greet her, she put down her bags and gave us each a hug. “Wow long time no see!” I giggled smiling, the few times we had hung out we got along so well and we had become best buds. “I know! Now we get to spend time together!” She smiled as Nick also hugged her, I looked up and saw some girls squirm and I saw the jealousy begin to spark.


“Well now that you've met the first guest, it's time you meet the next one.” He grinned as he opened the door once more, revealing a girl with dark brown hair and blond highlights, a pair of tight jeans, boots, and a skin tight shiny top. “Hey y'all, what's up.” Miley smirked as Nick and I exchanged looks, I can't even explain how both of us looked or what we thought. All I know is that this was going to make Nick's life hell and she definitely wasn't here for the charity.

Chapter 7
First Day


    “Oh god.” I mumbled under my breath, I could see Nick start to fidget. “You should all go and unpack, explore the house and we'll call you down.” I told the girls as they nodded and went up the stairs. “Nick, can you help Selena with her bags? And help her find a room? Thanks.” I said as he nodded and they chatted up the stairs as Miley stared at them and me. “It's Mr. Cardino, right?” I was going over to the producer and shaking his hand, completely ignoring Miley's existence. “Yes, but call me Will.” He smiled as I nodded and asked him if there was somewhere we could talk privately.


“Yes, theres a small office over here. If you'll follow me.” He replied as I walked behind him, feeling myself being glared at by her even though my back was turned. We walked down a hallway to a door knob, he opened the door revealing an office. “So what is it you would like to talk about?” He sat in the arm chair as I sat on the other side of the desk. “This whole surprise guests thing, would you care to explain?” I breathed trying not to seem mad, even though it was really pissing me off.


“Oh sure, well we had the idea of inviting two celebrity guests on this. See, they will be here not to win Nick's heart but to be like obstacles in the girls way. Also if they manage to 'win' they'll get a donation for a charity of their pick.” He explained, I understood but what I didn't understand what the hell Miley was doing here. “That sounds great, but his ex girlfriend?” I sighed with my arms crossed giving him an interested look. “Well she's the one who came up with the idea. We offered her to be a guest and she agreed.” He happily answered, of course it was her idea, how could it not be. “Is this in the contract?” I asked as I got a text from Selena, asking me if everything was ok.


“I'm afraid it is, she's a very lovely girl. I don't think she'll cause a problem.” He started standing up checking his watch, he had a meeting in a bit. “Oh, of course not.” I answered sarcastically as I shook his hand and we both left the office. He bid good bye as I waved and ran up to my room, Nick was already waiting for me there. “Well?” He was as worried as a naughty kid on Christmas Eve. “You couldn't do anything about it?” He asked as I tried to smile but at the moment it was impossible, I heard a knock on my door. I went over to open it and as soon as I did I wanted to slam it in her face. “Hello Maya, I'm sorry to bother you. Do you know In which room I'm staying?” Miley inquired, as she looked around my room and her eyes found their way to Nick.


“You're sharing a room with Selena, it's down the other hall way. Now if you'll excuse me, I'm busy.” I answered as I closed the door and saw Nick with his face buried in his hands. “What am I going to do? I don't want to see her everyday!” He groaned as I patted his back trying to comfort him. “Well it's in the contract, I'll try to get her kicked out ASAP. Ok?” I assured him as he looked up, his eye staring at me through one of his fingers. “You promise?” He reminded me of way back when we were 5, I nodded. “I'll try my best.” I smiled as he ran his fingers through his hair. “Great, so are we starting?” He wondered as we got up and left my room, making our way back into the den.


“We start when I want to, so let's start.” I suggested as we stood in the middle of the den. “Girls, time to come downstairs!” I yelled, making Nick cover his ears. “That's what you get for making my mother wake me, speaking of..” I said as my mom came down the stairs. “Hey guys, how's it going?” She gave us each a kiss on the cheek, the girls started coming down the stairs. “Well, you tell me.” Nick answered as my mom spotted Miley. “Sucks to be you, huh Nicholas?” She teased as she put her arm on his shoulder just like I had. “Don't worry, fake people tend to find themselves not getting what they want. And she's definitely not going to get what she wants.” My mom mumbled as Nick smiled at her comment.


“Hi everyone! Well I want to welcome you, I hope you liked your rooms. And now I think it's Nick's turn to talk.” I suggested as Nick gave me a glare but sighed. “Hey, it's your show not mine.” I whispered. “Hi everybody, what's up.” He mumbled, oh brother this was going to be fun. “'Hi Nicholas' echoed the room, he smiled. “Um, so...you all entered so you try to win my heart...so that's what I'm here for...I'm searching for a potential girlfriend. So yeah, Maya is going to speak now.” He ended as he pushed me forwards to speak. “Alright, so tonight I'll give you all a break and we'll start the real challenges tomorrow. Get to know each other, get to know the house, and most importantly get to know Nick. If you have any questions feel free to ask. Off you go.” They smiled and started talking amongst themselves.


I sat down, making sure i could keep my eye on all of them. “Hi, I'm Thalia.” A girl smiled at Nick, he looked up and smiled back. “Hi, I'm Nick. Well you probably know that.” He replied making her laugh. I saw all the girls look around and spotted Thalia speaking to Nick, they all started looking her up and down. Hey, it was their faults for not coming over and talking to him. She was nice, she looked pretty and she had confidence. “So...um...where are you from?” Nick asked after what seemed like an eternity. “I'm from here, I live in Burbank.” She answered, he really needed help to conjure up a conversation. “So, do you play any sports?” She asked him after seeing he wasn't much of a question asker.


“Yeah, I play wiffel ball, golf, and baseball. You?” I could tell he was feeling more comfortable speaking to her. “I play baseball too, maybe we could play sometime.” She suggested as he nodded. “Hi Nick, I'm Britney.” The girl interrupted Nick and Thalia. “Hi.” He answered, Thalia wasn't mad but she gave me this funny look. It went on like this the whole night, girls interrupting one another and trying to make a good first impression. While me, Selena and my mom chatted we spotted Miley chatting away with Brittney which made me remind myself to keep an eye out for those two.


After we all ended up chatting and getting to know each other, Nick seemed more open to talk to them all. We all made our way to the dining room where there were 15 plates ready and served with steak, salad, rice and iced tea; all Nick's favorites. I noticed some of the girls weren't touching their meat or rice, something Nick didn't like were girls who didn't eat. The only girls actually eating their food were about 4 including Thalia who I had ended up liking unlike Britney who I wanted to kick out already. After we ate, we all scattered, roaming the house or playing games. “So, any girls you like so far?” I questioned as we played another round of Dance Dance Revolution. “I don't know, but I know one I don't like at all.” He answered looking over to Miley who didn't stop looking at him. “Don't worry I have something up my sleeve. I'll bet you, 2 girls will be gone by tomorrow.” I grinned as he gave me a curious look but I didn't tell him anything.


After a while it was time for bed, Nick and I said good night to all the girls and my mom and left to our hallway. My mom had a room on the girls side so she could keep her eye on them, especially Miley or as I liked to call her 'it'. “So I'll see you tomorrow.” I yawned as he nodded and we bade good night. I went over to my silver door knob and went into my secret walk in game room. I mounted a dry erase board onto the wall, I drew 12 rows, each with the name of the girl. I would find out tomorrow who they were and their real intentions for being here.

I awoke to my zune playing Burning Up, I threw my covers aside and stood up. I opened my curtain and opened my window as well, letting in that wonderful breeze in. It was only 4:30 in the morning, perfect. I looked through my armoire and drawers looking for something to wear, when I had to work or do something I always had trouble finding the perfect outfit. I found a sky blue baseball raglan shirt with dark blue sleeves, my cuffed denim shorts, my metallic high tops, and a blue heart necklace. I jumped into the shower, brushed my teeth and blow dried my hair. After I got out I got dressed and did a low ponytail with my blue and white scrunchie.


I had luckily spotted a megaphone in the office yesterday, I had brought it up last night. I left my room making sure I didn't wake anyone since it was only 5 in the morning. I could spot the cameras on me, I wondered if Nick was up yet. I made my way to the front entrance, I stood there about 2 minutes before knowing what I was going to say. “WAKE UP! I WANT ALL OF YOU DOWN HERE IN 5 MINUTES OR YOU CAN START PACKING YOUR SUITCASES!” I yelled into the megaphone, I heard yells of anger and groans from upstairs. I could hear people punching the walls from being awoken so early. I started laughing as I heard girls run to the bathroom and rummaging of drawers.


After 3 minutes some girls were already coming down, some in sweat pants and tank tops with their hair in messy buns. Others were actually dressed in cute outfits ready to go, while some were still upstairs hurrying. “Hi everyone! I hope you had a great sleep.” I laughed as I saw their eyes closing, I looked up I saw Nick coming down the stairs rubbing his eyes and scratching his head. “Here's our main guy.” I smirked as he grunted and waved at the girls. “ONE MINUTE!” I bellowed as the rest of the girls raced down the stairs.


“Hey girls, so today we will start our challenges. I hope you're ready because 2 of you will be going home.” I smiled as the girls looked at each other with their game faces on. Selena waved at me as she yawned, she had dressed up as well with her usual black converse on. Miley was at a corner, sitting down with her legs crossed in her mini skirt, and pull over sweater and flip flops. Nick had basketball shorts on and a pink wife beater on with white sneakers. “Alright, I hope you're all ready for a dip.” My voice full of excitement as I walked out of the door, making my way to the swimming pool where i had chairs laid out and a diving board installed.


Chapter 8
First Challenge


    “Alright, I'm going to give you two minutes to choose a partner.” I yelled as the girls started moving around looking for someone who they thought was strong and smart. Of course as I had guessed Miley and Britney were partners, Thalia and Amy were also partners. The rest of the teams were Patricia and Kira, Emily and Eliza, Jackie and Hannah and lastly Selena and Melanie. Nick sat on one of the lawn chairs but I grabbed his arm and pulled my best friend up. “What's going on?” He was asleep, still yawning, I laughed as I thought about what I was about to put him through, torture.


I walked him to the diving board and made him stand on it, he gave me a glare. “What the hell Maya?” He felt the breeze gently carry small droplets of water up towards his feet, he felt the freezing cold of the chlorine water. “Alright girls, your job is to answer the questions correctly in under 6 seconds. If you don't you can guess what will happen.” I yawned as I stood next to a lever, one pull of it and the diving board collapsed. “Are you kidding?” Nick furiously barked at me, my mom came towards him showing him she had a towel ready. “So, anyone volunteer to go first?” My hands on my hips, looking around for a hand. “No? Alright then, Nick how about you pick?” I asked as he stared at me angrily.


“I pick Patricia and Kira.” He mumbled as I nodded and called them over, they walked groggily towards me. “Alright, this is simple trivia on Mr. Nicholas Jerry Jonas here. I have a stop watch, you have 6 seconds.” I explained as they nodded looking at each other as though they were reading each others minds. “Ok, when I say go I will ask a question. Either of you or both must answer it, you'll have a total of 4 questions and each you get wrong is the amount of times Nick takes a dip.” I said as all the girls gasped. “Ready?” I got my stop watch ready, they nodded.

(Maya is italics and the girls will be bold)

Name 2 plays in which Nick performed. Patricia: Les Mis and Annie Get Your Gun.

What song is both cds? Kira: Year 3000

Where was Nicholas born? Patricia and Kira: Dallas Texas

Without looking, what hand is Nick running through his hair? Kira: Umm...left?

“Correct, congrats and you can now sit on the lawn chairs.” I told the girls as they sighed of relief and Nick mouthed thank you to them as he shivered from the cold breeze. “Alright, any volunteers?” I looked around once more, I spotted a hand and of course it was the two least liked people. It wasn't that I hated them or was being a bitch, it was just that I knew what was best for my best friend, almost brother and it definitely was not those two girls. “Alright then, Britney and Miley step forward.” I bit my cheek, they smiled happily as though they had complete confidence. “Ready?” I wished that they would lose but also that they would win, if they lost I'd get to kick em to the curb but if they won then I saved Nick from falling into the pool.

Who does Nick share a bedroom with? Miley: Frankie

What is Nick's favorite childhood book? Britney: The Magic Tree House

What are Nick's favorite fruit? Miley: Plums

What does Nick prefer over Diet Pepsi? Miley: Diet Coke

“Correct, congrats.” I threw my hardest questions at them and yet they got them. Of course Miley got them since she had been dating him and she probably told Britney some things just in case they were asked trivia. “Alright, next pair.” I signaled Jackie and Hannah to step forward, they did, really scared. “Ok, you know the deal. Ready?” I asked them as I got my stop watch read once more, they nodded.


What is Nick's horoscope? Hannah: Virgo

What University football team is Nick a fan of? Jackie: Penn State

What song is number 5 in the Bonus Jonas Edition cd? Jackie: Hello Beautiful

What video game does Nick suck at? Hannah: Um...Halo?

Nick shut his eyes, as I pulled the lever and he plopped into the water. I heard the splash and felt it as well since i was so close to him. Everyone gasped as they saw Nick getting up, his shirt was clinging to his body since he was soaking wet. “Sorry about that, but hey it was them who got it wrong.” I shrugged as he took the towel from my mom and dried himself as he once again got on the diving board. “Ok, now if another team gets one wrong there is a chance you aren't automatically booted out of here. If another team loses you'll both go against each other and fight to stay in the game.” I explained to Jackie and Hannah who were on the verge of tears but got hopeful as I added the last part.


“Alright, Thalia and Amy please step forward. So you know the drill, ready?” They looked at each other smiling and nodded. They got every questions right with out a problem, next up were Emily and Eliza who got Nick dunked two times. Finally it was Selena and Melanie who also got every question right. “Ok, you can all hang out for now. Go have breakfast or go and do what ever it is you want to do.” I followed Nick into the room while my mom suggested to the girls that they get some sleep. “Nick, wait up.” I ran after him since he was walking really fast, he was probably mad.


He raced up the stairs and closed the door behind him, ugh this time i didn't have an extra set of keys to get in. I decided to go into my room and lock the door as well, it was 7 in the morning and even though I had gotten up early I was very tired. It's not that I wanted to get Nick mad, but i's hard to come up with ideas on such a short notice and besides he's the one who told me to do this. I think this was the first time he was ever mad at me so I had no idea what to do, I decided to go to sleep since it helped me think and besides it was hard not to on such a comfortable bed.


I was awoken to what it felt had only been 5 minutes of sleep, I tried to open my eyes and Nick came into view. “You know, when someone is usually mad at you, you go over to them and apologize and ask how you can make it up to them.” He grinned as he laid on my bed and pressed the remote to turn the TV on. “Well we've never been mad at each other, so are you mad at me?” We flipped through the channels figuring out what we were going to watch. “No, you know I tried to while I was drying myself after being dunked into a ice cold pool but I couldn't.” He answered making me feel bad, something he was really good at. “Ok Ok, so how can I make it up to you?” I asked sighing because that's what it always came down to. “Hmm, I think I'll save my wish it for later.” He answered smiling, I heard my stomach start to growl.


“Let's go get some food.” He suggested as we got off the bed and raced downstairs where other girls were also eating breakfast. “Hi.” Nick smiled as Selena, Amy, Melanie, Emily and Thalia were eating some Chinese take out. I spotted the big box that had noodles and meat in it, I took a look and it was house special lo mein, my favorite. “May I?” I asked as I got a plate and they nodded as I helped myself to a big serving of food. “See, I like girls with big appetites.” Nick said trying to be flirty but it kind of sounded stupid which made all of us laugh. “That's him trying to be smooth.” I teased as he turned red and the girls giggled. “Are you going to eat?” He nodded and he helped himself to some of my noodles, I hated sharing my noodles.


Nick's POV

I helped myself to Maya's food even though I knew she hated sharing, which is probably why I did it. I decided to sit myself between all the girls, that way I got to know them better. Melanie was really nice and she had these amazing eyes but Emily was perfect, I knew why Maya had picked her...but then Thalia was really cool and always knew what to say. Maya saw how troubled I was in choosing all the girls, she was chatting it up with Selena as they looked at me and laughed. What I really wanted was for there to be less girls so I could get to know the ones who I started to like better.


“Maya can I talk to you?” She looked up, noodles in her mouth and all. “Sure.” She brought her plate with her and ate as we walked outside the kitchen. “Theres too many girls, I can't even get to know them all, theres so many.” I complained as she thought about it while she ate her food. “Hmmm well if you want I could kick out both teams, but it wouldn't be fair especially since they've only been here 2 days.” She replied and as always she was right. “Tell you what, I'll do the tie breaker between both losing teams and the rest of the week you can go on a date with every girl, one per day.” She suggested as I nodded. “You know, you always know what to say.” I smiled as we walked back to the kitchen, I realized we were all eating Chinese food at 10 in the morning.


“Yup, I'm pretty much awesome.” She winked as I laughed and went back to eating. Of course it was all ruined a couple of minutes later when Miley came down. She was dressed in a Victoria's Secret Pink bikini, Maya sent me a glare telling me not to look at her. “Sorry to intrude, I'm just getting a glass of water. Anyone want to join me in the pool?” She bend down to get a water, I felt something hit me. It was a chopstick which was thrown by Selena and Maya. “Hey Nick.” Miley smiled as I looked away, she was waiting for me to respond. “Hi Miley.” I greeted quickly going back to stare at a spoon on the counter top. She stood there until she realized I wasn't going to say anything else and left.


“Nice, totally not noticeable.” Selena laughed as the girls looked a bit mad or annoyed at my ex girl friend, I couldn't blame them since I was feeling the same. “So....” I mumbled as the girls looked up as I spoke but nothing came to mind. “I think Nick wanted to let you girls know that he will be going on a date with each of you during this week.” Maya explained as I nodded making the girls look excited as I went back to eating.

Nick's POV Ends


I heard the door bell ring, well I think everyone did since it was really loud. “I'll get it.” I skipped to the door. We weren't expecting anyone, so I thought of who it could be as I went over to the door and pulled it open. I walked out to meet who ever it was who was waiting outside, I laughed and smiled as I saw who was standing there. “Hi.” The person smiled as I waved hello and invited inside the person who was staring at me with curiosity.

Chapter 9
Hello There


    “David?” I asked as he shook my hand and asked if he could come in. “Surprised to see me, I see.” He smiled as I led him inside. “Well a little, can I ask what you're doing here?” We walked inside and we stood in the den. “You may ask.” He grinned as I smiled under a piece of wavy hair in front if my face. “So what are you doing here?” I asked smiling at his smart reply. “My sister is one of the contestants who made it into the house. I came to drop off some things she forgot back home.” He responded as I nodded. “Oh ok, so which one is your sister?” We walked to the kitchen, he looked around in awe as he saw the house's features.


“My sister is Emily, you know her?” He asked as I nodded and came into the kitchen. “Yup, she's really cool. Em, you have a surprise visit.” I said as they all looked up seeing me and David walk in. “David!” Emily yelled as she went up to her brother and gave him a hug and he hugged her back, how cute. “You left this behind.” He raised the small bag as she thanked him and excused herself to go put it in her room. “Well I guess I'll be leaving.” He shrugged as Nick waved good bye and so did the other girls. “No, you don't have to leave yet.” I replied a little bit too quickly. “I mean, Would you care for a tour of the house?” I wondered. “It depends, who will be my tour guide?” He asked grinning as I bit my lip and smiled. “That would be me.” I replied as he nodded. “Then I would love to take a tour of the house.” He responded holding out his arm and I wrapped mine around his.


Before leaving I tried to avoid Selena's face but I decided to look back. She was giggling along with the girls as Nick looked confused at what the giggling was about. “Take your time!” Selena laughed as I gave her a look and she laughed even harder. “So what shall we see first?” He asked as I looked around thinking of what to show David. “Hmm how about the den?” He nodded and I showed him around the den. After half an hour we had roamed the first floor, I had even surprisingly found other rooms I had not seen in the two days I have been here. “So that brings us to the second floor, which is mostly made up of bed rooms, that side is the girls and this side is Nick and mine.” I said as we reached the top of the stairs.


“You guys share a bed room?” He asked confused and shocked as I laughed. “No! We have to separate bedroom, mine is this one and his is that one.” I said pointing to the two bed rooms. “Oh ok that makes more sense.” He smiled making me smile as well, it was contagious in a way. “So, that concludes the tour for today. Be sure to grab something from the gift shop.” I joked as we went down the stairs. “I would but I have to leave, I have a soccer game I have to coach.” He explained as he looked at his watch. “Oh, ok. Well it was nice seeing you again.” I extended my hand but instead he gave me a hug. “You too, hope to see you again.” he said quickly as he smiled and hurried out the door. I couldn't help but blush and smile, but of course that was all over quickly.


“Oooh, Maya who was that cutie?” Miley aka it asked me as I sighed and walked towards the kitchen, ignoring her completely. This time I guess she had gotten tired of us doing it because she blocked me and stood directly in front of me. “I was speaking to you.” She said firmly, her eyes glaring at me and her arms crossed. I scoffed as I sucked in my cheeks amused, “Yeah I heard you, but I have better things to do than listen to you” I answered. “Excuse me? What's that supposed to mean?” she asked getting madder and resting her hands on her hips. “It means what it means, now if you'll excuse me.” I replied as I started leaving but she gripped my wrist tightly and whipping me back towards her.


“Miley, for your own good you better get your slimy hand off me.” I muttered gravely so only she could hear me as I shook her hand off me making her hand drop painfully. “Don't act as though you're better than me Maya, I'm the last person you want to mess with.” She replied in the same tone trying to seem tough, something that I did not see. “No, actually you're the first. Now listen up Miley, because I'm only going to say this once. I don't know what your maniacal plan is but you're not fooling anyone coming here with your saint act. And if you think you can come here and threaten me or even put your hand on me you have another thing coming.” I warned her as she smirked, we were talking so low the cameras could only see us smiling as though we were having a friendly conversation.


“Maya, do you think I'm scared of you? Please it'll take more than a wanna be actress like you to make me tremble, sweetie I'm one of the most richest, hot and idolized girls out there right now so you stand no chance. “ She laughed as I snorted from hearing her speak. “Are you kidding me? First of all I am also an actress, I'm on Broadway, thats what actors do they act not pose for slutty pictures so they'll actually mention you once or twice on TV. Second of all I could take you any time any where, please bitch if you think that I think I'm scared you must be stupider than I thought. And no offense but you're the ugliest, non talented, disappointment I have ever met.” Her smirk faded and was replaced by anger which I was happy to see and walked away.


I expected her to chase after me screaming and trying to attack me but she didn't. Which would probably mean she would try to get back at me later, note to self keep an eye out for Miley. “What took you so long?” Nick asked as I walked into the kitchen, the girls had gone probably to get ready for today. “Oh you know, showing David around..talking to Miley..” I answered mumbling the last part but he obviously heard because he jerked his head up. “What about?” He asked as I sat next to him, the sun was already shining brightly almost at the top which meant it was around noon. “Just some stuff, don't worry about it. That's my job.” I replied as I forced a smile which relieved him from any worries.


I spent some time in my room, actually thinking of what Miley had said about me. Was I really not a good actress? I looked at all the reviews in the newspapers and magazines, the radio stations and interviews I had. I laughed it off as I saw the picture of Sarah Brightman and I hugging as she came and watched me perform. She was one of my favorite Broadway performers, and to actually have her congratulate you on your performance is a confident booster. Also I remembered when Keira Knightley, THE Keira Knightley came up to me to congratulate me on my performance as well when she and her friends saw a show I starred in. I have to admit I'm pretty popular in Broadway, and I was crossing my fingers for a few Hollywood movies I have auditioned for. Besides if I didn't make it, it wouldn't matter, Broadway is my home and I love it.


“Hello?” Someone knocked  on my door, I looked up and it was Selena. “Hey, come in.” I sat up and crossed my legs Indian style. “What's up?” She asked as she looked around, as she opened her mouth in shock as she saw my awesome room. “I guess this is what you get when you're the best friend.” She teased as I laughed. “Yup, I guess 15 years of friendship paid off.” I joked as she clicked the remote and watched as the TV levitated from the chest. “NO WAY! Thats so cool!” She said laughing as I laughed along, she was so easy to get along with. Now why couldn't Nick fall for her? I have no clue. “So, is there any chance you'll actually fall for Nick? Or are you definitely here only for the charity?” I crossed my fingers that maybe she had a crush on Nick.


“I am most definitely here only for the charity, besides I'm sure if Miley thought for some reason I liked Nicholas she would skin me alive. Besides I rather not be in all the drama, I don't need the paparazzi in my face like when she bashed me and Demi on her you tube page.” She reminded me as I nodded, now theres a girl who has her head on her shoulders. “True, but make it difficult for the girls. Nick is already hyperventilating that theres too many to choose from.” I explained as she laughed. “Well there are a lot of girls, but then again he wanted this.” She explained as I nodded. “Ugh, I have to eliminate a team today. I really need help thinking of some sort of challenge for those two teams to face off in.” I worried as we got a notebook out and started jotting down ideas.


“Ok I think we have it, well this is elimination so shouldn't you like dress up?” Selena suggested, hmm she had a point. “Alright, what should I wear?” I asked as we looked through my armoire, it was one of those we're-throwing-things-out-of-my-closet-trying-to-find-the-perfect-outfit moments. I finally decided on something, of course with the help of Selena. I put on my Urban Outfitters Urban Renewal dress, what can I say I loved shopping there. It was a blue tiered gauze tube dress, which I wore with leather circle gladiator sandals. I left my wavy hair down as usual and put on my regular chap stick and eyeliner.


“Oooh someone looks hot.” She commented making me blush. “Haha, alright we should go down to let them know what the task is.” I suggested as we walked down, it was already 5 which meant we had spent 2 hours planning the task and maybe half an hour or more looking for something for me to wear. “You should go change, and tell the girls to change as well. Except the two teams who will be facing off.” I added as she nodded and went back up the stairs to let the other girls know. Once again the door bell rang, this time there were 3 people at the door. Two were holding one from his under arms as though trying to make sure he wouldn't escape.


“Joe? Kevin? What are you doing here?” I asked surprised forgetting they were grabbing some guy. “Quick, Maya call the police!” Joe yelled at me as they came in with the guy between them and threw him onto the couch. “Why?” I asked curiously as Kevin stood in front of him watching his every move. “We found this riff raff trying to sneak in for some reason.” Kevin said looking at the guy as though x-raying him. “I told you! I wasn't trying to sneak in!”He protested, I took a second to see his face and realized it was David. “Oh my jonas.” I laughed, I was so used to hearing it that it stuck and I would only say it when one of them would do something stupid. “What?” Joe asked as he was ready to make a call. “That's David! He's the brother of one of the contestants! I'm so sorry David.” I apologized as I helped him up and he sighed relieved.


“Well why didn't you tell us?” Joe asked giving him a pat on the back grinning, as Kevin gave him an apologetic look. “I tried! But you wouldn't let me. Well anyways I came to watch Emily, I heard she might be eliminated.” He commented as I nodded sadly feeling bad for her since she was real nice. “Wow you look pretty.” He looked at me, then Joe and Kevin, and then the floor. “Thanks, so you're probably here to see the challenge.” I said as he nodded, I told him to make himself comfortable. “I'll be right back, I'll leave you here so the guys can apologize.” Giving both Joe and Kevin a look and glaring at them until they started apologizing. “My bad dude. Sorry about that but we're very protective over Maya.” Kevin explained as David said he understood having a sister, and they did that whole arm shake hug thing.


“Speaking of Maya, you seem to know her pretty well.” Joe said squinting his eyes and looking at David with curiosity. “Yeah I guess, we met today.” David replied. “What are your intentions with her?” At this point I was bright red and decided to cut him off before he would go any further. “GIRLS, TIME TO COME DOWN AGAIN!” I yelled as I threw a pillow at Joseph when David looked away.



Chapter 10
Dinner Plans


The girls walked down, each with her partner. I saw Emily and Eliza holding hands probably nervous but trying to smile as they saw Nick. After them came the other team that might be eliminated, which was Jackie and Hannah who were on the verge of tears as they quivered to the den. The rest of the 'safe' girls sat on the couches as I saw Miley and Britney wave at Nick, who tried to do his best and not look in their direction but it was impossible. He saw Miley who locked eyes with him until I stood in front of the girls blocking her view. Nick mouthed me a thank you as he looked embarrassed and sat with his brothers, when the girls saw the rest of the Jonas boys they tried their best not to run to them.


“Just do it.” I laughed as they beamed and ran to them shaking their hands, hugging them, jumping up and down. David went over to his sister and hugged her, probably giving her advice on staying cool and trying her best. The task was simple, I had set up a trampoline on which both teams would get on. All they have to do is throw the opposite team off the trampoline, but we made sure there were mats around. It was pretty quick and painless, unfortunately Jackie and Hannah were disqualified. They started crying but Nick decided to go over to them to comfort them but they started crying harder, he backed away and just waved as my mom escorted them to their rooms and helped them pack.


It wasn't that bad, even though they lost they were given tickets for their upcoming tour once we were off our vacation. I saw Emily smile along with Eliza, relieved they were still in the game. I looked over to David, had he been staring at me this whole time? I gave his a small wave and smile as he returned it but it quickly ended as Joe gave him 'the eye' which was pretty scary when he did it. “Alright, we're all going out to dinner, the producers treat. So everyone please get dressed up, meet me down here in..I'll give you 40 minutes.” I told the girls as some of them look outraged as though 40 minutes was not enough. “Only forty minutes?” Britney yelled as everyone, including Nick turned around to see. “Fine, 30 and you can thank Britney here for that.” I let them know as they ran up the stairs to change, giving Britney rude stares as they left the backyard.


“So, what's up with this David guy?” Kevin asked me as I rolled my eyes and started folding the mats. “Nothing.” I answered simply as he raised his eyebrows giving me the i-don't-believe-you look. “If you say so.” He mumbled as I sighed and turned to him. “Really, nothing is going on. He's just a brother of one of the contestants and I happened to see him a couple of times.” I said honestly as he observed me till he believed me. “Ok, well he's been staring at you for quite some time.” He added making me turn pink and laughing. “What are you guys whispering about?” Nick asked coming over to help us as Joe made his way to the 'kitchen' but he probably steered himself up to the girls rooms.


“Nothing.” I answered as I went over to David and invited him to the dinner, it would be rude not to. “Are you mad at me?” Nick asked as I went over and set the mats on a corner of the backyard. “No, why would I be?” I asked confused, had I done anything to make him think that? “Well you nor Kevin will tell me what you were whispering about.” He mumbled looking at his shoes. “Aww Nick, why would I ever be mad at you?” I asked feeling bad that he thought I was keeping stuff from him, I gave him a comforting hug. Wrong timing, because as soon as I did Britney came down, she saw us and stopped and ran back up the stairs. She was probably going to run and tell Miley, more drama on the way...


Chapter 11
Going To Six Flags


After dinner we all had a fun time talking (yeah even Miley and Britney, surprisingly no drama that night). Nick got the idea of me being mad at him out of his head and we all went back to the house really late because there was a karaoke machine and we all ended up going up and singing. I decided to give all the girls a break and I booked a 2 day stay at a hotel near Six Flags.


“I'm glad we're taking a day off.” Nick told me as him and I walked together in front as the rest of the girls followed behind. “Yeah I'm feeling a bit sick so I thought we'd take a day off, unless that's not okay with you.” I answered, I didn't want to seem like I could do what ever I wanted when I wanted. “Of course it's ok. So where are we going?”He stretched out, after all it was only 5 in the morning. “Six Flags, I thought It'd be nice to visit our home state. We're spending two days there.” I told him as the girls trudged behind us with their 'luggage' and their faces hidden behind gigantic sun glasses.


“So are you finally going to have the guts to get on a roller coaster?” Nick smirked as he helped me onto the coach bus, such a gentle man. “Maybe. Probably on the kiddie one as always, you know the lady bug one.” I answered as we laughed while the driver put our bags in the compartment.


“Alright girls. You can sleep because we have a 3 and a half hour ride ahead. It's a day off so we'll just be having fun these next 2 days.” I announced as the girls cheered and started to close their eyes. My mom was too busy 'talking' to David, yeah he was hanging a lot with us now. “I don't think we've gone to Six Flags in such a long time.” Nick yawned as we took seats in the front where we got a full view of the sun rising from the wide front window.


“So what's it like?” Mostly talking to myself. “What's what like?” Nicholas' face crinkled in confusion. “Having a chance to find love without even trying?” I answered as I yawned as well, my eyes starting to betray me and close. “I don't know, love is a big word.” He replied, his answers were always so simple and perfect. “Well that's what you're looking for, right?” I half asked and half yawned. “Yeah, it is.” He mumbled as we both dozed off.


“Excuse me, Miss Maya.” Someone gently shook me, I lazily opened my eyes. The driver was standing over me, the bus parked. “We have arrived at the hotel Ms. Maya.” He informed me as I thanked him and stood up, stretching out my legs and arms. Everyone was sound asleep, even Nick....well mostly Nick because he was drooling. “Would you like for me to wake them?” The driver asked. “No, let them sleep. I'm going to make sure the rooms are ready.” I got my over sized designer bag Kevin had bought me. “As you please.” He answered bowing down, as I made my way off the coach bus. I looked up at the hotel, thankfully the producers were paying for it otherwise I would not being staying in it, well we probably could but I wasn't going to waste money like that.


“Hi, are you Maya?” The concierge asked as I nodded, signed some papers and she pulled out a bunch of keys. “I hope the rooms are to your liking.” She smiled as I asked the bell boy to hand them to the girls when they came in. “You ok sweetie?” My mom frowned as she was followed by David. “I don't know, I don't feel well ma.” I answered, I felt tired, hot, nauseas,and had the worst migraine. “Sweetie, you're burning up. I have to go help the girls, David mind taking Maya to her room?” My mom asked David.”Oh not at all, come on Maya.” David told me as he helped me to the elevator.


We're finally here.” He whispered as he opened the door to my room, it was spacious and welcoming. “Thanks David.” I sneezed, as I was to late to put my hand and cover my mouth. “I'm sorry.” I sniffled, as he laughed. “It's quite alright, get some rest.” He whispered as he closed the door behind me and I laid on the bed trying to find some peace inside of me.


“Hun, I brought you some soup. How did you sleep?” My mom whispered. I had been sleeping for 3 hours, something I never had time to. “Ugh I feel horrible.” I answered as I blew on my soup to cool it off. “Sweetie, you got David sick. He's going to have to stay here with you.” She explained as I drank the water bottle she gave me. “David I'm sorry...again.” I sighed as he came in with his stuff. “It's ok, so how are you feeling?” He smirked as I laughed then sneezed. “Spectacular, you?” I grinned, thankfully the room had two beds or this would have been awkward.


“Ok you two are under quarantine so don't leave this room.” She warned, as she left. “So, should I just take the other bed?” He asked with a duffel bag in his hand and a monopoly box in the other as I nodded and left the soup on my night stand since I had no appetite. “I brought a board game so we wouldn't get bored.” He smiled as he set down his bag on the bed. “I'm so good at this game. So watch out.” I boasted as he set it up and we started playing.



3rd person POV

“Please?” Nick asked Karen (Maya's mom) as she got ready to chaperon, she was getting any last minute items she could find. “I'm sorry, but Maya..I don't know she seems really tired and with a severe cold. I don't need you getting sick sweetie.” She explained kindly as she ruffled his hair, he grunted. “They why is DAVID with her? I'm her best friend!” He protested realizing how stupid he sounded, but hey 15 and a half years of friendship. “Nick, David isn't going to steal Maya's friendship from you. And he's also sick so that's why.” She chuckled as she grabbed her pocket book and escorted Nick out of her room along with her.


The remaining girls were getting ready, some just sitting waiting for Maya because they were already done. “Hi girls, I'm sorry to say but Maya won't be joining us today. She's come down with a cold, so I'll be your chaperon. Here are your passes, thanks to the producers you can skip people on line and you get free snacks so enjoy!” Karen smiled as she handed the girls and Nick their passes. “C'mon our bus is waiting to take us to the amusement park.” She told them as they all left.


Ha! Pay up David!” Maya sneezed as David handed her the remaining money he had left. “You win.” He sniffled as they passed around the tissue box. Maya had a sneeze attack sending the monopoly houses flying all over the burgundy carpet. “Emily is so lucky, she's probably having so much fun.” Davis groaned as he jumped onto his bed staring at Maya.

3rd Person POV Ends


I ran to my over sized floral designer bag and ran my hand in it's depth looking for my cell phone. “I can't believe I didn't think of this before!” I yelled in triumph as I looked through my phone book and called one person. “Hello?” A very familiar voice asked me. “Paul? Hey it's Maya.” I answered. “Maya? Wow it's great to hear from you! Are you in the neighborhood? If you are, we should hang.” He yelled in excitement making me snicker, this boy was such a goof ball. “Yeah. I'm going to be at Six Flags, can you come?” I asked, bitting my lip and crossing my fingers.


“Yeah! Should I invite anyone?” Paul asked, I could hear him scurrying around getting dressed and getting his car keys. “Of course. Bring Jacob, Peter, Dan, Jesse, Charlie, Kenny and John.” I told him, trying to remember some of the cutest and hottest guys who were my hometown friends. “Woah, so many guys?! What, are you hooking us up with some girls?” He asked as I heard him start the car. “Yeah...something like that.” I answered, grinning at my perfect plan.


Chapter 12
The Flirts

    “What are we doing?” David asked as I went through his duffel bag, taking out random clothings. “We're going to Six Flags.” I stated happily as I found a baseball cap and a snug dark blue v neck t-shirt he had. “Karen said we couldn't leave the room.” He replied as I left for the bathroom and started changing into my 'disguise'. I tied my hair back under the blue baseball cap. I put on the t-shirt and left my skinny jeans and blue converse on. “What do you think?” I asked twirling around. “You kind of look like a guy..no offense.” He added, trying not to laugh. “Good, that's the point. Get dressed, I'll be right back.” I told him as he nodded and I left for my mother's room.

Once I got there I started rummaging through the night desk and found the 2 park passes she had left behind. But before that I couldn't help but walk around as though I was a secret agent and even did my own theme music. I think she was sharing a room with Nicholas because his stuff was on the other side of the room since I was supposed to share a room with her and Nicholas with David. As I left, I made sure I left everything as it was and not leave evidence I had been through her stuff.

“You ready?” I asked barging into the room as David put his shirt on, I accidentally caught a glimpse of his very toned abs. “Yeah. You?” He answered, a bit pink in the cheeks. “Yup. C'mon but we have to walk, it's not too far. I have to get some stuff before we go.” I explained as I grabbed my phone and shoved it into my pocket also grabbing my wallet as I hung the VIP pass around my neck and handed him his.

“So, after the whole reality show is over...are you going to go somewhere?” David asked, we had been walking for some time and we could see the outlines of the roller coasters by now. “I don't know, I'm probably going back to Broadway or just hang with Nick and the Jonas family until my play starts.” I replied, I hadn't really thought of it. “Why?” I asked curiously as i nudged him to come into a store with me. “Well I was wondering maybe we could hang out before school starts.” He looked around the store. “Oh sure.” I answered absentmindedly as I looked through the store. I got what I needed and went to the register to pay for them. “That'll be 11.50.” The man behind the register let me know as he put them in a bag and I handed him the money.

“C'mon David.” I yelled since he had gone far into the store while I was making my way out of it. “What did you purchase?” He asked as we started walking again. It felt like a car was slowing down behind us, then I heard loud honking. “Yo Maya!” I heard and quickly turned around to the familiar voices, to see all my friends from Wyckoff. All 8 of my best guy friends crammed in a Chrysler waving frantically at me. “Oh my god! You guys!” I screamed as they all got out and we hugged. “My god Maya! You've grown! And you're dressed like a boy!” Jacob smiled as he spun me around. After they all got a chance to greet me, say congrats on making it big on Broadway, they spotted David.

“Who's the kid?” Pete asked jerking his head at David, who didn't seem too confident to look all of them in the eyes. “Oh, I totally forgot! Guys, this is David. He's a really good friend of mine.” I grinned as I grabbed his hand and brought him over to meet my hometown friends. “Guys, David. David, guys.” I said introducing them as David cleared his throat and shook their hands.

“So what are we doing today? I heard we're being set up?” Dan grinned as he rubbed his hands together as though preparing for an excellent job, he was such a flirt which was an excellent characteristic in this case. “Yup. I need a favor from all of yous. I need you to turn on the charm on a couple of girls. Be smooth, charming, cute, use all your tricks.” I explained as we all walked and David gave me a look of concern.

“You think I'm not doing the right thing?” I asked as he nodded. “Hey, I'm just looking out for my best friend. If they flirt back it means they're not serious about Nick and I don't need a girlfriend for him who will flirt with someone else.” I snapped, I didn't need my best friend being hurt again. It had killed me seeing what Miley had done to his life, he never smiled, never laughed, got sick and was hurt. It had taken a lot for me and the boys to get him back up and I wasn't going to let him feel bad again if it meant having to do anything.

“How will we know who these girls are? There are a lot of girls at amusement parks.” Kenny pointed out, he wasn't the brightest light bulb but he was a total stud. “It'll be easy. The girls you have to 'seduce' will be wearing VIP passes like these.” I explained holding up the pass around my neck, the boys looked closely at it and then I realized what they were looking at. “Ok you pervs, just find those girls and do me the favor.” I laughed as they gave their best innocent boy looks and they saluted me telling me they knew what to do.

David and I started walking again, and then it hit me....we had not stopped holding hands ever since I had introduced him to my buds. He didn't seem to mind, but I felt...uncomfortable? Weird? Ok? Happy? Uninterested? I don't know but I didn't find it bothering. I mean friends hold hands right? “So, we're not going to play are we? We're just going to spy?” David asked me as we walked into the park separate from the boys so no one would realize they were with me. “Nope, I'm sorry. If you want you can go off, but only reason I'm here is because Nick entrusted me to help him choose the right girl and that's what I'm doing.” I shrugged feeling bad that I was dragging David along.

“No it's alright. You just keep showing me what a great friend you are. Can we get some food before we spy?” He asked giving me a pout. “Fine, boys and their food.” I laughed as we went in, I turned back to see the boys buying their passes, in pairs with their coke cans to get one free entrance. “Ok, we'll have 2 corn dogs, one sprite, one water, 2 churros, 2 packs of sour patch kids, an order of Nachos, one funnel cake and some fries.” David told the lady at the food cabin, as I snorted at the feast he had bought just for the two of us.

“You expect me to eat all of that?” I helped him carry the food up to the second floor of the food cabin, where there were many tables with umbrellas and chairs that gave you a view of the park from up high. It had a bridge that connected you to the second floor of the gift shop cabin, which had another bridge that connected you to other second floor cabins all around the park which meant easy access to catch the girls in the act. I took out my phone and got a call from Paul who told me they were in and ready to get their flirt on. “Ok, thanks a million you guys. I owe you.” I said sending them kisses over the phone as they laughed and split up looking for the girls.

“But how are we going to see them? They're so far down from us, we might not even see their faces.” David pointed out as he ate his corn dog. “Ahh, well that's were these come in my friend.” I smiled as I took out the bag in which I had the thing I had bought at the store. I opened it and took out a pair of brand-spanking-extra-zooming-poning binoculars. “Good, eh?” I grinned as he rolled his eyes and handed me my water. It was 2 in the afternoon and we had a nice amount of hours ahead of us to spy, I'm sure we could take a break later and get on some rides..after I caught the flirts.

Chapter 13
Unexpected Feelings


    “Oh yeah! Caught one.” I yelled thrusting my fist into the air as I handed David the binoculars so he could see the girl. David took the binoculars and saw Kira twirling her hair around her index finger as Kenny came up to her and pretended to ask for a specific ride as he flicked her his award wining smile. I drank some of my water as I wiped my forehead form the heat, the temperature was so high today.

“She's just talking to him though...oh never mind, she just gave him her number.” David announced as I sighed of relief knowing one girl was down. After Kenny had gotten Kira to go on rides with him, he quickly turned around and spotted me giving me a thumbs up. “Nice” I mouthed to him as he turned around putting his hand around Kira's shoulders and leaving to get on a water ride.

“Alright, let's go.” David told me as he grabbed my hand and we crossed the bridge over to the 2nd floor of the gift shop. “Wait! Where are we going?” I asked as we crossed the bridge, me with my eyes closed because I wasn't too fond of heights. “Well I decided, after every time you catch a girl we're going to get on two rides. You know, so we won't get bored.” David smiled as I nodded and as we got to the other side, went down the stairs and got to walk around the park.

“Ok let's get on.” I said as I pointed at the Congo Rapids. He nodded and we got in front of the line as I saw Nick a few feet away talking away with my mom and Thalia. He was looking around, and as his sight moved closer to where I was standing I hid my face in David's arms because no matter what I was wearing Nicholas could always spot me. “You ok? If you're scared we could always go to the bumper cars.” David offered as I peeked and saw Nick and my mom moving farther away. “Oh no, it was just that I spotted Nicholas.” I said as I went back to standing up and showed the man in front our passes as he let us on. “Oh Nick...” David muttered as we put the safety bar over our laps.

“Oh man! We're soaking wet!” I laughed as we got off the Saw Mill Log Flume, the second water ride we had gotten on. Our clothes dripping with ice cold water, I wasn't scared because hey it's water but real roller coasters mucho scared. “Back to spying.” David laughed as we went to the 2nd floor of a cabin and watched over the people going by.

It was already 6 in the afternoon and I had caught 4 girls in the act. “Are we done for the day?” David asked as he yawned, it was getting dark really quickly which meant it got so pretty once the night lights were up. “Yeah I think so. So you wanna just hang?” I put the binoculars away and we headed down the stairs. “Sure, that's what I've been wanting to do all day.” He admitted making me turn pink, thank god it was dark.

“Maya?” A voice asked me, crap..busted. “Yeah?” Nervously expecting my mom's angry face but it was Selena. “Oh Selena! Hey, what's up?” I asked casually as she stared at David and then at me. “I thought you two weren't allowed to come.” She smirked at me. “We aren't, but Maya insisted we come.” David told her as she nodded. “Yea she does that a lot. Let me guess, spying on the girls?” Selena asked, eying Paul a few feet away next to the Ferris Wheel.

“So, I just wanted to ask you something.” She mumbled nervously. “Ok, ask away.” I said. “Well I know I'm in the contest and everything but I met one of your friends, Paul. And I was wondering it it would be cool if I hang out with him.” She confessed as I could tell she liked him. “Sure, he's a really good guy don't worry.” I added, Paul had to be the sweetest out of my group of guy friends beside Nick, Kevin and Joe. “Thanks.” She replied smiling as she ran back to Paul who was waiting for her as they held hands and went off.

“Is she out too?” David asked as he put his fingers through mine lacing them, slowly rocking our hold back and forth. “Hmm, well she asked. It depends, if she gets serious with Paul then she'll probably ask to get out so let's just see.” I answered as David lead me to another Ferris Wheel. “C'mon get on.” He told me as he helped me onto the seat and he sat across from me. “Are you going to be scared?” he asked, rethinking his choice of ride.

“No, it's fine. I like Ferris Wheels, they're romantic.” I replied, it came out wrong. I didn't mean to say it like that because then he would think...that I liked him, did I? I'm not sure, must be the cold. He was smiling and as I looked around as we started going up I spotted Nick and Emily on the other side of the ferris wheel, sitting so that Emily's back was to me and I could see Nicholas. I doubted he could see me because he was not far sighted like I was.

He was laughing as I could see Emily's jaw moving which meant she was making him laugh, that was a good sign. “So after all this time we've been hanging out, I was thinking...” David was saying something but I really wasn't listening and I barely caught hold of what he said, something about hanging people? Now Nick was talking to Emily as she nodded and he looked surprised but happy. If I could only hear what they were saying, but I wasn't supposed to be here so the longer I was not seen the better.

“And I've been meaning to ask you this for some time but you've been so busy...” David explained, I was feeling so bad because I had no clue what he had just said. It was as though his voice was on mute and all I could hear was the amusement park music.

Nick was talking to Emily and she nodded as she stood up with Nick holding her hand so she wouldn't fall and sat next to him, not letting go of his hand. “So, here it is. I'm going to tell you now, well ask you...and I don't want you to feel weird or inclined to answer.” David spoke as he started sweating. Again I saw from the corner of my eye David's mouth move but no sound. Why was he sweating? Was it getting hot? I didn't think so, the night had picked up a small breeze in my opinion.

I could see Nick pointing downwards showing Emily some part of the park and she gasped as I saw her mouth 'wow'. I looked down as well to see what she was so impressed by, the lights of the rides were reflected onto the water making beautiful luminous shapes in the dark blue water. No wonder this was where most couples got on, it had a great view and it had a romantic vibe, some sort of aura. I looked over to Nick and Emily who were no longer seeing the view, but each other. “Ok so here goes. Maya, would you like to go out?” David stuttered. For like the millionth time I saw David's mouth move and he was staring at me but I had no clue as to why.

Then it happened, Nick started closing the gap between him and Emily. They both started inching closer to each other, both their hands holding. He was kissing her, she was kissing him. For the first time since I had been sleeping I felt sick again. Something was clawing at my insides, I felt my temperature go up and my breaths were short as if I had little oxygen to grasp. “Maya? Are you going to answer?” David asked loudly, I snapped my head in his direction my eyes wide in confusion since this was the first time I was able to hear him speak. If I told him I had not been listening this whole time he would probably feel offended. But if I showed him what I had just seen he'd probably feel weird since that was his sister Nick was kissing.

“Yeah......of course.” I answered not knowing what I was answering to or what I was agreeing on. “Great! You have no idea how excited I am.” He replied with a huge smile on his face as he hugged me and gave me a kiss on the cheek. What on earth did I say yes to? I didn't have time to think because the ride was over, and we were going down and in the front of the line was my mother standing there with her arms crossed tapping her foot with all of my guy friends around her giving me apologetic looks....All I wanted to do at this moment was go back to the hotel and hide under my blankets from everyones stare because Nick and Emily were also getting off the ride looking very pleased.


Chapter 14
Secrets & Surprises

    “Maya, you have a lot of explaining to do.” My mother told me as I felt my temperature go even higher, I was sweating and I was sneezing. “I....” I uttered, I felt my voice fail me as I saw Nicholas and Emily come down the ride and spot me. “Hey Maya! I thought you couldn't come.” Nick said in disbelief as he gave me a hug, he felt so warm. But I quickly let the thought go and backed myself away from his hug. “What wrong?” Nick asked a bit surprised and offended, I had never denied him a hug. “You don't look so well, Maya you're really hot!” He said as he felt my forehead, his hand against my skin.

“So?” I snapped back, it was as though I had no control over my mouth. “Well you should go back up to your room. If you want I'll go with you.” Nick told me giving me a smile and holding my hand, I quickly untangled my fingers from his. “No. It's fine, my mom will take me. I'm sure she has a lot to say to me anyways.” I explained not looking at him, or David, or my mother, or anyone at all. “Well I hope you feel better, I'll see you tomorrow.” He said trying to give me a smile as I turned around and my mother followed. “No David, I'd like to go with Maya alone.” My mother sweetly told David as he nodded and stayed behind.

None of us talked on the way back, I could hear the laughter of kids around me. We made our way out of the park and took the car ride back to the hotel. Once we reached our floor, I made my way into my room, as did my mom. “Maya, I cannot believe you disobeyed me. Look at you! You look like you're about to faint.” Feeling my forehead just like Nick had. Me and her had never gotten into a fight or yelled, and I don't think this was an exception. She was just scared I could get really sick. “I'm sorry mom, I won't do it again I promise. I just wanted to look out for Nicholas.” I mumbled as I crawled under my comforter and hid my face under the pillow.

“I'm sorry for getting a bit angry but I don't need my baby girl getting sick. Ok hun?” She told me patting my leg since I was hiding my head. “Feel better, I'll tell David to come up now.” She said as she got off the corner of my bed and started for the door. “Wait! Mom I have a favor to ask.” I said from under my blanket. “What is it?” She asked kindly as I sat up on my bed, but covered myself with my warm blanket. “Can you and David switch rooms? And well I agreed to something but I have no idea what it is. Can you ask him what I said yes to? But make sure not say I don't know, he seemed excited.” I added as she nodded and closed the door behind her.

I got up dragging my blanket with me, as some kind of protective cape. “What wrong with you?!” I yelled at myself as I stared at me in the mirror. Why did I have that sudden urge to scream when I saw Nick and Emily? And that sickening feeling I got when their lips locked? What was that all about? For the first time in my life I didn't know what was going on inside of me. “Am I going crazy? Is it because I'm sick?” I asked out loud, confused on the feelings and thoughts swirling in my head.

“Talking to yourself is the first sign of insanity.” A voice laughed as the door open. I quickly turned around and saw myself facing a grinning Nicholas, bags and all in his hands. “What are you doing here?” I asked covering my face with my blanket once more, running to my bed and hiding in it once more. “Your mom thought David would feel weird sharing a room with her so he's sharing a room with his sister. And your mom is sharing a room with Kira, I think. So here I am.” He explained as under my 'cave' of blankets and sheets I was cursing under my breath. All of the sudden I felt a fear crawl up my throat. Why was I all of the sudden scared to be in a room with Nicholas, my best friend?

“It's just like when we used to sleep over, which has only been a couple of months ago.” He said as he took David's bed and relaxed on it. I nodded, I felt like an idiot because I looked like a lump under a blanket just shaking her head. “You ok? You've been acting kind of weird.” Nick said concerned as I heard his footsteps near me, knowing at any moment he would lift my blanket and find my face tear stricken. I decided I was going to make a run for the door and leave, but where? A bathroom? My mom's new room? I don't know but I leaped from my sitting position and ended up tripping on a flap of the blanket, falling onto the carpeted floor.

“What the hell Maya?” Nick asked holding his stomach from laughing so hard, trying to see if I was ok. I tried to scramble up and make a run for the bathroom we had in the room but Nick had already grabbed my arm helping me up. “Can you come out from there?” Nick asked softly, knowing something must be bothering me. I shook my head no, I could not show him what a mess I was. I was always his rock, the person he saw as invulnerable so that when he was a wreck he could count on me so steady and ready to help him back up. “For me Maya? Come out of there for me? Please.” He told me, those words caught me off guard as I lowered my hold on the blankets and he pulled them upward and off, as though to show some magic trick.

I looked up from under my bangs, to see Nick looking worried. I felt an urge to tell him to go back to Emily or maybe ask him how he got his hair so perfectly curly and bouncy. “Maya what's wrong? What happened, you can tell me.” He said as he took out his handy dandy handkerchief he always carried around and wiped my face. “Nothing, I'm perfectly fine.” I lied, badly I admit because my voice cracked. “Oh really?” He snorted. “So you always run under your blanket and fall, crying?” He asked half amused, half concerned. “I'm an eccentric person.” I said as I started hiccuping.

“Ok. I'm here whenever you need to talk.” He glumly went back to his bed. This was one of those moments we promised we'd never have..to keep secrets. But what was my secret? I have no idea so it was even harder for me to tell him. For the first time I had not been honest with my best friend, for the first time I denied him the comprehension of the situation. “I'm sorry Nick.” I mumbled, he turned around from his side ways sleeping position, he usually slept on his stomach. “For what?” He yawned, surprised at my apology.

“For not telling you what's wrong, I don't even know.” I explained, completely honest. “You do know, you're just not ready to face whatever it is you're going through. But when you are, I'll be here.” He smiled as I nodded. “You always are, that's why I love ya.” I told him, my body froze, my brain stopped, my heart skipped maybe millions of beats during that sentence. “I love you too Maya. You're the best friend that anyone would want and yet me and my family are the lucky ones to have you. Sorry...kind of corny.” He added laughing at his compliment. “Just a little.” I replied, faking a laugh and closing my eyes, letting the tears fall. Was that my secret? Did that sentence I uttered mean something more?

--

“Maya, wake up!” I heard Nick yell as he jumped onto my bed and shook me. His voice, made my hands quiver against my face. I peeked at him from under my covers and grinned and hid again, he laughed. “Oh I see! We're playing lazy huh? Ok Miss Maya (something he loved to call me) let's see who's stronger.” He laughed in his competitive tone as he hopped off the bed and grabbed my ankles. “NOOOO!” I giggled as he started pulling me off the bed, I quickly grabbed onto the headboard of the bed. I started kicking, trying to loosen his grip, but no such luck with such a strong guy like Nick.

“Whoa!” He exclaimed as he slipped and skidded over the bed sheets on the floor, pulling me along and falling. We started laughing, it was uncontrollable like when you're so in the moment it's hard to stop, or when you're at the dentist and he gives you that laughing gas. “You lose! I win!” He laughed as I rolled my eyes at his love to win at the silliest things. We were just half laying half sitting on the floor, enjoying the quiet. “Hey- what happened here?” My mom asked laughing at my half asleep face and Nick's grin. “I woke her up.” He said as he stretched his hand up, helping me stand.

“Breakfast time! And Maya, Nick has a surprise waiting for you downstairs.” My mom added trying to purse her lip from smiling. I looked from her to Nick. “What is it?” I asked but grinned and followed my mom out the door. “You have to get dressed and come down to see it..or them.” He added as he closed the door behind him, sticking his tongue out at me. “Ahhh!” I yelled, I woke up with a lot more energy than I had yesterday.

I found an over sized, slouchy gray cardigan over a black tank top. I put on a pair of Lux hi waist twill shorts (black) and a pair of my black gladiator sandals. I left my hair wavy and got a pair of black Ray Ban wayfarers from Nick's bag to hide my puffy eyes. I grabbed my cell phone and some chap stick and ran down the hallway to the elevator. It finally arrived down to the dining room. “Surprise!” Joe and Kevin yelled. “Guys!” I screamed as I ran to them and gave them each an enormous hug.

“You're wearing my glasses.” Nick complained as Joe told him they looked better on me and we sat down to have breakfast. Thankfully all the girls were probably still sleeping so it was only Me, Nick, Joe, Kevin and my mom. “Nick told us you weren't feeling good, so he thought if we came it might cheer you up.” Kevin told me as we all drank coffee. “Yeah, it definitely did. Thanks.” I laughed because I was really happy to be with my boys. “Anytime.” Nicholas answered as I stared at him in awe, but quickly went back to talking to Joseph and Kevin.

“So when you're finished playing match maker for Nick, you're coming on tour with us.” joe said as he hopped on his chair. “Oh really?” I smirked as Kevin nodded along. “Well of course if Karen here says yes.” Kevin added, he was such a suck up. “Of course. Well actually it depends on Maya's schedule, she has that play coming up.” My mom reminded me, I was excited for that, I was excited for today, for the fact that for a couple of minutes I forgot about yesterday. “So as soon as the girls are awake, are we going to Six Flags?” Joe asked as he danced in his seat. “It's 8 in the morning Joseph, give the world at least a couple of more hours of peace without you running around like a mad man.” Kevin told him as we all laughed and Joe sucked in his cheeks and kicked him.

All of the sudden the girls started piling down, rubbing their eyes ready for some breakfast. “Hi!” Joe yelled waving like a maniac, the girls shrieked and went back up stairs to change from their pajamas and get some make up on....all except Emily and Selena, who were shortly followed by David. “Hello.” Selena said as she stretched in her alligator pajamas and stifled a yawn. “Hey.” I greeted her, giving her a hug and she gave everyone else a hug as well. “Hi Maya! Feeling better?” Emily asked me, I felt something in my stomach starting to bother me. “Loads, thanks.” I replied smiling as she said good morning to everyone else. “Maya!” David beamed as I waved lazily back.

“Excuse me everyone, I have to talk to Maya quickly.” My mom said as she got up and took me to a corner of the dining room. “I found out what you committed yourself to.” Giving me a half grimace. “What is it?” I asked nervously. “Apparently you are now dating David.” She whispered, but it was loud enough for Joseph's bionic ears. “DAVID AND MAYA ARE DATING?” He blurted out as I closed my eyes and sighed. I turned to look at everyone, they all looked surprised except for David. “Yeah we are.” David grinned as he put his hand over my shoulder giving me a reassuring smile as I tried to convince everyone of my fake excitement.


Chapter 15
Share With Me Your Secret

    Everyone was looking at me and David, who seemed to have enough excitement on his face for the both of us. I looked up and saw all the girls coming down, also hearing the big news and Emily smiling happily for her brother. I shrugged myself out of his hold, ready to change the subject but what could actually beat that? “Wow, thanks for letting us know.” Kevin said sarcastically, I wish I could have told him I just found out like him. “Um, yeah. Sorry, it was recent.” I answered, trying to tweak a smile.

I looked over to Nick, he was disappointed he wasn't the first to know but he forgot about that as soon as Emily went and sat herself next to him, holding his hand under the table. I got up, still hiding behind Nick's glasses, I'm sure these were the ones he hid behind when he didn't want to look at anyone when he was feeling down. “I'd like to take this moment to say a couple of words.” I said, clearing my throat struggling to find my voice. “So, yesterday a lot went on. Whether you know it or not, I was also at Six Flags yesterday.” I smirked as I heard a lot of groans and gasps.

“Yeah, a lot of you have something to gasp about. So if I could get Kira, Melanie, Patricia, and Eliza to come up?” I asked as the girls I had called moved forward and everyone around started to whisper. “You 4 disappointed me so much yesterday. Denise and I had chosen you because we thought you might have been a good girlfriend for Nicholas over there. We, were obviously mistaken. Pack up your stuff, the coach bus will be taking you back to the house so you can pack up the rest of your stuff and leave.” I stated firmly as I saw tears start to fall from some of their faces while others started to yell at me. “You! Those boys were planted there by you!” Melanie screamed at me as I blew my side bangs from my face.

“Yes, I did. But if you were really serious about my best friend you wouldn't have flirted with them. I actually got a call from them coming down the elevator telling me some of you made out. So I'd advise you to be quiet and leave with at least a bit of dignity.” I firmly replied back as I left for my room. If the girls kept on crying or yelling, I don't know. All I know is I had enough of this, having to watch all these girls drool over Nicholas. As I had promised him I made things easier. He told me it was hard to choose with so many girls so I did my best to kick out the ones who weren't worthy of his genuine personality.

There was a knock at my door, my mother coming in and sitting herself on Nick's bed. “Hey sweetie. How did you wake up this morning? Feeling better?” She asked giving me her perfect smile with so much care in her face, the same kind Nick had. “Yeah, I guess I just needed some good sleep.” I replied hugging my legs and resting my head against my knees. “Wanna take of those glasses and show me what you're hiding?” She whispered. I sighed deeply as I took them off and folded them neatly next to me, revealing my very puffy eyes.

“Oh Maya, why were you crying?” She asked, so full of concern as she started to get up and come comfort me. Nick walked in, holding Emily's hand and holding their park passes in his other hand. “Hey Maya!” He beamed, as I quickly put my-his glasses on. “Yo Nick J, what's up?” I laughed, what can I say? I'm a good actress. “Well Emily and I were wondering if we could go spend some time on some rides.” He asked with his eyes all lit up and showing off his teeth as he smiled, something only rarely seen. “Oh...of course. You two go on and have fun. Get me some cotton candy on the way back.” I smiled as he nodded and left with Emily.

The moment he was out of sight, my mask fell off. My high cheek bone smile went back down to those two regular disappointed lips. My mom grabbed the glasses and slid them down and off my eyes. “Oh sweetie!” She whispered as she pulled me into a hug and patted my back. “What mom?” I asked confused as her eyes started to sparkle. “It finally happened. You fell in love with Nicholas.” She stated as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. I laid on the bed, looking up at the ceiling. After a few minutes of quiet I realized she knew this would happen, and I knew she was right.

“Is it obvious?” I asked, that's all that mattered. “Not in the slightest, you're an amazing actress. But as soon as he left your defenses went down and I saw that look in your eyes.” She explained as she wiped away the tears about to fall. “Mom, I don't want to be in love with my best friend. Make it stop.” I begged, I knew she had no control over it but she was just so great at so many things I was hoping she knew how to stop this before it got deeper. “I wish I could.” She laughed, a watery laugh. “But I have no control over it, and sadly neither do you. It's your heart, no matter how hard your mind is going to try and deny it or prevent it...your heart is in control.” She spoke as I felt the tears keep pouring down, falling on my knees and slowing moving down my legs.

“I know you need to be alone, I'll leave. You have many things to think over if I'm not mistaken. I wish I could have spared you the pain, but somehow I always knew you'd end up falling for him.” She sighed as she tried to smile. She stood up and headed for the door, as I still clutched my legs feeling my emotions overwhelm me. “When did you know?” Was all I was able to speak, my crying was getting harder and louder. “When you two got married in pre-k, you said Nicky would be the only guy you would ever love.” She answered as she closed the door behind her, for once I wanted for her to leave it open so everyone could hear me scream, cry, and hurt.

~ -- ~

I put on my music as loud as I could, before leaving my mom had put up the 'Do Not Disturb' sign on my door knob. A few minutes later I got a text from Joe, 'Can we come in? It's Kevin and me' it read. “Come in.” I yelled from my pillow. The knob turned and in stepped the elder Jonas boys. “Hey, M. We brought you your breakfast. You never came back down, we figured you felt sick again.” Kevin kindly said as he placed a breakfast tray on my bed as I sat up. These guys were my brothers, I couldn't hide anything from them not even my face. “Whoa! Look at your eyes!” Joe bellowed as Kevin stomped his foot and gave him a glare. “I mean...yeah I got nothing.” He admitted as Kevin rolled his eyes and sat next to me.

“You know if you need to talk, we're always here.” He reminded me as Joe nodded his head, resembling a bobble head. “Thanks. I'm not going out with David.” I blurted, I don't know what made me do it but I thought I should clear that up. “Really? But he said..” Joe started but I shook my head. “I didn't know he asked me, all I remember is he asked me something and I just said yeah. I wasn't listening.” I explained as Joe laughed, I expected him to. “Well that's a terrible time to not be listening.” Kevin smiled trying to make me smile, he succeeded.

“Tell me about it. It gets worse.” I grunted, should I tell them? If I could not trust my boys, who could I trust? David? He definitely would not understand. “Wait! Can I guess?” Joe asked as if it was some sort of game. “Sure, go on and guess.” I replied amused. “You like another guy! Right? Am I right? I'm right, right?” He jumped up and down on the bed. “Yup.” I answered as I felt tears start to well up as I blinked and let them fall. “Maya?!” Kevin asked alarmed, “Whats wrong?” His eyes wide at my random crying, well random for them not me.

“I'm in lo-” I looked up and of course, Nicholas was standing at the door, they had left it open. “I just came by to ask if you wanted to come with us...are you crying?” He asked coming in and standing closer, I felt so small compared to him. “Yes.” I answered, I couldn't handle lying once more. “Yeah...because we're helping her recite her lines for that Broadway play. This is the scene where her character cries.” Joe said, I have to admit Joe was an awesome with improvs. “Oh, cool. Well Emily's waiting for me in the bus. So I'll see you later?” Nick asked me, I nodded and the guys guys tried to shield my face from him seeing me start to cry. “Actually, Maya can I talk to you?” Nick asked solemnly as he told me he'd wait for me in the hallway.

“You're in love with Nicholas, aren't you?” Kevin asked as I looked up at him, they should change the song to Kevin because Kevin always knows. “What? YOU'RE I-” But Kevin covered his mouth. “Yeah, and I'd appreciate it if you wouldn't scream this out.” I sniffled and stood up. “Are you going to tell him?” Joe asked as I shrugged, I didn't know anything anymore. I fixed my outfit because my shorts were riding up from sitting down and my vest was dangling from draping it over my knees. I walked over the door and made my way to the hallway where Nick was waiting for me.

“Hey.” I mumbled as he tried to smile back, but he wasn't able to, it came out as a grimace. “Are you ok? I know I asked already but you're acting different.” Nick told me, I couldn't hide behind his glasses, I had left them on the bed. “I'm just having trouble with something that's going on.” I explained trying not to blurt out that I thought I was in love with him. “You know, we've been friends since we were babies. I think you can confide in me, don't you? Share with me your secret.” He told me as he grabbed my hand and cupped his over mine, letting me know he was there...and he was ready to listen.


Chapter 16
Give It A Chance

Share with him my secret?

And giving him a heart attack from the shock?

Not going to happen.


    “Nothing. I'm just reciting lines. What about you? You're not telling me something.” I replied, turning the whole conversation around. “What do you mean? I don't have a secret.” He replied a little bit too quickly, completely giving himself away. “Oh really?” I smirked with my arms crossed. “Really.” He answered trying to keep a straight face. I just stared at him, wanting to keep my mind away from his features and just try to make him crack and spill the secret.

“Fine. We kissed.” He mumbled as I laughed. “No?! Really?” I asked sarcastically, he looked up at me since he had his head down from blushing. “You know?” He was surprised as I laughed, I put the fact that I was in love with the boy in the back of my head. “Of course. I saw you two when I was on the ferris wheel with David.” I answered as he grinned at me.

“I guess we both are lucky.” He smiled as he put his hand on my shoulder. “Whys that?” I asked puzzled. “Well we both found a person we could have a real good relationship with. And who knows, maybe even love.” He added as he hugged me and I couldn't help but embrace him as tight as I could. “Thanks.” He whispered as we kept hugging, I was taking advantage of the hug but he didn't know so it didn't matter. “For what?” I asked, ending the hug before I went crazy. “If it wasn't for you I wouldn't have met Emily. Well me and her are off to Six Flags. We'll see you there?” He asked as I nodded and he waved goodbye.

“What happened?” Kevin asked as I walked in and plopped onto Nick's bed since Joe and him were still on mine. “He wanted to know if I was keeping something from him.” I explained as I stared at the ceiling. “Oh my god, what did you say?” Joe asked as they rushed over to where I was and they both laid besides me. “Nothing. I turned the conversation around. And he thanked me for helping him find his 'love'.” I grunted as I did air quotes. “Oh man. That's gotta hurt you, right here.” Joe said as he put a fist against his gut. “Yeah. But I've decided I'm going to fight this.” I stated, more to myself than the guys.

“You're going to try and stop yourself from liking Nick?” Kevin asked as though it was the weirdest thing in the world. “Yeah, it's been 15 years of friendship. The best friendship I could ask for, I'm not about to ruin it.” I replied as I kept looking at the ceiling, counting all the shapes on it. All three of us laid on the bed, all in three different angles squeezing each others hands. “You're a strong one, Maya, why not give it a chance? Maybe he'll feel the same way...he just doesn't know it.” Joe voiced as I stifled a laugh.

“Joe, he's crazy about Emily at the moment and then he has the rest of the girls in the world. I think I'm better off giving David a chance. He's a great guy.” I added as I thought of how crushed he would be if I told him I didn't feel the same way. “A great guy, you don't like.” Kevin and Joe replied at the same time, I took a pillow and hit them both.

--

“Hey Maya. You feel ok? Need anything?” David asked as I walked downstairs with the boys right behind me. “No, I'm fine. Actually I was thinking of heading to Six Flags and having some fun.” I answered, smiling at my 'boyfriend'. “Oh great. I'll get my cell phone and we can go.” He answered as he started going towards the elevator. “Oh, actually I was thinking of going with my boys. You know, since they leave tomorrow.” I added, I felt bad but I really wanted to spend the most time I could with them. “Sure. I completely understand. I'll see you later then. Have fun.” He grinned sincerely as he gave me a kiss on the cheek.

Joe, Kevin and I started walking with our VIP passes around our necks towards the entrance and left. “Anything?” Kevin asked as soon as we were outside out of earshot. “Nothing, I wish I did but nothing. It just takes time, these things.” I answered. “No it doesn't. When you like someone it just happens. Like that! BAM!” Joe showed us by slapping his hands together. “Anyways.” I said as Joe pouted but I gave him a one arm hug as we walked towards Six Flags.

“So, where are we going to go first?” Kevin asked as we looked at all the rides, no ferris wheels please.” I answered trying to laugh. “How about The Dark Night?” Joe suggested, pointing to this huge roller coaster. “How about no?” I answered as Kevin shot Joe a look. “Alright, alright. How about bumper cars?” Joe suggested pointing a few feet away, I looked over and Selena was there with Paul; holding hands. “Hey guys! Come over here!” She waved as I could see Paul smiling and blushing. “You know, Joe is a crazy driver. You'll get killed.” I laughed as I gave Selena and Paul a hug. “Bring it!” She laughed bopping her head as we skipped the line and got on.

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Emily's POV

“Oh look!” I squealed as I saw one of those places where you shot water into the clowns mouth to make a balloon pop and tried to beat everyone else and win an over sized teddy bear. “Let's go!” Nick smiled as we ran to the two remaining spots, Nick paid for both of us. “Thanks.” I smiled as we got in position and took the water gun in our hands. “Don't sweat it.” He grinned as the man pressed the siren and the race started. I tried to shoot dead center but at moments I would mistakenly shoot at the clown next to mine.

“Annnnnnnnnnd we have a winner!” The man yelled as Nick raised his hands and yelled. “Oh yeah! I won, that's right!” I laughed as I saw how cute his competitiveness was. “I see you're with a lovely young lady, you should let her pick.” The man winked as I blushed. “Sure, Emily which one do you like?” He asked as I pointed to the big white bear with the eye patch. “Great.” The man said as he took it down and handed it to me. “Thanks. I'm sure Frankie will love it!” Nick beamed as he took it from me and put it under his arm and started walking again.

This totally caught me off guard, I could tell it caught the man off guard as well because he started laughing and wheezing. My mouth was probably wide open and I stood there in shock. Did this boy have no idea the bear was supposed to be for me? It's a rule you're born knowing. If you're going out with someone and you win a prize, the guy gives the girl the prize to show her how much he likes her. “Something wrong Em?” Nick asked as he saw me still standing where I was. “Nothing. Just thinking.” I replied as he had his hand outstretched waiting for me, I caught up and held hands as we walked.

--


“Oh!!!!! You're getting poned!” Nick yelled in laughter as he sprayed me with a super soaker as we were in these water boats where the goal was to reach the finish line first but at the same time wet everyone BUT NOT YOUR DATE! “Nick! My hair!” I screamed as I reached the finish line last, got out of the boat and stomped my way out. Nick looked all confused and scratched his head in confusion. I saw Maya, Joe, Kevin, Selena and some other guy watching Nick try to get out of the boat and talk to me but I was already walking out of the caged pool as I saw Nick go to Maya but she shook her head and signaled for him to stay.

A minute later she caught up with me, she was a fast runner. “Hey! How's it going?” She asked as she saw my now poofing hair. “Nothing much. Just having an awful date, you?” I answered as she laughed, not in a mean way but in a sympathetic way. “Sorry about Nick. He's just so used to being competitive that he forgets that girls aren't like that or that they don't like their perfectly straightened hair wet.” She replied as we stopped and sat on a nearby bench. “He's just really....” I started but I couldn't think of a word to describe him. “Not too romantic?” Maya suggested as I nodded and she smiled, she had a really nice smile. The kind that tells you that she totally understands, that's probably why she's Nick's best friend. They both have that all knowing thing going on.

“Well can you blame him? The last date he was on was like almost a year ago. And you saw how that turned out.” She explained, I supposed she was referring to Miley. “Nick's a great guy, he just needs to adjust. Plus he really likes you, why else would he kiss you?” She added as she gave me a pat oh the back and started walking back to where everyone was. I sighed, she was right. I just had to give Nick time, besides he was such a perfect guy and I guess I was just being my girly self.

Emily's POV Ends



As soon as I was back with Selena and the guys I saw Nick go over to where Emily was still sitting. We were all watching, Nick started smiling as she held his hand and then for the second time they kissed again. Neither Joe or Kevin looked at me, and that was good because they would have seen my eyes start to well with tears in the corners. “I have to pee, too much lemonade.” I mumbled as I started moving towards the opposite direction where Nick and Emily were. I was forcing myself to hold back the tears so much that I couldn't see anything in front of me.

“Maya?” Someone asked as the voice landed on the floor with me, I was forced to blink and David came into view. “Hi David.” I said as I wiped the tears quickly before he could even see. “Don't worry, I'm just here to hang with Emily.” He pointed out, I sighed. If there was anytime to give this amazing guy a chance, it would be now. “David?” I asked as he said yeah. “I was wondering. Do you want to hang out today? Like on a...date?” I added as he smiled. “Sure. But don't Kevin and Joe leave tonight? Don't you want to hang out with them?” He asked, he really was super sweet.

“Well, you see I get to see them all the time because they live next to me and sometimes they bring me on the road when they're touring. But my boyfriend, I might not see when school is back in session.” I smiled as I grabbed his hand and looked up at him since he was taller. It was one simple movement I had to make, just move in closer and close the gap between us but it felt like the hardest thing to do. Then I kissed him.


Chapter 17
Let's Pretend We're Alone

I felt nothing.

    After I kissed him I tried to smile, so he wouldn't think he was a bad kisser. I mean he wasn't, he was actually a very good kisser but the point was that I didn't feel what I was hoping to. “Sooo.” He said, I laughed at how awkward the silence was. “So.” I answered, looking around. “Ok, I got it. Well this is going to be our first official date. I want to make it special for you, you keep hanging out with the guys and I'll get everything prepared for tonight.” David suggested as I nodded and told him to call me so I would know when to get ready.


I started walking back to where I had left everyone, Selena and the boys were all looking at pole. “You guys suck at pretending you weren't spying, you know that?” I smirked as they gave me their innocent grins. “Well we can't be good looking, good singers and sneaky.” Joe pointed out as i rolled my eyes and started walking with them. “Yeah, real humble Joseph.” Kevin said sarcastically as we walked around seeing anything that caught our attention.


Then something did.


A speck was running towards us, I couldn't tell who it was until I heard his voice. “Mayaaaa! I need your help!” Nick screamed, panting from running so fast. “You could say hi, you know.” I suggested, pretending I was offended. “Fine. Hi! Can I talk to you?” He asked, tapping his foot. “I don't know, CAN you?” I replied, correcting him. “You know what I mean. So can I ?” He asked looking back from where he had come. “Yeah, yeah. What's up?” Joe and Kevin moved in closer. “PRIVATELY. I need help with Emily.” He stated, I felt Kevin and Joe squirm in the back.


“I don't think that's a good idea.” Joe said quickly, trying to save me. “Why not?” Nick snapped. “Well...because i said so.” Joe added, Nick's nostrils flared which meant he was getting annoyed. “It's ok guys. I'll catch up with yous later.” I told them as Nick practically dragged me away so we could talk. “What's wrong? Everything ok?” I asked concerned. “No. Nothings ok.” He grunted once we were far away from where I was standing before.


“Would you like to elaborate? I really can't help if you don't tell me what's wrong.” I pointed out. “Do you think I'm a lousy date? Or a lousy boyfriend?” He asked, looking straight at me to see if I would lie. “Well..the thing is. If you haven't realized it, we've never gone out.” I pointed out as he laughed, with his rare toothy smile. “That's true. Ok , well let's pretend we were going out. Do you think I would make a bad date?” He asked, when he said the first part my chest tightened. I didn't just pretend, I imagined what a date would be like. “Maya?” He asked after I didn't answer soon. “Sorry, I started dozing off. Um, well I don't think you would. Why? Oh, is this about what happened with Emily a couple of minutes ago?” He nodded. He was so easy to read after 15 years.


“Yeah. Was I too, I don't know, stupid?” He cared about her and that was obvious. “Just a little. You're just off your game. It's been a while since you dated. You just need to realize that she's not me. She's not your best friend who likes to be competitive and doesn't mind getting her hair wet or doing guy stuff. This is your maybe soon to be girlfriend, who expects you to take care of her and like her and stuff.” I told him, trying to finish the conversation and talk about something else.


“I kissed her again.” He mumbled. “Eww Nicholas, why would you even tell me?!” I asked, completely grossed out he would just say it so bluntly. “Well you told me to tell you!” He said defending himself. “I said no such thing! I just expected you to tell me and not have to find out by seeing you do it.” I replied laughing. “Same thing.” He answered sticking his tongue out at me. “Fine. Then I'll tell you. I kissed David.” I yelled as he gave me a gagging face. “EWWW” STOP TOO MUCH INFO!” He laughed as he covered his ears and went 'lalalala'. We started running around as I told him about it while he covered his ears and kept going 'lalala'.


“Nick!” I heard Emily yell. We both turned around to find Emily standing there with her hands on her hips. “Oh hey Em. What's up?” Quickly taking his fingers out of his ears. “Well I went to the bathroom and all of the sudden you disappeared.” She said, I could tell she was mad. “Sorry. My fault. I asked him to come over because i had a question.” I explained, she seemed taken back and didn't seem mad at him. “Well, let's go. I heard Dark Night is open.” She giggled as she clapped. “Ok, let me just ask Maya something.” He told her as she nodded and started walking.


“Thanks. So, what should I do?” He asked as he fidgeted with his fingers. “Take her out to eat. You're romantic, you can come up with something.” I told him as he gave me a thanks, hug and caught up with Emily. I let my deep sigh go, I was exhausted trying to hold in so many things.


“You guys can come out now.” I yelled, and like I imagined Joe and Kevin walked out of their hiding place where they heard our conversation. “How did you know?” Kevin asked. “Lucky guess.” I replied as we walked towards the food court, it was around 3 and we were starving; well mostly Joe.


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It was 7, all day I had been hanging with Kevin and Joe. I gave Joe a quick haircut because his hair was getting too long. “I swear Joe, if you let it grow anymore I'm sure you could braid it.” I teased as he took the mirror and viewed his hair from every angle possible. “Haha. You're really good! How do you even know how to cut hair?” He asked curiously. “I don't know. I guess it's just one of my many skills.” I said cockily. “Watch out Maya, Joe's cockiness is rubbing off on you.” Kevin joked as Joe rolled his eyes. “Pu-lease! I am the most least conceited guy in the world.” He stated as Kevin and I laughed.


“Oh god. Joe you're making me cry from laughing so hard. Hello?” I asked as i opened my phone. After 4 minutes I finally shut the phone closed. “Who was that?” Kevin asked. “David. He told me to dress up and that he would wait for me down in the lobby at 8:30.” I smiled as I started looking through my suitcase for any dresses. “You only have an hour and a half to get ready.” Joe pointed out as he looked at his watch. “Good job, you can tell time.” Kevin laughed as I elbowed him. “We gotta stop picking on Joe, he'll get upset.” I joked as Joe gave me his puppy dog face. “You know we love you. We make fun of you cuz we love you.” I said as I gave him a hug.


“How fancy did David say the place was?” Kevin asked as he helped me look for something to wear. “Very very fancy.” I answered. “Well how fancy? Compared to us, everything else isn't too fancy.” Kevin pointed out. “Yeah, and I'm the conceited one?” Joe snorted as Kevin scrunched one of my dresses into a ball and threw it at Joe, who then took one of my bras and flung it at Kevin. “HEY! No throwing my clothes!” I yelled trying not to laugh at Kevin who had my bra on his head and Joe who was tangled in my dress. “God. You two are too comfortable with my personal items.” I sighed trying to seem mad but I only ended up cracking up.


“Ok, stop fooling around. I need help.” I said as i dumped all my clothes on the bed. “Go with a black dress, you can never go wrong with a nice formal black dress.” Joe said as he found my Armani Collezioni Textured Jersey Dress (if you want to Google it). “Oh I forgot I packed this one.” I said as I took it from Joe before he could cause it any harm. “You think it's fancy enough?” I asked as I went to the mirror and placed it in front of me. “Yeah. Besides, I doubt he could afford anything too elegant.” Kevin said as i shot him a look. “Not nice.” I told him as he gave me an apologetic look.


After I took a shower, I put my dress on while the guys helped me straighten my hair. “Thanks, I don't want to be late.” I said as i tried to apply my black eyeliner. “No problem. I do Kevin's hair all the time.” Joe said as he took another section of hair and straightened it. “You guys are like my fairy godmothers.” I giggled. “Fairy godFATHERS.” Joe corrected me. “Ugh, Joe just shut up. You make us sound gay.” Kevin protested but I could see him trying to suppress a grin. “Ok all done with your hair.” Joe yelled as he gave it a quick brush . “Thank you! Ok mind passing me my black Dior strappy sandals?” I asked as he nodded and looked for them all the way at the bottom of the suitcase.


“These?” He asked as he held up a pair of white sandals. “No.” I answered as I applied chap stick on my lips. “These?” He asked again, this time holding up a pair of black sneakers. “Yeah, of course. I'm going to wear sneakers with this dress.” I said as I finished painting my toes and hopped to where he was standing. “These!” I yelled as I shook my black heels. “Woah! Someone is a bit anxious.” Joe said backing away. “Sorry. I just want to be on time.” I said, calming down and trying to squeeze in my feet without ruining my nail polish. “Sounds like you're excited.” Kevin mumbled. “Well I am. He's my boyfriend isn't he? And I am trying to make this relationship work.” I snapped as Joe found a bag of potato chips and started dropping crumbs everywhere.


“Ok, so how do I look?” I asked as I twirled. “Hmm. I don't know, Maya. You look a bit too mature. You should look a bit less elegant.” Kevin said tapping his index finger against his chin. “Oh I know!” Joe said as he came over and pulled my hair up as he put a necklace on me. “Better!” He clapped as I laughed, he put Frankie's Sponge bob necklace on me. 'Fine. Just because i love you guys. I probably look like a 12 year old.” I whined as I grabbed my cellphone, waved goodbye and ran to the elevator. It was already 8:28. I spotted David standing by the exit, wearing a blue dress shirt and a pair of blank dress pants. His black patent leather dress shoes reminded me of Nick's except his were shinier and Dior or Marc Jacobs, I forget.


“Hi.” I mumbled a she turned around and saw me, his mouth dropped but he regained his coolness. “Hi Maya. You look great! Like seriously, wow!” He blabbed as I couldn't help but blush. “Thanks. You too. You look spiffy.” I replied, using one of Joe's favorite words. “Not as good as you. Well the car is waiting for us.” He stated as he stretched out his arm so I would lock mine around his. “You didn't have to go through all this trouble. I don't want you wasting your money.” I mumbled as I saw a super shiny white escalade waiting for us. “Nothings a waste with you.” He smiled as I felt both of us blush.

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“Who is the reservation under?” The man right outside the restaurant entrance asked. “David Giannetti.” He told the man, as he went through the list and finally said “If you would follow me”. “Here is your table. I am sorry about the noise Mr. Giannetti but today we seem to have a full house. We tried to reserve the most expensive booth for you and your date.” He added as David nodded and told him it was ok. “Well here are your menus. Or would you like to order your parent's usual?” He asked but David told him no and the man left us to view our menus.


“He seems to know you well, the waiter.” I spoke as I saw all the overpriced plates. “Yeah. His name is Walter. My parents come to this restaurant when they visit New Jersey. Well I hope you like it.” He grinned as a waiter served us ice cold water. “I do. Thank you so much.” I said as I gave him a kiss on the cheek. I looked at where we were sitting. The booth was over sized, it could easily sit two couples but he had reserved it only for us. “So, how was your day with Joe and Kevin?” He asked as we kept looking over our choices. “A lot of fun. We were just chilling, they told me they might go on tour a week earlier. So how was your day? Probably rushed form making reservations.” We made our small talk.


“Well not real-” He was about to continue but Walter came rushing to our table and cut off David. “I'm sorry Mr. Giannetti but we have a small problem. We have a couple who we would truly love to sit but we seem to have not realized he had made reservations. I know I have no right to ask but I was wondering if they could share this booth with you. You would be saving the restaurant from a problem with a huge celebrity.” He added as David nodded absolutely. “Thank you Mr. Giannetti. You just saved my ass from being fired. Well I'm sure you've seen him and he's around you and your date's age.” He thanked David again and left.


“Sorry about that.” David apologized. “Don't worry about it. It was super sweet of you to help him out. And it will be cool to be on a double date.” I pointed out as he was relieved I wasn't upset. “We can pretend we're alone.” He laughed as I nodded, yeah it was hard to pretend when the place was filled to capacity. Walter came back with a couple behind him, I leaned to my left to try and see who it was. “Here you are Mr. Jonas. I am so sorry about the misunderstanding.” Walter explained as Nick looked up to tell him it was ok but them he spotted us.


“Maya? Is that you?” He asked, squinting to make sure it was. I looked at Walter, then Emily who was being held by the waist by Nicholas, then at David and lastly at my empty plate. I frowned at my reflection in the porcelain plate, this was not going to go as imagined. At the moment, all I wanted was to pretend David and I were alone with no Emily and Nick Jonas in the picture.


Chapter 18
Dinner Plans

    “Small world.” David smiled as we scooted over to make space for Emily and Nick. “Definitely is.” He replied. I was stuck between David and Nick, oh crap. I was never the kind of girl to get nervous, but I was sure in a couple of minutes I would start sweating like a pig. “Maya, you look nice.” Emily complimented as I thanked her. She looked nicer, probably. She had this brown wavy tube dress with a matching choker and her hair style was really nice. “Yeah Maya, you hardly dress up. Lookin' good.” Nick grinned as I felt myself about to go red, I took a sip of the water to cool down.


“So what brings you to this restaurant?” I asked after a few minutes of silence while we looked at the menus. “Nick had this idea of bringing me to a restaurant for our official date. Isn't he romantic?” Emily sighed as Nick smiled. “Very romantic. This is our first official date as well.” I pointed out as David gave me a kiss on the cheek, another sip of water. “Should we just order the chef's specialty?” Nick asked, bored of looking over all the plates. “Sounds good.” David replied as he called over Walter.


“Are you ready to order Mr. Giannetti?” He asked as he brought over a waiter who took out his notepad and started jotting everything down. “Alright, so 4 Chef's specialties, and a tapas appetizer tray for 4?” He asked as we nodded. “And to drink?” He asked looking up. “Diet coke.” Nick and I said at the same time, I cracked up. “And you two?” the waiter asked Emily and David. “An Iced Tea, lemon wedge please. A sprite.” They told the waiter as he left.


“So, Nick. I heard your tour might start a bit earlier than planned.” David asked as Nick nodded. I felt the atmosphere all awkward and dull. I was actually excited for this date and now I couldn't wait for it to be over, I'm sure Emily feels the same way. “So, Emily. Why don't you tell me something embarrassing about David?” I grinned, I needed to bring some humor to the table. “Oh, I got one. Once in 8th grade he was trying to impress this girl, he tried to break dance and broke his hand.” She laughed as I started to as well. “Thanks Emily.” He blushed as I gave him a grin.


After 10 minutes of small talk the waiter came with our appetizers. “I hope everything is to your liking.” He smiled as he left us with our drinks and food. “Looks good!” Nick said as he started to stuff his mouth, I elbowed him. “What?” He whispered, so only I could hear him. “Don't look like a pig, you're going to embarrass Emily.” I said under my breath so only he heard me. He took a napkin and patted the sides of his mouth, then he moved the plate closer to Emily so she could put some food on her plate. “Thanks Nick. You're sooooo thoughtful.” She told him as she got near him and started kissing him.


I looked at David, we felt very...whats the word? Um, weird? In an awkward position? After they pulled away I looked around, trying not to let it get to me. “Mr. Jonas, your company is here.” Walter stated, Nick looked more confused than all of us. “What company?” He asked, but his answer came in the form of one tall black haired boy in a suit. “Well, I thought since he's your brother you might have invited him. Am I mistaken?” He asked, puzzled as Joe joined him. “Hey Nick! Dude it's a small world! I came to grab some dinner and the waiter said he had our table ready, I was like what table? But I guess you invited me. Thanks bro!” Joe yelled, he wasn't good at using an inside voice.


“Scoot over Em.” He slid into our booth, Emily looked close to biting Joesph. “Joe, I didn't invite you.” Nick stated through his gritted teeth. “Oh, well I guess I'll leave.” Joe frowned but David stopped him. “Joe, if you want to join us go ahead. The more the merrier.” He smiled at Joe, who's face lit up. “Thanks David! You rock.” He grinned as he picked up a drink and started chugging it down, too bad it was Emily's. Her face was boiling red, I was close to bursting into tears. IT WAS ALL GOING SO WRONG!!!! I sighed deeply, I leaned my head against the top of my seat.


“You ok?” David asked as he leaned in closer, he was really cute. “No, slight headache.” I lied. “Excuse me, I'm going to the bathroom.” I said as I got up, David got up so I could get out of the booth. “Thanks, I'll be back soon.” I smiled as Nick played with his tie. “Actually I'm going too. Excuse me.” Emily whispered as Nick out out so she could move through easily. “I'm sorry.” he whispered in her ear, she gave him a half smile as she got out and joined me.


Once we were in the bathroom, we locked it. Almost at the same time we started screaming like crazy, not at each other but just at our horrible dinner plans. She was probably screaming because she wanted this to be romantic, just the two of them and fun. I was screaming because of so many more things, not to feel this way towards Nick, to be alone with David so I could try and like him, Joe ruining my almost romantic date with David, Emily being with Nick, Nick being with Emily, Emily and Nick being together. We stopped almost 2 minutes later, checked our make up and left the room.


“I really needed that, you?” I asked as I laughed. “Yeah, either this or bite Joe's head off.” She replied as we smiled. “Well back to our almost romantic dinner.” I sighed, but she stopped me. I looked over to where she was looking, you got to be kidding me. “What the hell is she doing here?” I yelled that the table next to where we were standing looked alarmed. “Let's go, before she poisons them.” She whispered as we made our way back to the table. In our seats, were Miley and Britney, we walked over and they looked up.


“Hi Maya, you look nice.” Miley grinned as I gave her a fake smile back. “Yeah, you do.” Britney added. “So, what brings you to our table?” Emily asked, not hiding her annoyance. “Oh. Well Walter is an old friend of my dads and I told him I wanted a table and he said I might be allowed here.” She explained, she was definitely not allowed anywhere near Nicholas, and this comes from a friend's point of view. “Is it ok? I mean if we're a crowd we could always leave. Just say when.” Britney said. “When.” Emily smiled as Miley glared at her, the boys oblivious to the situation.


“Well, we were able to fit Joe. I guess you guys could fit as well.” David mumbled as I gave him a wide eyed stare but Miley was already thanking him. “Alright, I guess you two can stay. By the way, you're in my seat.” I told her as she got up and moved out. Miley ended up sitting at the end of the booth by David and Britney by Joe. I was sitting between David and Nick while Emily was sitting in between Nick and Joe. I felt so squished I could barely breathe, which meant I was too close to Nicholas which gave me chills.


After 10 minutes our plates were here, it was difficult to place them in a table for 4 with 7 people shoved into it. As I tried to cut my food, my arm would brush against Nick's, I looked up but he just smiled at me telling me it was ok, another sip of water. I tried to bury my face in my hands, but my elbow ended upon the tip of a fork which landed in Miley's plate..of course. “So sorry, hardly any space.” I apologized, trying to suppress a laugh because the fork had landed in her plate, flinging a piece of lettuce into her hair.


“It's ok darling, accidents happen.” She grinned, her deathly killer grin. Joe was laughing, he gave me a good job smile, David was too squished to even look my way. There was hardly any conversation because of the fact that there was 7 people and no way to be romantic. I went back to eating when I saw Britney eying Joe, that little sneak. Joe was too busy with his food to realize she was leaning closer and closer to him. “Good food.” Nick said trying to break the silence. “Yeah.” 6 voices responded, my feet were killing me, these heels were hard to walk on and then the fact that everyone's feet were in weird positions didn't help. Could someone pass the dressing?” I asked, Miley picked it up and was about to pass it when she pressed on it so that some dressing would squirt at me, she was trying to direct it at me but she moved too much right she fell off her seat.


“You bitch!” Emily yelled as she saw her brown dress stained with dressing on it. She grabbed her drink (cup and all) and flung it to Miley. Miley got up, dripping in iced tea, her face tightened and with a death stare directed at Em. “Ok, girls settle down.” David warned as he got up to try and calm them down but he ended up slipping on the iced tea, falling under the table. “I'll help you up man.” Joe exclaimed as he got out and helped David up.


Nick and I stared at each other in bewilderment, he ran his fingers through his hair. As the waiter passed with a tray of food in his hand, Miley grabbed it and threw it at Emily. The tray was enormous, all it's contents ended up falling on everyone in the table. “Miley! What is wrong with you?” Nick yelled as he tried to wipe off all the food off his shirt. I stood up, I was boiling mad because this dress was not even a bit close to being cheap. It had cost me too much money, which is why I hardly wore it. “Are you kidding me? Look what you did to my dress!” I screamed, by now every table's attention was directed towards ours. “Please! You call that a dress?”She mimicked in a nasty voice.


“Better than your tramp hooker dress, did you get it from your mother?” Emily asked, I smiled thanking her for her standing up for me. “You should talk, you probably wore that to try and fuck around with Nick.” Miley shrieked as she took a fist of food and threw it at Emily who raised the tray and shielded herself. “STOP!” Nick yelled, everyone froze. His nostrils were flaring, he was huffing and his fists were white. “Nick calm down.” I started but he lashed out on me. “NO! STOP TELLING ME WHAT TO DO! I WON'T! ALL OF YOU ARE RUINING MY DATE! WHY THE HELL DID ANY OF YOU COME?! THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SPECIAL EVENING AND ALL OF YOUR STUPIDNESS MADE IT INTO A FREAK SHOW!” He spat, we all looked at him. I was shocked that he included me in that yell of his.


I stood up on my seat, walked over the table and got out of the booth. “Well excuse me for being stupid, I'll try to bring it down a bit.” I told him as I took the pitcher of water and threw it at him, then I ran out. There is no way I was going to wait for David because I'm sure Nick would be right behind. I took off my shoes and flung them over my shoulder, hopefully the walk back home wasn't too long. Nothing went right today, David's dinner plans went down the drain as soon as Nick had sat down with us. I remembered when I saw Nick walk in, he looked so...perfect. That whole formal rock look he always has. I laughed at myself, even though he yelled I could not stop loving him.


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“You need anything?” My mom asked as she handed me some of her famous lemonade. “A magazine?” I asked as she nodded and grabbed her car keys. “Make sure to start packing your stuff.” She reminded me as she closed the door behind her. I grabbed one of the hotel towels and started drying my hair. She had freaked out when she saw me come in , barefoot with food splattered all over. I had taken a shower, while I screamed about what happened and she listened from the room. “But you're not mad at him right?” She had asked, of course I wasn't. How could I?


There was a knock on the door. “It's Kevin. Your mom told me to keep you company.” He gently said as I went to the door and gave him a hug. “It's ok. I heard what happened. I'm here.” He told me as he gave me a kiss on the top of my head. “Thanks for not coming to the restaurant with Joe tonight. You saved yourself an unnecessary shower.” I grunted. “Yeah, I just wanted to stay in tonight. I was video chatting with the gang, they say hi.” I tried to smile but couldn't. “Do you think god hates me?” I asked stupidly as I started folding all my clothes into my suitcase. “Why? Because of today or because of you liking Nick?” He asked, I thought about it. “Both.” I answered as I looked around for any clothes lying around.


“Nah. It's called life. It happens, you just got to learn to take the punches that come your way.” He said as he helped me close my suitcase. “I guess.” I shrugged, he laughed. “See you're smiling!” He grinned. “Well yeah, your laugh is contagious.” I told him as he laughed again, he had such a good laugh, like Nick. “Well, it's that time again. Our bus is waiting, I'm sure Joe is downstairs. You want to go and say good bye?” He asked, that would mean a 99 percent chance of seeing Nick. “I'm in my Pajamas. Ok, but if Nick is there, you better keep him away.” I pouted. “Yeah, I'm sure you'd hate to see him.” Kevin replied sarcastically as we took the stairs for precaution.


Kevin being the gentleman that he is, gave me a piggy back ride all the way down to the lobby. I saw Joe standing there his hair slightly wet, he had probably taken a shower as well. “Hey! I thought you might not say good bye!” He told me as he gave me a hug. “Are you kidding? You're my favorite.” I laughed as I gave him a big hug. “Does my piggy ride mean nothing?” Kevin asked as he pretended to be offended. “Right after Kevin.” I added as I gave him a hug too. “Much better.” He said as they started leaving, they stopped outside of the hotel, two girls had spotted them and asked for autographs.


“Wait! Be right back!” Joe yelled as he came back into the hotel. “I need Frankie's Sponge bob necklace back , he'll kill me if I left it behind.” He told me as I took it off and handed it to him. “Don't forget to say good bye to my mom.” I told him as he ran out. “She's by the bus, don't worry.” He smiled as he blew me a kiss. “Take care, wear a helmet!” I told him, as I sighed. The lobby was empty, it was probably 12 or 1. I sat down in the nice leather recliner as I waited for my mom.


“Hey sweetie.” She shook me, I had started to shut my eyes. “Hey mom.” I yawned. “I said bye to the boys, here's your magazine. “We might leave tomorrow morning and not tonight, seeing after the little incident I'm sure no one will have enough energy to leave tonight.” She explained. “Ok. I'm going to stay down here, I'll go up later.” I told her as she nodded and left for the elevator. It was nice just hanging in the chilly lounge room of the lobby, just by yourself reading a magazine. I looked in the bag, my mom had bought me 3 magazines because she knew I liked keeping up with the news on the boys.


There was a post it on one of the covers. You might want to take a look at page 39 my mom had scribbled, she had a knack for carrying mini post its in her bag. I took the magazine and flipped to page 36, because page 38 was stuck to it. I finally got it open, and first I looked at the tittle under a picture of Nick and I, it read Are These Two Just Friends? I couldn't believe it, they had taken their song and used it against them. I started reading, then I felt a hand on my shoulder. Again, with my luck it could only be one person.


“Mind if I join you?” Nick mumbled, as I looked up at him. He was in his usual white wife beater and green and blue flannel plaid pajamas. Not too different form mine but mine were all blue and I had a black tank top on and sponge bob slippers, he had socks on. “Depends, are you going to yell?” Why couldn't I just say no? My mind way telling me to tell him to go away but my heart, well that was another story. “I promise I won't.” He pulled up another leather recliner and sat in front of me. “Whatcha reading?” He asked, I could have said nothing and put the magazine away. “Some celebrity gossip.” I replied, not looking up at him. “Can I see?” Nick asked, trying to be nice. I handed him the magazine, with our picture on it. My heart started racing, as I wished that maybe, just maybe it could be true.


Chapter 19
Break Up


    I handed him the magazine, he sat on my recliners arm so we could both read it. “How To Cover Pimples? What are you trying to say Maya?” He asked, with one eyebrow raised, you know that sensual way he does it? Yeah, that way. “Not that page.” I giggled, he grinned. “THAT page.” I pointed to the page next to it, he mouthed the tittle. It took him a couple of minutes to read it, he was slow like that. During this time I took notice of the birth marks he had, I think I estimated around 12, from head to torso.


He finished reading it, he looked at the page then at me, I was looking anywhere but him. “I'm sorry Maya.” He apologized. “Wait, you're sorry? For what?” I asked. “Well, because of me you're being gossiped about, I know you don't like gossip.” He explained as he gave me an apologetic hug. “Oh don't worry about it Nicholas. I just thought it was a funny article, nothing more.” I pointed out, oh yeah..hilarious. “Oh yeah. I mean c'mon they know we're like so close, you're like my sister.” He smiled, I smiled back but I felt like he was stabbing my heart repeatedly.


“Exactly, when will they learn.” I added, he nodded. “It's pretty funny though, for some reason they think the best friends always fall for each other.” He rocked back and forth on the arm of my recliner. “Well that's what you get for making the song.” I teased, though I felt as though I was drowning in hypocrisy. “True. But they have to understand not all best friend relationships have to fall for each other. Well they have to make money somehow, I guess they were running out of stuff to publish.” He yawned as he stretched and put his arm around me. Did he not realize the more he did this the more I was dying?


“Well time to go to sleep.” I suggested as i did a fake yawn. “Yeah. We should hit the hay.” He agreed as we got off my seat, I put all the magazines back in the bag. “C'mon hurry the elevator is still down here.” He ran to the elevator and pressed the button, I couldn't bare to look at him in the eyes. “No it's ok. I want to walk, you take the elevator.” I told him as he waved and stepped in, I trudged up the stairs. I smiled to myself, I was a pretty good actress that I could hide my feelings so well. Just friends. That's all we are. That's all we ever will be I reminded myself.


It could have been easy to cry myself to sleep, just walk in to the room and lay on the bed. Then turn the stereo on as loud as possible and wail and kick and scream. The only problem with this perfect plan was that I was still sharing a room with Nicholas. I finally reached the floor we were on, I sat on the last step since i wasn't ready to go into my room. “God, help me.” I said out loud, I hardly complained to him but this was the first time I was in such trouble.


“What's wrong Maya?” Someone asked, I looked up where Nick was sitting outside the elevator door his legs crossed Indian style. “Nick?! What are you doing sitting on the floor?” I asked puzzled, he gave me his signature grin. “I was waiting for you silly, so we could go in together.” He explained, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. “Thanks Nicholas. You know, you're just the best friend anyone could ask for.” I told him as we walked to the room, I didn't dare to lift my face because of the fact I started to cry.


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“Wake up Maya, or I'll get the tickle monster.” Nick whispered practically in my ear, I smiled. I couldn't help but love the feeling of him being so close. “Nick, you haven't said that since we were like 10.” I reminded him, I was extremely ticklish but my tickle spots changed from time to time. I know, weird. “Yeah but I've been trying to wake you for an hour now.” He pointed out, I admit I was probably very tired from crying so quietly last night. “Fine. I'm up, see?” I smiled as I sat up on my bed, he was already dressed and his small suitcase ready by the door. “Woah! What happened to you? Your eyes are like poison ivy puffy!” He described to me. “Well you should know, that time your eyes were slits from accidentally rolling in it.” I laughed.


“Joe said it was regular leaves.” he protested as he gave me a hand and made me jump off my bed, like when he jumps over Joe's shoulder when they perform Goodnight and Goodbye. “I taught you that, you know.” I said as I went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth, yeah I have the Hold On tooth tunes brush. “Psh. You wish you did. Frankie taught us that.” I heard him say as I brushed along to Hold On. “Who u thin taugh Ankie?” I asked between brushes, he laughed. “Whatever Maya. If you say so.” He told me, of course he thought he was right. “Fine. Call him and ask.” I said after I rinsed and started washing my face with Neutrogena. “I will. Why do you even use that? You are blemish free.” He snapped. “Yeah and how do you think I keep from having blemishes? I use this.” I shook the bottle and then went back to washing my face.


“Here I picked out your clothes already. Just change, your mom already called saying we had 5 minutes.” He quickly explained as he pulled my suitcase out the door. “I'll meet you downstairs.” He stated as he carried both our suitcases as though they weighed nothing. “Thanks. And it's scary you know what matches with what.” I chuckled as I saw the outfit he had picked. “I'm just talented and perfect.” He grinned as he walked out the door, that he was. I changed quickly as I hummed Just Friends, that song would be stuck in my mind until I probably saw David.

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“We're finally here!” My mom yelled as the remaining contestants whooped and laughed. Selena had asked me to drop out because she really hit it off with Paul. I agreed but asked her to stay at the house anyways, I needed someone to help me come up with eliminations and stuff. The only remaining people were Emily of course, Thalia, Amy, Britney and Miley. From so many girls only 4 remained now, four girls who would probably stop at nothing to win Nick's heart, 5 if you counted me but friendship came before anything.


“Alright girls, ready for a day full of suspense? I have already thought of the next challenge and we start today.” I announced, it was one of the most crucial things for then to be able to pass to the next level, or what ever you could call it. Maybe it was a bit too soon but it was easy and so petrifying I loved it. When I told Selena she couldn't stop laughing because it was so complicated and frightening she told me it was brilliant. “So, it's 6:00 am.” I told them as I looked at my watch. “Once we get in the house you can do whatever you want. Go to sleep, talk to Nick, take a shower, speak to Nick, eat some breakfast, have a conversation with Nick. You get the idea.” I smiled as the man operating the bus, opened the door and the girls ran out, probably ready to get some real sleep.


“I'm so glad to be back, at least here we can have food fights where the manager won't kick you out.” Nick laughed. “Shut up. Ha I'm glad I left before i was kicked out, I would feel SO embarrassed.” I joked as he helped my mom and I with our bags. “Thanks hun. Go and get some rest, I doubt you got any sleep with Maya's snoring.” My mom told Nick as he smiled and went inside. “Thanks, I can see who you love more.” I pouted as she rolled her eyes in amusement. “Go. Sleep. Selena and I will keep our eyes on the girls, we're both early people. You on the other hand, need at least 10 hours of sleep or you'll bite someone's head off.” She joked as I laughed and ran to the house to finally get some sleep.


Miley's POV

“Finally. We're somewhere I can talk to you privately.” I told Britney, we were in our bedroom. “You were right. She was going to spy on us while we were on the trip.” Britney said. “Of course i was right! Hello? I'm Miley.” I snapped, this girl was so dumb sometimes. “Ok, we have to get rid of that Emily girl. She has gotten too close to Nickie.” I explained, I didn't like that Emily one bit, the slut. 'Who's Nickie?” She asked, I hit her on the head. “Nick, you dumb ass. Now listen, Maya is sharp. I hate to admit it but she is and all she wants is you and me out of this house and more importantly out of Nick's life.” I stated, she nodded.


“Why does she want us out so badly?” She asked, I rolled my perfect eyes. “Because we're so pretty! Duh!” I told her as she understood, I mean c'mon look at me! “So what should we do? I mean I can't be pretty and smart! I'm not a physician!” She exclaimed. “You mean magician! But I know, luckily I have brains and beauty. So we'll take Emily down and the rest of the girls are easy.” I laughed. If she only knew that right after Emily was out of the way, I would get rid of her too.

Miley's POV Ends



I slept for maybe 2 hours, but that's it. I got up and walked around the house, I decided to go to the instrument room Nick and I had found the first day we got here. I played around with the keyboard, and i found myself then recording what I was playing. Then i picked up the guitar and added some chords to the beat I had made. I could sing, I mean how else could I do musicals? Papa J had taught me along with Nick everything I knew. He had been our coach, and Denise and my mom were our acting coaches and our rides all the way to Manhattan.


I missed Nick on Broadway, ok so he left it like 7 years ago but it felt like just yesterday we were in Annie Get Your Gun. I mean I still saw him almost everyday but after this was over he would go on his new tour and I would start my 2 new musicals. But it didn't worry me, we always found ways to spend time together and sometimes they would surprise me and be right outside the theater waiting for me with the tour bus. But would they still want me on the tour now that Nick would have a girlfriend? Would she take over my bunk? Would everyone forget about me?


It was 8:40 am, too early to be making such a big deal out of nothing. I'm sure I would still be asked to go on tour and still be the number one friend. But what if Emily didn't want me around her boyfriend? Stop. I have to stop thinking so stupidly, I'll always be in the picture. “Maya, you ready to give the girls a heart attack?” Selena asked from the door. I looked up, yeah of course I thought. “Yeah of course.” I answered, I forgot to actually say it, was I going crazy? “K. Come on.”She smiled, she was that kind of person who helped you up.


All the girls were up, I guess they didn't go to sleep. They looked up from their magazines or laptops as I came in. “Hi girls. So you ready for the challenge?” I asked, they looked at each other and nodded. “Well don't you think it's time you meet Mama Jonas and sit down and talk.” I grinned. Selena tried to cover her laugh, this would be fun.


Chapter 20
I Don't Wanna Talk About It

    All the girls just stared at me as though this was a really bad joke. “I'm dead serious.” I stated as someone's magazine skidded to the floor. “Well this is better than what I expected. I thought they might hyperventilate.” Selena smiled next to me. “Ok. So besides the fact that you'll be getting to meet one of the most wonderful moms in the world, you're going to be preparing a meal for her. AND most importantly, you'll all be working together.” I added, I saw Miley throw Emily a dirty stare, Miley + kitchen knives + Emily equaled a bad idea.


    “Well, you'll get to choose a partner. But you all still have to work together, if something goes wrong everyone is to blame.” Selena told them, I beamed at her. She was saving me from the things that I hadn't thought out. “Well Denise will be here tonight around 9. It's a bit late but since it's nice outside I thought she'd love the garden. It won't be just her eating, Nicholas will also be joining her.” I said, this part I had just thought of. “Well for now that's all. If I think I should explain something I'll let you know. Get cooking.” I smiled as Selena and I left to my room.


“Maybe we should have saved this for the last challenge.” She suggested. “Hmm. Maybe. But too late. Besides, I think we can come up with something more creative for the last challenge.” I laughed as we entered my room, I had missed it so much. “True. So now that we're alone I want to talk to you.” Her voice sounded serious, but as always it was friendly. “Ok. What's up?” I sat on my bed, got the remote and my plasma started rising from its drawer. “It's about you.” She told me, she was looking at the TV. “Oh. Well, what about me?” I asked curiously, but I though I had a hunch what she meant.


“Well it's not just about you. It's about Nick too.” She explained, was it that obvious? Was it obvious I would give anything for him to be happy? Even if it meant I had to ignore my feelings? “Oh. Um sure.” I answered, as I kept my eyes on the TV. “Do you feel anything more than friendship towards Nick?” She mumbled, I could feel the blood flooding to my cheeks. Giving me away. “I don't wanna talk about it.” I answered. There. She knew it. But at the same time I didn't have to go into detail. “Ok. I'm sorry for bringing it up. So what do you think about the whole challenge?” She asked, smiling as always.


“I'm sure we'll have a lot on our hands. Hopefully they don't poison Denise. I should go talk to Nick about that.” I added, even though i had already gotten up and started leaving I could see from the corner of my eye a grin on her face. I sighed as soon as I closed the door, I had to control the way I looked at him, or how my face lit up at the sound of his name. I HAVE A BOYFRIEND. I had to remind myself that every second, although David went back home to catch up his parents on how Emily was he'd be coming back soon.


I went across the hall and knocked on the door. “Come in.” Nick's voice sang, or maybe it just seemed that way to me. “Hey!” I tried to say enthusiastically but my voice cracked. “Hi Maya! What's wrong? Voice sounds funky.” He pointed out, he was reading a book. “Probably getting a bit sick. So did you hear?” I asked innocently. “That you're forcing me to join my mom and go through the suffrage of eating a dinner being prepared by girls who've never even tried boiling water? Yes. I heard.” He replied simply, I grimaced. “Ugh. Don't give me that look.” He growled as he laid his book down. “What look?” I asked confused.


“That upset look you always have when I answer rudely. You know I can't take seeing your face not smiling.” He said as my face expressed shock. “It bothers you that I get upset?” I asked. “Of course! I never want to see you upset, I can't bear it.” Nick told me, he took his hand and raised my chin. Breathe! Inhale, exhale. “Now smile.” He grinned, I felt his hand on my face and I smiled moronically. He didn't seem to notice I was smiling like an idiot. “Much better. So what are they making?” Nick sat towards my direction so he could pay me full attention. “I don't know.” I answered. I could see myself leaning in and closing the little space between us, my arms around his neck. It was all a day dream though, it would never be anything more. “STOP!” I yelled, holding my head between my hands.


“What's wrong?!” Nick asked bewildered by my screaming. I didn't realize I had screamed out loud, something was clearly wrong with me. “Nothing.” I was able to breathe. “That scream wasn't a nothing. Are you ok?” He was worried as I took deep breaths, I needed him. “I'm fine. I need David. I need to see him.” I quickly blurted, I could see the hurt in his eyes. It was painful. “Oh, I'm sorry. Sorry you need your boyfriends company instead of your best friend. I'll call him.” He answered as he got up and got his cellphone out. “Yeah. Ok, I'll tell her.” Nick spoke into his phone and then shut it. “Sorry. He can't come. His parents want him to spend more time at home. He said he'll call you.” Nick spat.


“Can't you tell me? What's wrong?” Nick begged, I wish with my heart I could tell him. “I don't wanna talk about it.” I replied, just like I had told Selena. “Ok. Well at least go get something to drink, you look a bit pale.” He pointed out, I look at his mirror and my face was drained of the color it usually had. “Thanks. I think I will.” I answered as I ran out of the room, down the stairs, to the instrument room. I cried, only for a little while. Why? Because I heard yells from the kitchen.


Emily's POV

“Stop it! Miley you're going to get us all in trouble!” I yelled as I ducked, she was throwing all sorts of vegetables from a basket. “Don't tell me what to do!” She yelled again but Thalia and Amy pulled the basket away so she couldn't throw anything again. She still had a couple of things in her reach and I'm sure she didn't care if she threw them and someone got hurt. “You're going to ruin the meal we're making!” Amy yelled, for the first time. “Shut it, you little..” But Thalia took her hand and covered her mouth and with her other hand took Miley's arms and twisted them behind her. “I'm not going to let you ruin this for any of us.” Thalia told Miley and shot a dark look at Brittney as to warn her.


“What's going on?” Maya asked with her eyes wide, we probably woke her up. “I'm waiting.” Maya told us, her face angry. She then spotted Thalia restraining Miley, and of course she took advantage of this. “Maya! Thank goodness you're here! Thalia wanted to make them throw stuff at me! She was holding me back so everyone could take turns hurting me!” She told her, tears falling from her face. Fake tears. Crocodile tears. Maya raised one of her eye brows, she didn't look angry at us just amused. “Now Miley, do you really expect me to believe that?” She asked trying to keep herself from laughing, I sighed. She believed us.


“Miley, want to try again? Remember theres cameras all around this place. Now what happened?” She asked, now getting serious and her arms folded across her chest. “Well. They started it!” She yelled, struggling out of Thalia's clasp. “It's ok Thalia, you can let her go.” Maya told her as she quickly let Miley go and cleaned her hands. “Sorry Maya. But she was ruining our dinner. I just wanted her to stop it.” She explained but Maya cut her off. “Don't worry about it. You and Amy can leave.” She smiled as they thanked her and left.


“Maya you can't possibly believe I had anything to do with this.” I started, but she smiled. “Of course not. But I'm sure Miley will like to blame you for it. So let's hear it.” She said as she looked over to Miley who can take the expression if looks could kill to another level. It was as though she was thinking as hard as she could and trying to kill Maya with her stare. “She was being so bossy! She thinks she knows everything! Ordering people around and acting like she's better than everyone else.” Miley blubbered, Brittney just stood there quietly.


“Enough! Miley I'm so sick of your melodrama I could puke. Can you do me a favor?” She paused and Miley nodded, straightening herself up, wiping her fake tears. “Pack your stuff. You're out of here.” Maya told her as Miley's face dropped and anger filled it. “You can't do that.” She snapped, her hands trembling. “I'm pretty sure I can. If you don't want to leave I could always ask my mom to call your daddy and tell him to pick you up.” She smirked, I tried to conceal my joy.


After that Maya left, leaving Miley standing there cursing her and trying to throw things at her. But it was as though Maya was being protected by something because nothing seemed to hit her, or Miley had really bad aim. Now it was only down Me, Thalia, Amy and Brittney who no longer could hide behind Miley. All was fair now, and I had the upper hand.

Emily's POV Ends


“What happened?” Nick asked, I'm sure he was referring to the screams but at the same time to me. “Nothing. We are now down to four girls.” I smiled, now at least the girls had no reason to sleep with their eyes open. “Let me guess. Miley?” I could tell that saying her name strained him as though it caused internal pain. “The one and only.” I said as we went to the living room and sat on the couch. I realized after seeing all those girls I was calmer because i knew they had a better chance to win Nick's heart than I did, and it made me happy.


“So now how are the girls going to do the partner cook thingy?” Nick asked as he stood up and took his book out of his back pocket. “Hmm. I'm sure they'll manage.” My mind was somewhere else. “You look like you have no idea what I'm even saying.” Nick laughed, I could barely make out what he was saying. “Mmhm.” I nodded, I don't know if it even made sense to whatever he asked. Maybe there was a way to spare David's heart, could I tell him the truth? Tell him these months I've spent with him were all a lie? But I wouldn't be able to stand the look on his face when he realized that I was and will always be in love with my best friend.


“I eat cellphones for breakfast.” I heard Nick's mouth move but I had no idea what he was saying, it was the ferris wheel all over again but this time it was Nick's voice i couldn't understand. “Of course.” I said, of course made sense to everything so I'm sure it fit into what ever he was saying. “Maya!” I finally heard his voice, he was yelling. “Huh?” I asked, looking at his faced. He looked like he was entertained. “Did you hear what I said?” He asked, the corners of his mouth curling up. “Yeah. Totally.” I nodded. “Well what do you think?” He asked, crap. It was exactly like the ferris wheel.


“If you're ok with it, then I'm ok with it.” I answered, yeah that works. “you're ok with me eating cell phones for breakfast?” He snorted, I rolled my eyes. “Funny. You turn into Joseph more and more everyday.” I laughed. There was a knock on the door, I quickly snapped my head in the direction of the noise. “Is that my mom?” Nick asked, playing with his shoelace. “Nope. Too early.” I answered as I got up and moved towards the door. I opened it, there was David. Standing with a bouquet of roses in his hand and a breath taking smile on his face.


“David!” I yelled, running towards him and giving him a hug, probably knocking the wind out of him. I quickly let go, I didn't want to keep leading him on. “Sup Nick.” David smiled and nodded his head in Nick's direction, noting his presence. “David.” Nick muttered curtly. He went back to reading his book. “I brought you these.” David turned his attention back to me, handing he the beautiful roses. “Um. Thanks. You hold on to them. I'd like to talk to you.” I whispered, so no one could hear. “Sure. Anything you say.” He grinned, why must he make this harder?


“I'll be in my room.” I told Nick, just in case he needed something. “No you will not!” He surprised me when he dropped his book and stood up glaring at me. “Why not?” I asked, I tilted my head sideways in confusion. “Sorry. Just doesn't seem like a good idea. Why don't I leave you two alone, I'll go to my room.” He said as he swiftly got up and left. “Ok..so then let's talk here.” I told David as I took his hand and lead him towards the couch. “I haven't seen you in so long!” He hugged me, I was turning red. “It's only been a couple of hours.” I giggled as he kissed my cheek.


“Hmm. Really? It feels like forever.” He explained as he put the bouquet down. “So what did you need to talk about?” He made himself comfortable on the couch, and by that I mean he put his arm around my shoulder and kissed my forehead. Not very comfortable for me. “Well first I should thank you for the roses. They're lovely.” I couldn't look at his face, all full of happiness. “Don't even mention it. My love is like a red red rose.” He whispered into my ear, I had to shrug away, boy he was making this hard. “David, I have to tell you something. I need you to pay attention.” I gulped, here I go.


“Yeah?” He asked, looking at me, taking in every syllable. “Remember the day you asked me out?” I asked as he chuckled. “Of course. One of the best days.” He took a strand of my hair and twisted it around his finger, which pulled me closer. “Well how mad would you be..” But he closed my mouth with his lips. This dude is going to drive me up a wall. “I could never be mad at you Maya.” He simply said. “Ok then, I'm hoping you won't change your mind after I tell you something.” I mumbled. “Speak. I'm listening.” He smiled, he did that too much.


I breathed and exhaled. “David. You are an amazing, extraordinary guy. The day you asked me out, I said yes. But the thing is, I never knew what I was saying yes to. I did agree and we are going out but the thing is..i don't feel the same way you do. I mean you're perfect and all but I don't feel that strong about you.” I closed my eyes, not wanting to see the anger in his face. “Oh Maya. Open your eyes please. I'm not mad.” I opened one eye, he truly wasn't mad. “You kinda look like a pirate with one eye squinted.” He laughed, I frowned. “You aren't mad. Why?” I asked.


“Hmm. Good question. Probably because you're right, you don't feel the same way I do. You see, when you have infinite love for someone you can hardly ever feel anger towards them. I can only be a bit disappointed, but still I'm glad you told me the truth.” He was too nice, too good for me to be doing this. I buried myself in his chest. “I'm so sorry. I should have just been honest and told you that day instead of going on with this and hurting you.” I sobbed. “Don't be sorry. I mean who said I still won't feel the same after this? Just promise me something.” he whispered into my hair. “What?” I sniffed, he was really warm. “Stop worrying about me. Let me be clear. I will fight for you. I know it might be useless since 'the guy', I won't give him a specific name, is pretty important to you but I'll do my best to win your heart.” He told me as he sat up and stood up.


“For now. I'll leave, I'm sure you feel awful since you care to much about everyone else before yourself.” He told me as he kissed my forehead and left. I curled up on the couch and breathed, he knew who it was but he wouldn't say his name. I didn't want to be alone especially since there were cameras around so I slowly got up and went to my camera free room. I was crying, so naturally my eyes were closed after i entered my room. I flopped onto my bed, it seemed oddly lumpy. “Maya. Can't. Breathe.” A voice coughed. I quickly got up and wiped my eyes. “Maya what's wrong?” Nick asked as he sat me on my bed, his hands on my wrists so he could calm me down.


“Nothing.” I shuddered as I tried to cease my crying. “Cut the nothing crap.” He yelled, this was the second first time he yelled. “David.” I managed to say. “What happened? What did he do?” He was shaking, he seemed angry. I laughed in my head. I wanted to take his defensive anger and say it was jealousy but I would just be kidding myself. Only reason he was angry was because he cared about me...as a sister..nothing else..nothing more. “He didn't do anything.” I said as I took a tissue he handed me. “Maya! Don't lie to me!” his hands firmly on my wrists, shaking me. “He ended it. Well I did, I guess.” I sighed. “He broke up with you?!” He was shocked, as though it would be impossible.


“Yeah. It was my fault.” I stated, it was true. “No! Don't say that, he just wasn't good enough for you.” Nick defended me, I gave a watery laugh. “Oh Nick, he was much better than I deserved. But I promised him I wouldn't blame myself. Thanks for caring so much.” I told him, he pressed me tightly to him. “I'm sorry you had to get your heart broken.” He whispered as he rocked me back and forth. “My hearts been broken a bit before David came along. He kinda patched it up.” I whispered back. We just sat on my bed, Nick telling me that someday the right guy would come along because I deserved the best. In my eyes, in my heart, in my soul I knew he was the best for me.


“We should go down and check on the girls. I want to make sure they don't need anything.” I reminded him, I wish he hadn't held me so close because his smell was now on my shirt. “Let's go. I should get to know the other girls, I spent most of my time with Emily.” He realized, it was true. We walked down side by side, I imagined this would be, what could be when we were old and had a family. I laughed in my head, I'm only 15 and I was seeing my future by his side. But he wasn't just any 15 year old, he was beyond 15 in maturity and I guess that's where i get it from.


As we walked down, I could smell something burning. The girls were yelling and moving pots and pans, I could see Thalia clearly for the first time. She was very pretty even though she was pacing back and forth trying to save what ever was burning, her hair straying from her bun. That was the first time Nick laid his eyes on someone besides Emily.



Chapter 21
Who's That

    “Looks like Miley left the girls a handful.” Nick and I went inside the kitchen. “Oh come on Maya, you think she did this?” Nick asked incredulous. I raised my eyebrows, my hands on my hips. Could he possibly believe she was so innocent and she would walk away without causing some kind of mess. “What happened?” I asked as the girls moved out of the way and let Thalia carry the pot to the sink and put it under cold water.

“So sorry Maya. Miley turned up the heat and she burned the rice we were making.” She explained as she scraped out the burnt rice and let the water run so they rice stuck to the pot would cool. “No problem, what kind of rice?” I asked, giving Nick an i-told-you-so look. “Paella.” She grimaced, crap. I liked that, it had seafood in it. “Aww. Now I'm hungry.” Nick grumbled, and sure enough his stomach started growling. “Sorry.” She smiled, I saw Emily fidget; jealousy.


“I have an idea!” I tried not to show my excitement, Nick wanted to get to know each of the girls, and now I had the perfect way. “Ok so since Miley destroyed dinner, I'm changing the challenge up.” I stated as they turned their faces from Nick to me. “Now, Each of you will work with a partner. Your partner will be Nick. And you'll all make a part of the dinner. Emily you will be in charge of the salad. Thalia, you can make that rice you were working on. Amy you can make some beverage. And Britney...why don't you set the table? That sounds easier?” I saw their smiles, more alone time with Nick they probably were all thinking.


“So. Nick want to start working on the rice? It's going to take the longest.” Thalia suggested, Nick was nodding. “Sure. Let me just talk to Maya quickly and we can get started.” He smiled as he pulled me out of the kitchen. “Who's that?” He asked, as though I'd been keeping her a secret from him. “That's Thalia.” I told him, who else would she be. “Since when did she come?” He asked. “Nick. She's been here since this started.” I explained trying not to laugh. She had made quite the impression, well of course i mean she was very pretty.


There was a big difference between Thalia and Emily. Emily was pale, her hair blond, shoulder length. Her cheeks were rosy, small mouth, medium blue eyes and she was tall and skinny, a bit too skinny in my opinion. She was girly, and she was sensitive which was proved at Six Flags when Nick hadn't realized the stuffed animal was supposed to be for her. I mean she's very pretty and all, she has the whole almost model look and she's not under dressed.


Thalia is another story, when Denise mentioned her i thought she'd be perfect but Nick got too attached to Em. Thalia had honey brown wavy hair, her skin a peach color, eyes bright green, average height, she was very athletic, I'm sure Nick was impressed by her toned body. She also had poise, she walked really graceful, I was jealous but in a good way. Denise had also mentioned she was sporty, something Emily wasn't. Maybe Nick's decision would change. Why? Because Brittney was definitely out, I was sure she wouldn't know how to set the table. Amy was too quiet, even quieter than Nick.


Thalia's POV
Nick came back after talking to Maya, I was nervous. But I didn't show it, that was Amy's job. “So how can I help?” He grinned as he looked around. Maya had told the girls they could leave the kitchen and she'd call them down once I was done cooking with Nick. “Well. This is actually my mom's recipe so it basically cooks itself. We just have to follow the directions and get the ingredients right.” I explained as he nodded.


“So, what's your favorite color?” Nick asked me as he started boiling water. “Green.” I replied, I wasn't going to say blue just because it was his. “Cool. That's my second favorite. So do you know how to cook?” he asked me as he leaned over to check out the instructions I had scribbled down after I called my mom and asked her the recipe. He was so close, his cologne was so good. “Erm. Sorry, what was the question again?” I asked trying to clear my mind. “Can you cook?” He repeated as he helped me prepare the seafood that went with the rice. “Yeah. My mom and I spend all our together time in the kitchen. I live with my dad so when I visit we usually cook something good.” I explained.


“That's cool. I wish I knew how to cook, I can only make Mac n Cheese. Actually I told everyone I made it but it was actually Maya, so technically I'm useless.” He laughed, I giggled at his honesty. “Hmm I might have to tell Mrs. Jonas about this, she'll be sooo disappointed.” I teased as he nudged me. “How about this. You don't tell her and you teach me how to cook.” He smirked as he found a chef's hat and put it on. “And how does that work to my advantage?” I laughed, this would only help him. “Good point. How about I make you dinner after I learn how to. Or I take you to some cool seafood place.” He suggested, like a date!


“Ok. Just because I love seafood. I'll teach you and I won't tell Mrs. Jonas your horrible secret.” I grinned, maybe Emily hadn't won the war yet. After minutes of 20 questions we finished preparing the veggies and seafood that went with thrice and mixed it while we let it cook. “So what should we do?” I asked, we had 30 minutes to wait for the food to be ready. “We could play football.” He suggested, then he shook his head. “Sorry. I forgot girls don't like football.” He pointed out. “Are you kidding me? I love football. Did you watch the game last night?” I asked excitedly, my state's team had crushed the visitors. “No. Hardly slept. Did your favorite team win? So wanna play while we wait?” I nodded and raced him to the yard.


We came back inside after 28 minutes, I wanted to make sure we had enough time and the food wouldn't overcook. “You sure can tackle.” Nick laughed as he rubbed his side, I get really competitive sometimes. “Sorry.” I blushed. “I have an older brother, football freak so usually we play. He's stronger so I guess he can handle my strength.” I smiled, he squinted at me. “Are you trying to say you're stronger than me?” He snorted, his face full of confidence/cockiness. “Well you are complaining. But it's ok, I understand. Some people are just stronger.” I teased as he came close, I held my breath trying not to take in his cologne.


“Fine. I'll prove I'm stronger. Tomorrow, you and me. Basket ball, volleyball, ping pong, football and golf. You think you can handle it?” He smirked, I came closer to his, inches from his face. “It's so on!” I said with the same cockiness and shook his hand. The timer went off and I turned off the rice. “Well I guess our time's up. You did great for a guy who can't cook.” He smiled and gave me a hug. “Well I had a great helper. But you'll have to tell my mom I made most of it, just so she'll love me.” He grinned as I nudged him and left.

Thalia's POV Ends


Me being my sneaky self, went by the kitchen a couple of times. I smiled as I saw Nick and Thalia talk and then go out and play. She was doing as much as possible to win Nick, Emily had competition. Amy, well she was too nervous to even talk to him. She ended up making iced tea, Nick actually having to do most of it because she had to clean up the glass pitcher she had broken. I wonder how she stayed so long. Then Brittney was dropping the silverware everywhere, by mistake stabbing Nick with a fork. Emily and Nick spent their time talking and kissing while they made their salad. I swear, he's going to get mono.


It was already 8, the girls went up to get ready. I had arranged the large gazebo and made it all fancy. Denise would be here soon, I wanted her to meet her son's potential girlfriends. Now Denise was the sweetest person alive, but when it came to her sons she was super picky. Kevin, Joe, and Nick, and I'm sure the girls knew as well, if Mama Jonas didn't agree then they had no chance. “You know what I hate” I asked Selena as we got ready. We were planning to go see a movie, while the dinner took place.


“What? You don't like braids?” She asked pausing the braiding process. “No. I like that but I'm talking about something else. My mom is barely around. I don't know where's she's been.” I complained. “She has friends, probably hanging out with her girlfriends.” Selena suggested. It was true, my mom was really popular for her age, I mean she's not old but I never saw a mom with so many friends. Selena had on a Save The Wild Things graphic tee, a skirt, and converse. I had decided to wear a tank top but the movies would be cold so I stole one of Nick's flannel plaid black and white shirts. They were so warm and comfy and capris with converse.


“Alright off to the movies.” I bellowed. She had braided my hair and I had scrunched hers, we were walking down the stairs ready to see Indiana Jones. “MAYA! Sweetie! How have you been?” Denise's voice screamed as she saw me. “Denise!” I yelled back, not realizing how much I had missed her these past 2 months. She was like my second mom, and I'm sure my mother had told her about how I felt about Nick. “How you holding up sweetheart?” She whispered as she gave me a hug.


“Mom told you?” I asked, not surprised. “Yup. I knew it since you two were in diapers.” She told me, i was a bit annoyed. I wonder if Paul knew too? “Jeez, why didn't anyone let me in on this. At least I would have been prepared.” I answered sarcastically. “I'm sorry sweetie. I was so sure you and Nick would have been together since last year! But I guess he's just blind.” I snorted, she was too nice. “Well I got to go Denise. Selena and I are off to watch Indian Jones. Love you.” I said as I gave her another hug and we were off.


My good mood was ruined as we got in the car, the producers said they'd have no problem getting a driver for us. If Denise had known since we were little then why didn't Nick know? Why didn't Nick feel the same way? More importantly, why did I have to feel this way. “Maya? You ok?” Selena asked as the driver dropped us off in front of the movie theater. “Mhm. Just dandy.” I smiled as we got our tickets and went to get some snacks. Selena had a couple of pickles in her bag, so we only got one big popcorn and 2 waters.


“Honestly, no pickles? That's so weird. In Texas I think it'd be illegal for them not to have any.” She mumbled as I paid for the snacks. “Selena, we should write a very angry letter to all non pickle serving movie theaters.” I laughed as she rolled her eyes. There was a line for our movie, apparently everyone wanted to see Shia Labeouf as much and Selena. We were waiting as the line moved slowly, I usually tend to pick up little details when I'm bored.


There was a guy in front of us with sandy blond hair, familiar pale green eyes, prominent cheek bones, tall, a dazzling smile and a great taste on clothing. “Ethan?” I stuttered, not sure if this was who I thought it was. “Yeah? Maya!” He turned around and fully faced me, one of my good friends. “It's so good to see you! God I miss you! Why'd you leave Broadway?” He asked, now looking mad but he grinned, he was such a kidder. “I didn't leave. This is my friend Selena. Selena, this is Ethan. He's been on a couple of musicals with me. We're good friends.” I introduced them, he was already working his charm on her.


“Calm down. She has a boyfriend.” I told him as he frowned but then winked at me. “You are such a player, Ethan. Some things never change huh?” I grinned as the line started moving again. “Nope. I'm done with the player thing. I'm trying to settle down, find a good girlfriend. Seems better than going out with so many you don't remember their names.” He smiled, I could see other girls on the line pausing to admire his beauty. “Really? Now that's something new.” I said as he invited us to sit with him and his friends. “Maya, I would count this as a double date. But seeing as your beautiful friend here has a boyfriend, you're off the hook. For now.” he took my hand and kissed it, I elbowed him.


“Selena don't worry. He does this all the time, keep your pepper spray in your bag.” I laughed as she seemed shocked at how forward Ethan was, he was just such a ladies man even with his friends. The movie was starting, we watched for a while until Ethan decided to be Ethan again. “You know Selena, if you get scared at any time just let me know. I'll hold you.” He smiled as she threw a bunch of popcorn at him, he managed to catch them all in his mouth. “So what's new back in NYC?” I asked as we chatted through a boring scene.


“Well first of all I almost got thrown out of the musicals you were supposed to be the lead in. But your mom asked me to stay out.” He said through sips of his root beer, his usual. “What are you talking about?” I asked puzzled, it didn't make sense. “Your mom didn't tell you?” He slurped the remaining root beer he had, Selena turned around also confused. “Tell me what? Ethan tell me.” I told him, he glanced at me then bit his lip as though he had said too much. “Well. You know Laurine. She hates you because you always beat her at auditions so she somehow managed to convince them to start rehearsing for the musical sooner. And well..they're either asking you to get back to NYC and start rehearsing or back down and they'll find someone to replace you.” Ethan grimaced, I looked devastated.


“When did this happen?” I asked, is this why my mom had been away lately? “Two weeks ago. I really tried to change their minds Maya, but they told me to either butt out or leave.” He apologized. “Don't worry. Wow, how long do I have?” I asked, my mom didn't even mention this to me. “They're giving you 2 weeks, which was two weeks ago. So today is your last day.” He added, I would lose my two musicals if I didn't leave Nick and fly to NYC by tomorrow morning.


My phone started ringing, everyone turned around to hush me. “Sorry.” I told whoever could hear me. “Hello?” I asked, it was Nick. “Hey! Just wanted to call to say hope you're enjoying the movie. And to tell you my mom loved the idea of the girls cooking! She loves Emily, isn't that great?” He asked quickly all in one breath. “Yeah! Great! How was the food Thalia made?” I questioned, trying to suppress my anger towards my mom. “It was so good!! My mom and I had more than 2 servings. Mom is taking me to the hotel she's staying at because she wants to talk to me. So I'll see you tomorrow afternoon if I don't see you tonight ok? Thanks Maya! I don't know what I'd do if you weren't by my side! Love ya!” He said and hung up.


“Hello? Yes? Catherine? Thank god you're still there. Maya is here. I'll let you talk to her.” Ethan had called the director. “Hello? Maya?” She asked, I gulped. “Hi Cathy. So I heard just now I have to go soon or I'm kicked out huh?” I stated, trying to be polite. “Yes. I'm afraid so. We'll see you here tomorrow?” She asked. “No.” I replied. “Oh. Ok. Then in two days, you must need more time to pack and catch a flight.” She reasoned. “No. Give my leads to Laurine. I'm needed here. Goodbye.” I hung up the phone. Hung up on 2 leads that were impossible for me to get and yet I gave them up so easily. Why?

I don't know what I'd do if you weren't by my side! Love ya. His voice rung in my head as though it was a recording.


Chapter 22
The Truth About Karen


    “Maya? Why did you just do that?!” Ethan yelled as everyone around hushed him, he managed to give them all a glare before returning his attention to me. “Do what?” I asked trying to focus my attention to the screen as I saw Shia on a motorcycle. “Maya! 2 leads! Do you understand what I'm saying?” He complained, he seemed horrified at the thought, imagine how I felt. “Yes, I know what 2 leads are. No need to question my mental capability of understanding.” I snapped as I breathed deeply trying to control my facial expression.


“I'm sorry. I didn't mean to question your...well I saw you struggle to get those parts! And now you're just giving them up!” He explained, it was true, I had to fight hard for those roles. “It doesn't matter Ethan. I've made up my mind.” I replied as I stared at him to show him I was done discussing this. Selena, at least pretended to focus on Shia although I noticed she'd peek at me from the corner of her eye.


“Can we leave?” She whispered, because I'm sure everyone around us was tired from hearing any sound coming from us. “Why? What if Shia takes his shirt off? You might miss that.” I pointed out, trying to de-tensify the atmosphere. “I'll take my chances. Besides, I lost my interest on Shia at the moment.” She explained as we got up, Ethan wasn't mad enough not to say goodbye. “Bye Ethan. Here's my new number, I don't want to lose contact even though we're not going to be seeing each other in NYC.” I told him as I scribbled down my numbers on his popcorn cup.


“I'll miss you. Take care. Hopefully we can hang out soon. You too Selena, call me.” He winked as I half smiled and waved as I left, I swear some people cheered as we stood and left. “Maya, care to explain?” Selena asked, her hands on her hips and scrutinizing my face. “Huh?” I asked, as though I didn't see what was coming. “Maya! I might not know a lot about Broadway but I know how hard it is to land a role! Did you give up these leads for Nick?” She asked as though I committed a crime. “Yeah. And?” I asked, I was frustrated at her and Ethan for not understanding.


“And? And?! AND?!” Was all she was able to yell, the concession stand guy just stared at us. “Selena, butt out. This isn't any of your business. Ok? Just drop it.” I finally yelled back. She looked surprised, like I said I hardly ever get mad at anyone to actually yell. “Of course. Yeah, you're right. Sorry.” She whispered, I felt horrible. “Let's go back, I want to go to sleep.” She said as I nodded, our driver was waiting in the parking lot.


The whole ride was silent. Partially because Selena just stared out the window but also because I felt too guilty about yelling to even speak to her. I tucked my head between my legs and sighed, life is too complicated for me to handle. I mean, when you feel this strongly about someone, shouldn't they feel the same way? To give up all your hard work and dreams up for the person you truly cared about, shouldn't you get some reward in return? No. Of course not, that's not how it works. When you truly care about that person that much, you shouldn't care if you don't get anything in return. The mere fact that it keeps that person, in this case Nicholas, happy then nothing else matters.


I smiled to myself, yes it made sense. It made sense that I was willing to give up anything for Nick because i was truly deeply, too deeply in love with him. “Why are you smiling so much?” Selena asked, obviously perplexed at my new happiness. “I love him.” I murmured, just loud enough so she could make out what I was saying. “I thought you didn't want to talk about it.” She teased, her smile getting wider and wider. “Yeah, I thought so too.” I grinned, you think after losing your two amazing jobs I'd be totally depressed. “Well. You're really crazy. But I guess that's why I like you.” She laughed as I joined.


I didn't realize how long the ride home was, I had been too anxious to get out of the house to realize it would take an hour to go and then an hour to get back. “Lot's of traffic girls. I'm sorry.” The driver spoke, he had a nice accent. “Don't worry about it, thank you for driving us. Must be horrible to have to wait around for two teenage girls.” Selena admitted as I nodded. “Actually, I thought so too. But you two are pretty civilized when it comes to celebrities. Usually most teenage girls are trying to pop their heads out of the sun roof.” He smiled, Selena kept up a simple chat with him. I was too exhausted to keep up, I fell asleep.


Nick's POV

“Mom?” I asked as she drove her car out of the driveway as the girls waved goodbye. “Yeah sweetie?” She smiled, I guess that's where Kevin gets his nice smile. “Why can't we just talk here?” She kept looking at the road, well I guess that's good unless we want to crash. “Because, Nick.” Was all she answered, I guess she wasn't talking about it until we got to her hotel. I tapped my fingers against the window. “Nick. Stop worrying.” She laughed but then she suddenly stopped, as though she forgot something was serious.


“Is it about the girls? Did you not like any of them?” My mother was very hard to please sometimes. “It doesn't have to do anything with them. But I did like on in particular.” She grimaced. “If it doesn't have to do with the girls, what is it?” I asked, she frowned. “It's Maya. Actually, it's Maya's mom.” My mom then started sobbing. Something was very wrong, I felt my heart drop to the pit of my stomach. “Mom, pull over. You can't drive like that.” I told her as she nodded and pulled over to a parking lot. “Oh Nicholas! I don't know how to tell her.” She cried, I hugged my mom and patted her back. “Tell her what? What's wrong with Maya?!” I asked my heart beating faster and fear taking over.


“Nothings wrong with Maya. But Karen, oh Karen!” She started crying hysterically, I was getting really scared. “Mom! What's wrong with Karen! Is she ok?” My voice cracking, Karen I considered my second mother. “No Nick. She's not ok!” My mother was trying to pull herself together, she started breathing deeply. “I don't know if you have noticed, but Karen's been absent for around 2 weeks now from the house.” She started, I nodded to tell her to continue. “Yeah, I noticed. What's wrong mom?” I was shaking. “Well she was feeling ill, so she went to the hospital 2 weeks ago. And, she had a check up and....” She began crying again, I couldn't help but be scared for what was coming.


“Well, Karen...Karen has Leukemia!” My mom started shaking and cried harder than ever, I gulped. I couldn't help but cry too, Karen could NOT die. “M-mom, are you sure?! Maybe...maybe it was just a mistake the doctor made!” I yelled, wiping my tear although more formed. They were angry tears, Karen was one of the nicest persons, this could not happen to her..to Maya. “Well that's why she's been absent these weeks, she wanted to get a second opinion. But the other 2 doctors had the same diagnosis.” My mom laid her head against the wheel. “Oh Nick! Maya! What will she do? What is she going to say? She doesn't deserve this! Karen doesn't deserve this! She's never done anything or anyone any harm!” My mom sobbed, I hugged her.


“Maya doesn't know yet? Why didn't Karen tell her?” I stuttered. Traitor tears kept falling down, I wiped them angrily. “No. Karen's been going to the doctor, getting informed and starting treatments. She can't bare to tell Maya, she loves her too much to inflict so much pain on her.” My mom saw my face and hugged me, I couldn't handle so much. “Nick you must promise not to tell Maya anything. Not until Karen wants to. I know it's not the best thing, but it's Karen's decision.” She told me, her face now serious. “Maya deserves to know mom!” I cried. “I know sweetie. She will, but we have to wait. I'm sorry for dropping this all on you but you're so close to Maya, closer than Joe and Kevin. She's going to need a shoulder, a best friend.” She explained, I nodded.


“Is Karen ok? She's not feeling too bad?” I got a tissue for my mom, her mascara all over her face. “She's doing fine. She's in the early stages so they're trying reflexology. Your father has been with Karen these past days, trying to calm her. She's only worried about Maya.” She said, tears falling again. “Why mom? Why Karen and Maya?” I sobbed, my mom patted my head. “I know it seems so unfair, but God has a reason for everything. You just have to believe everything will turn out just fine.” My mom sighed, she had said the same thing about my diabetes. “Can I stay with you tonight? I can't bare to go to the house and try to hide this from Maya. I need to control myself.” I said as I blew my nose.


“Of course dear. Do you want to get some coffee? I just realized we've been here for about an hour.” She smiled, it didn't reach her eyes though. “Yeah, I need something to drink. Throat's dry.” I mumbled as we looked for the nearest Starbucks. I looked out the window, imagining Maya's broken face when she found out. I don't think I could bare for her to have her heart mangled like that, but I would be there. There, to hold her when she needed to cry.

Nick's POV Ends



“Maya wake up.” I heard Selena whisper as she shook me gently. “We're here.” She smiled, I sat up a bit too quickly and my head started spinning. “Thank you for driving us.” I told the driver as we got out and went inside. “Well I'm hitting the hay. We can talk about what you said inside the car tomorrow morning.” Selena smiled as I rolled my eyes. “Sure, sure. Nite.” I waved as I went to the den and sat in a rocking chair. “Time to call you Karen.” I said to myself as I took my cellphone out and dialed her number. It ran 3 times before she answered. “Hello?” She was yawning, it was a bit late.


“Mom? Did I wake you?” I asked. “Nah sweetheart. I was just watching some late night show. What's wrong?” She coughed, actually it sounded more like a hack. “You ok? You sound sick.” I accused, I didn't need her sick otherwise I couldn't be mad. “No, not sick. I was drinking some soda, chocked because I was trying to speak.” She explained. “Oh ok. Well I need to ask you something Karen.” I snapped, emphasizing her name. “Uh-oh. Am I in trouble?” I could imagine the smile on her face. “Why didn't you tell me about Cathy?” I yelled, I couldn't hold my anger in anymore. “Ah, yes. Cathy.” She repeated, sounding so calm.


“How did you find out?” She asked, I was getting madder. “How did I find out?! How come you didn't tell me?” I screamed, standing up and pacing. “What did you tell her?” She asked curiously. “No. I told her to give my leads to Laurine.” I snapped, I heard her giggle. “Are you giggling?” I asked, getting angrier, angry tears forming. “See? There was no need to even tell you, you told Cathy no.” She laughed. “Ok I said no. But what if I would have known huh? Don't you think I would have said yes?!” I asked, wiping the stupid tears. “Of course not. You would have said no anyways.” She answered airily. “How do you know that Karen? Hmm? How do you know?” I asked, sitting on the couch.


“Easy. Because you wouldn't be able to leave Nicholas' side. You love him.” She stated simply, I froze. “I have to go to bed. I'll call you later.” I said annoyed. “Yeah, exactly. See? There was no need to even tell you sweetie. Sorry if you got mad.” She added. “Sure. Yeah, ok. Good night.” I whispered, then laughed. “Oh mom. I hate that I can't ever win against you.” I sighed, giving up being mad. “It's ok sweetie. I just know you too well. And stop calling me Karen! Makes me feel old.” She laughed. “Ok. Ok. Mom! Love you! Come back, why haven't you been around?” I asked curiously. “I wanted to take a break from teenagers, too many at that house. Ok sweetie, now I'm tired. I'll see you soon.” She sent me a kiss over the phone and hung up.


“Nicholas, what I wouldn't give up for you.” I whispered to myself as I smiled and decided to go to bed. I knocked on his door once we were in our hallway. “Nick?” I whispered, but no one answered. “Nick you here?” I asked, a little bit louder as I went in. “Guess not.” I told myself as I went in. His room was too tidy, such a neat freak. I walked around, seeing what he kept in his room. I spotted a recent picture of us in my backyard at a BBQ. We were both all dirty from playing baseball and trying to land safes by sliding on the ground. We were both hugging, our hands over our shoulder smiling for the camera. The blue and silver frame said Best Friends. I took it in my hands and sat o n his bed, new tears forming. “Doesn't matter, as long as you're happy.” I said as I stared at the picture, I closed my eyes and fell asleep hugging the frame.


Chapter 23
Running


    I woke up very tired and my fingers numb from still holding the frame, I blinked a couple of times to adjust to the light. The balcony sliding door was open to reveal a red yellow sun making it's way up into the sky. I rolled over to check my alarm clock, it was 6:00 in the morning. I sat up slowly and started stretching, then I noticed I was in my room. All these weeks I've been here I hardly took time to notice how amazing this room was. I barely used the vanity set, I usually was out all day in the living room or somewhere else, I hardly had time to relax and enjoy the room Nicholas had set up for me.


I smiled as I remembered the first day he told me this would be my room, how I had discovered the secret game room behind the shiny doorknob in the wall. I laughed as I remembered that once i discovered it I ran down the stairs and jumped on his back thanking him. I realized the door was a bit open, I hardly ever had time to go in, so it was usually closed. I walked over as I rubbed my eyes and yawned to see why it was open.


On the modern blue reclining love sofa Nick was snoring away, laid horizontally with his feet on the arm of the sofa. I figured he carried me to my room and ended up falling asleep here, the room was pretty chilly since the balcony looked over the pool and he looked a bit cold. I went back to my bed and dragged the blue comforter and threw it over him, he rolled back and forth until he fell deep into sleep again. I dragged myself to the bathroom as I grabbed a towel and a pair of shorts, underwear, a bra and a tank because i was too tired to look for an outfit at the moment.


After I came out of the shower and brushed my teeth I felt a little more alive, I turned on my mp3 and started listening to the shuffled songs in it. I went to my vanity set, sitting on the small silky cushions seat for the first time and looked at the mirror. I wasn't sure what I was looking for but I was searching, maybe for some hidden beauty that I could use to make the guy I loved to feel the same way? I slapped my forehead, I'm such an idiot sometimes. I put on my eyeliner and my my new Burt's Bees Lemon gloss, I got up and started looking for clothes.


I found a Silence & Noise Brushed Keyhole top and put it on, I loved the cocoa color it was, it felt earthy and warm. I found a pair of dark blue cut off denim shorts and put them on along with a pair of navy blue superga sneakers. I just let my hair dry on it's own as I sat on my bed and turned my TV on, I flipped to the music channel. I fixed my pillow until I was comfortable, then I heard someone groan, Nick was awake. “MORNING!” I yelled as he groaned some more and dragged himself to my bed, still covered in my blanket.


“Hey, you're awake.” He grunted, he gets very cranky when he wakes up. “Seems so. You sleep well in my couch?” I smiled as he yawned. “Yeah. Just hungry, what are you watching?” He asked as he made himself comfortable and laid his head against my shoulder, I went rigid. “Um...i think it's some music channel...i think a new video is premiering or something.” I answered, he was too close again. “Oh cool. I'll go get some red bulls from my room.” He grunted as he dragged my blanket along with him, I threw a pillow at his head but he was too tired to throw it back.


The people on TV started counting down from 5 to show the new video, I kept watching until it started. I closed my eyes trying to suppress a yawn, then I heard that voice. I probably shouldn't say this. But at times I get so scared. When I think about the previous, Relationship we shared . I turned the volume up and got closer to the TV, there she was, singing along with some girls she must have asked to be in the video. I heard Nick yell from his room, he must have seen it on his TV. The song dragged on, as well as Nick as he stormed in and threw me a sugar free Red Bull.


The seven things I hate about you. You're vain, your games. You're insecure. You love me, you like her. You made me laugh, you made me cry. I don't know which side to buy. Your friends they're jerks. When you act like them. Just know it hurts, I wanna be with the one I know. And the seventh thing I hate the most that you do...You make me love you. I stared at Nick, he looked very mad as the song kept listing stuff. Then when I thought it couldn't possibly get any worse, she held a dog tag in her hands as the song ended and whispered I Love You. “Psh. She better not be calling me a jerk.” I joked, hoping to calm down Nicholas a bit.


“You ok?” I asked as he drank, or should i say chugged down his Red Bull. “I'm fine. I don't care.” He shrugged and smiled to prove it. “Really? I mean, I would be a bit pissed if that was me she was referring to.” I admitted but he just punched my arm playfully. “There are things, that are more important than some silly grudge.” He explained, he eyed me quickly and then turned around. “Ok. Like what?” I asked curiously. “Stuff.” He answered as he folded my comforter and put it at the edge of the bed.


“What kind of stuff?” I continued, he got up and walked to the garbage pale and threw out his empty can. “Never mind. Well I have to go take a shower.” He said as he left, I felt like he was keeping something from me. I shrugged and went downstairs, it was already 7:40 and I was sure Selena was already up. “Hey you!” She grinned, she obviously hadn't forgotten my confession back in the car. “Hi. Did you see?” I asked as she turned on the TV and showed me another music channel playing it. “Yup, it's kind of catchy though. Damn her.” She joked, yeah I'll admit it was sort of catchy.


“So.......” She stretched out the word and smiled, I rolled my eyes. “Please don't start. It's too early.” I groaned. “Fine. For now.” She smiled as we went to the kitchen. “Did you talk to your mom?” She poured both of us a glass of milk, ew I hate milk. “Yeah. We're ok. No milk, just leave it. I'm sure Nick will drink it.” I told her as I poured my self a glass of water. “I don't like to drink anything that isn't water this early, well I drank a Red Bull so that makes me a hypocrite.” I babbled, I was still wondering what Nick was keeping from me.


“Ok..Well I'm going to go get a book I want to read, if you need me just text me.” She waved as she took her milk and went upstairs. Maybe Denise knew what was going on, I should call her. I went to the kitchen phone and picked it up. I was about to start dialing but I heard two voices talking, It was Nick and Denise.


Mom, I can't keep this from her! She's my best friend!

I know sweetheart, but I promised Karen I wouldn't say anything and you promised too.

Mom! Sooner or later she'll find out! I can't lie and say nothings wrong.

Nicholas, it isn't our secret to tell.

Mom! What if she gets worse?

Honey, she's in the early stages of Leukemia. There might be a chance it could be cured. She doesn't want to worry her if it gets cured.


Leukemia. I hung up the phone and ran to my room, I don't know where i was going but I started looking for my wallet. I had enough cash and one emergency credit card. I grabbed a sweater and my cell phone, I unplugged my mp3 now that it was fully charged and ran down the stairs. Leukemia. I started crying and kicking everything in my way. “Maya? What's wrong?” Emily asked, I shook my head and closed the door behind me. I kept running until I was on the shopping streets, filled with people.


Every now and then someone asked me if I was lost or hurt, I just told them no and kept walking. I finally found the train station on Empire Avenue. I quickly took out some cash and found the nearest window. “Hello. What Amtrak train would you like to take?” The middle aged woman asked with a smile. “The one to San Francisco.” I said, the first city listed on the list of trains leaving. “Alright. The train will leave in one hour. Will that be in cash or credit?” She asked, I handed her 64 dollars and she gave me my ticket. “Thank you, and have a safe trip.” She smiled as I nodded and sat on one of the benches against the brick walls.


Where was I going? I don't even know what I'm doing. All I knew was that my mom had lied to me, and she was ill. Why couldn't have she just told me? Is this why she hadn't been with me these past 2 weeks? The tears kept spilling, my mom might die. I felt cold, I threw my hoodie on and sat with my face buried in my knees. I kept glancing at my cell phone checking the time. 57 minutes left, and I could leave. I needed to be away where i could think properly, without anyone lying to me.


Nick's POV

After I had hung up with my mom I had called Karen. I really couldn't take keeping such a big thing from Maya. Karen had agreed for me to let Maya know, she said I would be able to help her go through with it since we were so close. She didn't deserve this, none of them did. “Maya?” I yelled, she wasn't in her room, in the living room, in the kitchen. “Hey Nick. What's up? Looking for Maya?” Selena guessed as she came down the stairs. “Yeah, have you seen her?” I asked impatiently, she needed to know now. “Yeah, we were in the kitchen. Then I left to finish reading a book. It looked like she was going to call her mom, she was picking up the phone when I left.” She explained as she walked to the kitchen to drop her glass in the sink.


“Nick? What's up” Emily asked as she gave me a peck on the lips. “I'm looking for Maya. Have you seen her?” I was scared, what if she had picked up the phone while I was talking to my mother? “Yes, I did. She didn't look too good, she was crying. I asked her if she was ok but she left.” Emily told me, I felt like I was going to be sick. “Did she tell you where she was going?” I yelled, Emily looked worried. “No. She just left. What's wrong?” She asked, I ran up the stairs. I found my credit card and my phone, I grabbed a sweater just in case I'd be out all night.


“Nick what's wrong? Where's Maya?” Selena asked, she looked really worried. “I don't know. I'm going to go find her. Call my mom and tell her, she'll tell you what's wrong. Call me if you hear from Maya. Ok?” She started trembling, scared like me. “Find her Nick!” She sobbed as she went to the phone and started dialing. I sprinted out the door, Thalia was outside. “Hey Nick! So ready for our sports decathlon?” She smiled. “Sorry. An emergency came up. I have to go, I'll see you later, hopefully.” I yelled behind me as I started running, the car was here which meant she must have run.


Once I got on the busy streets I started asking people if they had seen her, I gave descriptions. “She's this tall, she has straight hair, she had a brown top and jean shorts, some blue sneakers.” I told a lady who was working outside her shop. “Yes. I think I saw a girl like that. She was crying. I asked her if she was lost or hurt but she just kept crying I think she made a right on the next block.” The lady said. “Thank you so much!” I told her as I started running again. As I turned I saw the big train station, that must have been where she was headed. I had been looking for her for about 49 minutes.


I ran inside and went to the nearest window. “Hello welcome-” I cut her off. “Hi. I'm looking for a girl, she's..actually if I show you a picture it will be easier.” I said quickly as i took my cellphone out and looked through my pictures until I found one of hers. “Oh yes. She asked for a ticket to San Fransisco almost an hour ago.” She answered. “Thank goodness. Please tell me it hasn't left yet.” I begged, her face frowned. “It's leaving in 2 minutes. I don't know if you'll make it darling.” She grimaced, I threw my credit card at her and she printed out a ticket quickly.


“Good luck, boy.” She yelled as I ran to the tracks. I finally found track 4 and ran, the train was starting to move. “I'm sorry sir. You'll have to wait for the next train.” The man who checked the tickets explained. “You don't understand I have to get on that train.” I protested as I struggled to get through. “Sir. Please stop before i call security.” He said more firmly. “Maya!” I yelled, trying to kick my way towards the moving train.

Nick's POV Ends


Chapter 24
San Jose


Nick's POV

    I had to state that I was Nick Jonas at least 3 times and if that they didn't let me go I would sue the crap out of them before they put me down. “I'm sorry hun, you didn't make it huh?” The lady at the window said sympathetically. “No. What was she thinking?” I yelled as I punched the wall, big mistake. “Crap. Crap, crap, crap.” I whispered as my knuckles started killing me. “You ok? Son you need to calm down.” The lady said as she came out with a first aid kit as she tip toed to me. The skin on my knuckles was breaking, drops of blood starting to ooze out, my knuckles all dirty from tiny pieces of brick that chipped off the wall.


She took some disinfectant and rubbed it on them and placed some skin colored bandage on them. “Thank you ma'am.” I told her, trying to smile. She was back in side her booth as she called me over to her window. “This girl, is she running away?” She started typing away and clicking on her computer at the speed of light. “I don't know. She probably just wants to get away and think.” I mumbled, more to myself than to the lady. “Well is she ok? What happened?” She asked, I looked up a little annoyed she was asking so much.


“I'm sorry. None of my business, but I have a daughter so you can see where my worry comes from.” She explained as I nodded. “Thank you for caring. She's just found out her mom has cancer.” I explained as she frowned. “I'm so sorry. She must be feeling awful.” She added as she kept typing away. “Yeah. I feel horrible she had to find out by overhearing my mother and I talk about it.” I said, guilty in every syllable. “Ok. Well I think I might be able to help you find her. See after this train leaves, it makes very small stops at only a limited amount of places, one being San Jose.” She started telling me as she swiveled her computer in my direction to show me a map.


“Is there a way for me to catch her there?” I asked, seeing what she was saying. “Maybe. There's a train that leaves in 9 minutes, it stops at San Jose. The train your friend took is also making a long stop there, the train rests for about 20 minutes in San Jose and then continues directly to San Francisco. If you take this train and make it, you'll catch up with your friend.” She ended, I smiled. There was a chance i would catch up with Maya. “Here's your ticket. Don't worry about paying, you go get that girl” She smiled as she handed me a ticket. “Thank you so much!” I yelled as i shook her hand. “Don't sweat it. I just have one question.” A grin appeared on her face.


“Yeah?” I asked as I started looking for the track. “Is that girl, Maya, your girlfriend?” My eyebrows went up in surprise. “No. She's my best friend. Why?” I asked, a bit shocked.”'Never mind. Good luck!” She yelled as I spotted the train, I ran and got my ticket clicked as I got in. I sighed, only a couple of hours and I could see Maya, she was so going to get it for making me worry like this. I closed my eyes, I relaxed a little.

Nick's POV Ends


“Hello. Would you like the meal that comes with your ticket?” A petite woman with black hair in a bun asked me as she showed me the cart full of food. I raised my head a bit, I had been hiding my face between my legs, crying. “No thank you. I wouldn't mind a glass of water, cold please.” I tried to smile, she leaned in closer. “Miss. Are you alright? Do you feel ill?” She asked worriedly, I wiped my tears. “No. Just a bit stressed.” I answered as she handed me 2 cold water bottles and a package of sugar cookies. “You should eat, you look pale. If you need anything I'll be up front.” The lady said as she headed to the next row offering food.


The train ride to San Fran was 5 hours and 37 minutes. So far only a measly hour had gone by. I opened the package of cookies and started eating, I hadn't notice how hungry I was. I gulped my water bottle quickly, I probably looked like a ravenous hobo or something. The train was really classy, with it's wide and comfortable faux leather and what not. A tray for your food would pop out smoothly in the click of a button. I sighed, trying to calm down from attracting any attention. I looked around, every seat was filled, people in suits or in normal clothing, traveling somewhere far just like me.


I'm so stupid, actually I don't think stupid even begins to describe me. Instead of running away like an idiot I should have been looking for my mom. But then again, I had been too shocked to do anything sane. I really wanted to call someone, but my phone's battery was dead and the train didn't give it any bars. I wonder if anyone noticed I was not there, Nick was probably busy with his date with Thalia. Good, I think she deserves a chance and Emily should have some sort of competition. I wanted to call Denise and ask her what she thought of the dinner and who she wants to be eliminated. But I couldn't, what if they realized i was missing? I don't need company right now, especially lying-secret-keeping company.


I closed my eyes, hoping to relax and stop shaking, it only made it worse. I could see Nick's, Denise's and everyone else's faces, worried about my disappearing. Serves them right, for keeping something like this from me. Ha! That's me trying to be mad at a family of people who I could never be angry at. I just felt sad that they kept this from me, I should have been the first to know. I wanted to be angry only at my mom, but how could I be angry at her? She might die.... “No.” I told myself, trying to reassure myself. She can't die, she's too young. My mom deserves to live and be happy, she was going to survive dammit! I started to drift off, maybe some sleep would help.


We will be arriving in San Jose in 7 minutes. Please take this time to make sure you have your tickets and any luggage you are carrying. There are many restaurants, maybe get some food. There are also public phones and bathrooms. We will be resting here for 20 minutes, look around but please make sure you don't wander off too far. You don't want to miss your train, thank you that will be all.


I woke up quickly, the stupid speaker was right above my seat. I relaxed after that little heart attack I almost had. Everyone started getting up once the track was in view, I rather wait than be squished in a line. What's the difference? We're all getting off, no need to shove. Everyone started moving forwards as the doors slid open, they all pushed to get off, I just stood up and waited until everyone was off. Welcome to San Jose! The sign said, I looked around, the station was pretty cool looking. Maybe I should call Selena? No, she would tell everyone or might not even be aware that I was miles and miles away from Burbank.


My stomach growled, what time was it? It was already 1:54 according to the big clock hanging on a wall. All I had eaten this morning was a red bull and a glass of water, well all I drank. I decided since I was running away I might as well check out the things in this stop. I walked onto the gravel, it made loud crunchy sounds as I moved towards the shops. A couple of heads turned my way as I walked, I looked back to see who was staring at me. By the looks of it the guy was in his mid twenties, he was dressed in baggy jeans, and an opened plaid shirt. I guess he was trying to show off his almost but not quite toned body. He caught me looking at him and gave me a smile, it wasn't friendly though, it looked sinister and it creeped me out.


I walked a little faster, maybe San Jose wasn't as safe as it looked. My mind forgot about that creepy encounter once I smelled food, I walked a little faster trying to find the location of the smell. I saw a small restaurant called Corner of Italy, Italian food yum! I quickly ordered a chicken Parmesan and ate on the little table outside of it so I could keep my eye on the train, 15 minutes left.


Nick's POV

“Can't the train go any faster?!” I impatiently asked the lady going around giving peanuts and drinks. “Sir, I already told you we're going as fast as we can. Don't worry you'll get to San Jose on time.” She smiled politely as I bit my tongue so I wouldn't curse her out. There were 17 minutes left, if I didn't catch Maya, I would never see her again. Ok, so I'm over reacting, of course I would see her again. I would call Kevin and make him drive me all around San Francisco until we found her. What was her deal? She can't just run away like that! She has a family, and friends! Ok so if she didn't care about that what about her shows! What about those 2 leads she got?! Didn't she care at all? It was my fault, if I had just told her what was wrong with her mom maybe she wouldn't be doing this. It's still irresponsible, I reminded myself.


10 minutes left. I started noticing the train was slowing down. I ran to the front before anyone so I could get off first. When the doors open I sprinted faster than anytime I've ever ran, I saw the train. Thank the lord, now to look for her in there. I felt my eyes start to tear and I let them fall, I was truly scared of losing my best friend.

Nick's POV Ends


I was done with my food quickly, only 10 minutes left. I was sure using the bathroom wouldn't take too long, I looked for a sign with the ladies stick figure on it. Finally at the edge of the stations dark hallway I spotted the bathroom, I ran in and used it. I washed my hands with the smelly soap and automated faucet. As soon as I dried them with paper towels, shot them into the garbage bin like a basket ball, I went back outside. There was a wall separating the women's and men's bathrooms but the entrance was on the same wall, just different sides.


Once I was out I noticed a shadow leaning against the men's side, I pretended i didn't notice it was the same guy from when I was getting off the train. I started walking, then his voice froze me in my spot. “Hey darling, where are your parents?” He asked slyly, as if he didn't see me get off alone. “M-my parents?” I asked, trying to keep my voice calm but it cracked. “Yeah. Are you here alone?” He asked, he was moving in closer. His face looked all ruff from his stubble and his eyes looked dark, bags under them. “N-noo. My m-mom is waiting for me.” I stuttered, fuck! I was too scared to stay calm.


“Really?” He asked, inching closer. I tried to start moving away but he touched the side of my face with his dirty hand. “Don't touch m-me.” I stammered as my legs started to shake. “Don't be like that darling. I'm not gonna hurt ya.” He chuckled, his voice raised goosebumps on my arms. “I'll yell. I'll hurt you, just because I'm a girl doesn't mean I can't hit.” I warned, he just touched my face again. This time I took his hand and slapped it away. “A tough one huh? I like that. What's your name pretty girl?” He asked, I tried to walk again, I only got 2 feet away before he was in front of me. I could see the clock form far away, 6 minutes.


“I just wanna talk gorgeous. Won't you talk to me? We can have some fun.” He smiled, his teeth all yellow and messed up, I shook my head as the tears started forming from being so scared. “I don't want to hurt you, but I will if I have to.” I said louder, showing him I could scream. “Now you don't want to do that. Unless you want your pretty face all bloody.” He laughed, his eyes piercing. He started moving forwards which meant I would be stepping back into the darkness of the bathroom hallway. I tried to run by him, I was to scared and wasn't fast enough.


He grabbed my arm and I tried to jerk it out of his grip but he held it firm. “LET ME GO!” I cried, trying to yell but he placed his hand over my mouth. My eyes were bulging out as I screamed but his hand was placed tightly over my lips so no noise could escape. “I told you, I'm not gonna hurt ya ok? Just want to have some fun, now don't squirm or you'll get it.” He whispered into my ear, I felt more tears spill as I was scared out of my mind. I started praying in my mind as I tried to kick and punch but he was too strong. His face was close to my neck, he put his face against my collarbone. “You smell good. Some fancy perfume eh?” He chuckled as I begged him with my eyes to let me go.


I felt his hand go down towards my legs, crap. I was wearing shorts, I felt his cold hand against my thigh, I started trying to scream as hard as i could. Then I bit his hand, he let go for a second while I tried to scream but he quickly covered my mouth so nothing could be heard. “Honey, just calm down. It'll be over in a second.” He said as though he really cared, it scared me how he said all of this as though he's done it a million of times. His hand was moving up my leg, I cried hysterically, the tears blocking my sight, everything blurred so I couldn't see. I closed my eyes waiting for the worst, I couldn't do anything....


Chapter 25
You Bring Me Back Again

    I wanted to die, I don't think I could live after this, whatever he was going to do to me. I just stayed limp against the wall, my wrist killing me because he was holding on so tightly. Then his hand dropped from my leg quickly. He was on top of me, not the way I expected him to be. It was strange as though he was asleep or just trying to squish me to death. I looked at his face not so far from mine, I screamed because I thought he might do something but his eyes were closed. His grip on me loosened and he rolled over. I was breathing deeply as I tried to get up, pulling my shorts up because he had tried to pull them down.


I must have died..i must have hit my head, had a concussion and died. The reason for this conclusion was because there was an angelic face in front of me. Well this is better than having been...i couldn't bring myself to say the word raped...at least I died without breaking my promise. The angelic face a few feet away from me was panting, his face angry, eyes scorching with a disgusted look on his face. No, such a beautiful person shouldn't have that look. “Aren't angels supposed to be happy?” I asked as I hugged my chest from being cold and the non stop shaking.


“Maya? What the hell? Are you drunk?” His voice was so precious, it sounded really irritated. “You know my name?” I asked, feeling faint. “Maya? Did he get you high? Oh Maya!” The the angel hugged me, I embraced the heavenly creature and cried. “Heaven is good. You're so warm.” I stammered, my lips were quivering. “What?..Maya, you're not dead.” The angel laughed, his hands cupped my face but I trembled remembering this was what that man had done. “I'm sorry. Don't be scared. Maya, it's me Nicholas. Remember me?” He asked slowly, keeping his distance not to scare me. “N-nick?” I asked, rubbing my eyes to wipe the tears away and get a clearer view of my savior.


“It's me Maya. You're safe now.” He whispered, yes it was him. I ran to him and hugged him as tightly as I could. He hesitated, not sure if I was comfortable to have his hands around me. “I believe you, please hug me.” I cried, he embraced me tightly and kissed my head. “Don't. Ever. Run. Away. You'll. Make. Me. Commit. Suicide.” He stated fiercely as he placed his head inches form mine to emphasize he was dead serious. His eyes were full of so many emotions: anger, relief, sadness, fury, fear, happiness, and care.


“Nick. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to stress you.” I sobbed into his warm flannel shirt. “You're apologizing? Out of all things.” He lightly laughed, rubbing my back. “Let's go, he'll only be knocked out for a couple of minutes. We need to get a security guard to call the police.” Nick said as he looked at the man in disgust. I shivered as I took a glance at him too, Nick gave me a one arm hug and walked with me not letting me go. We found a cop, he looked shocked as he saw my face and hair all messy and me still shaking. Nick explained and the man asked him to take him to where he was, the guard asked him to leave me behind. “No. I won't let her out of my sight.” Nick responded as we walked back and the man was arrested.


The police came and they were asking Nick all the questions because I was still in shock. I was given some medicine to calm me down and an ice pack for the huge bruise on my wrist. “We've been looking for Jason Croomer for a long time. He's sexually assaulted many women. You should consider yourself lucky miss.” The cop told me as I nodded, more tears fell. “I'm sorry. I didn't mean to remind you...” The cop said as I started sobbing, I managed to tell him it wasn't his fault. “You should take your...the girl home. Is she with you?” The other cop asked, Nick nodded telling them I was his sister.


Nick walked me to the ticket window and bought two tickets to Burbank, the train would arrive in 10 minutes and would be going directly to Burbank; no stops. I wanted to talk, to tell Nick so many things, to beg for his forgiveness, to thank him, to tell him how much he meant to me, but the look on his face made me look down and close my eyes. We waited for the train in silence, once it was there I figured he would want to sit far away from me. He took my hand and helped me on, sitting me in the most comfortable looking seat and sitting across from me, it was 4:08. I silently looked out the window, I didn't want to force a conversation.


It was a 2 and a half ride back to sunny Burbank, a silent train ride with my best friend, with the guy I loved. “Say something dammit.” I heard Nick whisper, his eyes were still angry, he looked exhausted and pale. “I'm sorry. I understand if you hate me.” I mumbled, his eyes locked with mine, he looked horrified. “Forgive you? Maya, honestly!” He yelled, making me jump. Then he started laughing, it didn't reach his eyes but he laughed. “Why are you laughing?” I finally asked, all my tears dried and ending for now. “You think I'm mad at you?! Out of all people you think I hate you?” He asked, obviously shocked at my response.


“Who else? I'm the one who caused you all of these problems.” I answered. He shook his head in disbelief and buried his face in his hands, he looked like he was trying to calm himself. “You know why I'm furious?” He asked, straitening himself up and leaning closer. “Is it me?” I asked, he looked really serious. “Of course not. NEVER. I am furious at 2 people.” He told me, I sat up and leaned in to hear his soft and deadly voice. “Who?” I asked curiously. “Maya! ME! ME! GOD! Who ELSE? What if I didn't find you in time? What if I wasn't able to pull him off of you? What if I had never found out you had run away? It's all my fault! Don't you get it?! If I had just told you what was wrong you wouldn't have left. You'd be safe and sound back in the house.” He yelled quietly, his voicing cracking.


I didn't say anything, I couldn't say anything. I was left speechless, how could he blame himself for all of this. I didn't want to fall to pieces, I just wanted to sit and stare at him. It was astonishing how much he cared that he would blame himself. “The other person being that...Jason, not to call him all these other things that come to mind.” He was shaking from anger, his face looked pained. I wanted to tell him it was over, but just thinking about it made me break. I just kept silent, there wouldn't be words to describe how I felt and what he meant.


“Maya. Please say something. You're killing me here.” He begged as he raised my chin, then the tears fell. “I don't want a conversation. I just want to cry.” I said, a big lump in my throat. “Ok. You go on and cry.” He smiled, getting up and sitting next to me. He hugged me and comforted me, I just kept crying. “You know what?” He asked, I looked up at his face, it looked more calm and peaceful. “What?” I hiccuped. “You missed your train to San Francisco.” He laughed, I hid my face in his arms. “I'm tired.” I yawned. “Go to sleep, I'm here.” He whispered. “Ok. But you have to promise me something. You have to swear it Nicholas Jerry Jonas.” I said, looking dead serious at him. “Whatever you want. I swear.” He then looked like he regretted saying that. “You won't tell anyone, not a living soul about what...what almost happened, nothing about it. Swear it Nick.” I asked, he looked like I was causing him internal pain. “Fine. I swear. Now sleep.” He told me, I nodded and fell asleep.

--

When I woke up I was in my room. I looked at the clock, it was 11 pm. I got up quickly to see if my mom was here. “Get back in bed.” Nick smiled, he had brought out the blue recliner from my secret room and placed it in front of my bed. “Nick. This isn't necessary, go to sleep in your room. I'll be fine.” I scoffed, insulted. “Psh. So you can run away again? Never. Go back to sleep.” He told me, I sighed in resignation. “Good night Nick.” I mumbled as I fell asleep, I was scared though. What if I screamed in my sleep, or said his name? I sat up again, he rolled his eyes and came over. “What is it now Maya?” He asked, his arms folded looking bemused.


“I'm scared. What if I have nightmares, I don't want you having to listen.” I mumbled, embarrassed. “Yes. I thought about that, look.” He took out two skin colored earplugs and placed them securely in his ears. “Happy?” I nodded and rolled on my side trying to sleep. I did have nightmares, but they ended in a the most beautiful way possible, the face of an angel was the last thing that would appear before I woke up.

2 days later

It was 2 in the afternoon, I had forced Nick to get dressed in basketball shorts and a wife beater. “No Maya. I'm not leaving you alone.” Nick protested, I gave him a glare. “Nicholas Jerry Jonas. You go out there and have that date with Thalia.” I yelled, he covered my mouth, again I gasped as I had a flashback. “I'm so sorry Maya. But see? That's why I can't leave.” He told me as he squeezed my hand. I took a deep breath and looked him straight in the eye. “Nick. I have to move on, I need to get through this, I appreciate you wanting to help me but I also need to survive on my own. And You're only going to be out for a couple of hours, I'll be with Selena here.” I pointed out, he look defeated. “Fine. I'll be calling in to check up on you. Maya Giovanna Elizabeth, I want you to answer every time or I'll run over here. OK?” He asked sternly.


“Nick. I'll be here.” I confirmed, then I punched his arm really hard. “What was that?!” He asked rubbing the forming purple bruise. “Don't ever call me that.” I told him very serious, but he laughed and started leaving. “And it's not a date.” He added, this time it was my turn to laugh. “Not yet it isn't. But don't worry, it will be.” I smiled, I hadn't done that in a couple of days. As soon as he left I was by Selena, I had avoided her and her interrogations. But I decided it was time to talk to her, she must have been worried sick as well. I went in her room, as soon as she spotted me she hugged me. “Maya! Oh my goodness! Finally! I was so worried!” The she started crying, I laughed. “Why are you crying?” I asked incredulously.


“You scared me! And then Nick running off to look for you! I'm just glad you're back! Are you ok?” She quickly asked, I sat on her bed. “Yes. I was just trying to run away. But I'm back, because of Nick. He saves me more than he knows. He brings me back under the stars, I will never be able to thank him enough.” I ended, she looked at me like I was crazy. “Wow. Well...wait did you say you were running away?! MAYA!” She yelled, that was my cue to run out of her room and into the nearest bathroom. She let me get away, I'm sure she would corner me later.


I looked in the mirror, I felt disgusting. Although I didn't feel as repulsed as the first day, it was hard to adjust. I still had nightmares, but they got less clear and the thing, or should I say person, who took over was Nick. I was truly thankful for having a friend like him, and I decided to get used to that idea. I was just his friend, only his friend, and his truest friend. I could live with that after everything I had lived through. I owed him, he saved my life and I was in debt. If it meant giving my love up and focusing on only our friendship then I would do it. I wouldn't complain, I would forget all those thoughts I had about him and be happy. I know it would kill me to tear that love i had for him form my heart, but my love for him as a friend would grow.


I looked at myself one more time, happier at the person who looked back at me. I was crying, naturally. I was leaving behind a Maya who would always love Nicholas Jerry Jonas. I'd live though, after this experience I could handle anything, I presume. And i would hide it, although I was telling myself i would stop loving him I knew it wasn't true. I would just be hiding that love under other brotherly and friend loves and under other things happening in my crazy life. I wiped the tears and walked out of the bathroom. As soon as I walked out I was a different person, a new Maya, the Maya who would be by Nick's side to support him like before I even realized I had loved him.

Chapter 26
3 Days Left

Nick's POV

    I walked out of the house, I kept looking back. It was a bad idea to leave Maya alone. Ok. She wasn't alone but what if something happened to her? If she had a nervous breakdown, no one would be able to help her because only I knew that piece of information that we kept from everyone. My mom was practically going crazy when we arrived at the house. She saw Maya with her eyes closed in my arms and thought the worst. “Mom. Calm down, she's asleep.” I had hissed as she ran over with Kevin and Joe who had driven like mad men to get here.


“What happened? Why is she asleep? Is she hurt? Let me carry her, you're not strong enough.” Joe had snapped as I shook him away and had taken her upstairs. He was right, I wasn't strong enough. Not because she was heavy but because of all the exhaustion of the day. I had thought of putting her in my room and locking her up and shutting the windows so she wouldn't escape. I know it was a crazy thought but the idea of my best friend leaving and something happening to her was unbearable. I had decided to put her in her room, and I'd just stay guard the whole night. But then my mom ran up the stairs so I decided to tell them everything..well except for the part that Maya made me swear to keep a secret.


My mom had called Karen and was going to tell her but Kevin managed to convince her otherwise. That night was rough, it killed me. I had my own nightmares, I really hope Maya didn't hear me scream because I did, a couple of times. But I had turned on the stereo so no one would hear. That night was one of the longest I've ever endured, longer than the one when I found out I had Diabetes. I remember what got me through that, it was my family, Maya, Karen and the fans. But Maya was the one who actually saw me cry, in front of her I wasn't scared to.


So it's been 2 days since San Jose but I still feel like it was a couple of seconds ago. Maya is strong, stronger than I've ever given her credit for. But that doesn't mean I'm not scared to leave her behind, and go on this 'date'. I'd much rather be home and keeping an eye on her, I'm sure Selena will be like her shadow though. I laughed, poor Maya would be very pissed. My blackberry started ringing, it was Maya. “Hello.” I smiled, at least she called so I wouldn't worry. “Hello Nicholas. I called to make sure you won't run over here while I try to escape and run off to Portugal.” She was full of sarcasm, I rolled my eyes. “Something wrong?” I asked, why was she calling. “I want you to stop worrying. Please have fun with Thalia.” She pleaded. “I'll try.” I laughed, she hung up and I kept walking to the sports center where we were planning on meeting at.


I finally reached the place, she was waiting for me at the entrance. Thalia had her hair up in a clip wearing a green tank top under an open zip up sweater and black shorts with green converse. She looked really pretty, whoa! Did I just say that? “Hey Nick. I thought you might not come.” She smiled as she gave me a kiss on the cheek. “Why would you think that?” I asked, raising an eyebrow. “Well, I thought you might be scared. You know, since I'm pretty much stronger than you.” She flashed me a grin, she has perfect teeth. “Yeah, I'm sure.” I laughed sarcastically, I looked at my watch it was 11:23 and I wanted to get back to Maya as soon as possible.


“Let's do this, so I can show you who the best is.” I smiled as she rolled her eyes. We stepped onto the basketball court and we shot two pointers to see who would start the game. “Looks like I start.” She stated. “Beginners luck. I'm not going to hold back.” I warned her, I needed to blow off some steam and I could get pretty rough in sports. “Please don't. I'll be pretty rough, you might bleed.” She warned, I scoffed. “Psh. All right, just play.” She started dribbling. I tried blocking her, she was really fast but I managed to steal the ball. I started running towards my net but she ran in front of me and slammed the ball of out my hand running back to make a 3 pointer.


She had beat me by only 6 points, in my opinion she was just lucky. Now we were onto volleyball, I wasn't big on it but apparently she was. One of her many spikes hit my nose, blood started gushing out like mad. “Oh shit. Nick I am soooo sorry. Oh my god I'm so dead! The fans are going to kill me.” She stressed as she came over to me. I laughed, it didn't hurt too much, the blood was just spilling. “Don't worry. You did warn me. Hah- ow it hurts to laugh.” I said as my nose started killing me. “Come on, let's go to the bathroom. She held my arm as she lead me to the men's restroom.


She grabbed loads of wet paper towels and put them against my nose. “You're not going to pass out on me are you?” She asked, suppressing a laugh. “Nah. But I'm going to sue you, you injured a rock star you know. I think that's death penalty stuff right there.” I joked, she nudged me. “Sorry. I'm an animal sometimes.” she laughed, her hair was full of sweat, her face flushed from running around so much. “We should take a break. Want to grab a bite?” I asked, she nodded and handed me more paper towels.


I sat down with her by the hot dog stand as we ate. “You're kind of very competitive.” I told her, she laughed. “Yeah, I've been told. I'm like the only girl in gym that participates. My mom used to be on the track team and my dad went to college on a sports scholarship. I guess you can say it runs in the family.” She explained, I was impressed. Only Maya got that competitive, but not to the extreme where she broke my nose. “Do you want to catch a movie?” The words just spilled out before i could stop myself. “Um, sure. I'd like that.” She blushed, I blushed as well. “You know, I still beat you.” She grinned as I rolled my eyes, I put my arm around her waist as we walked to catch a bus.

Nick's POV Ends


6:57 pm


“Maya, he's not home yet. What if something happened to him?” Emily was now pacing back and forth, I really wanted to knock her out at the moment. “Chill. He told me he was going out with Thalia. They probably got caught up having fun.” I tried hold back my smile. She looked worried, she left and went upstairs. “Hey Maya.” Selena said, she's been on top of me the whole day. “Did Nick make you promise to not let me out of your sight?” I asked annoyed, I had no privacy these days. “Yeah, pretty much.” She sighed I rolled my eyes. “I'm not planning to run away you know. I'll behave, I swear.” I said in a little girls voice. My phone started ringing, it was my mother.


“It's my mom.” I told her, trying to smile but my face was not able to manage that. “Oh. Ok. I'll be upstairs.” She whispered as she quickly went up the spiral staircase and shut her door behind her. I decided to go to the instrument room, it was very private in there. “Hello?” My mom's voice asked. “Hey. How are ya?” I asked, trying to control my voice from breaking. “I'm good. You?” She whispered, I put my fist in my mouth to stop myself from yelling. After I could control myself and breathed deeply I finally spoke. “Great. So what's up?” I asked in a fake cheery voice.


“Maya...pleased don't try to be brave for me. I know it's hard.” My mom's voice quivered, I could imagine the tears on her face. “Mom, I don't want you to die.” I sobbed, I broke down. Wow I'm getting weak, I can't even hold back some tears for a couple of minutes. “Sweetie. I wish I could be there. You know? But I started treatment and they say it's not as bad as some cases.” She explained in a soothing voice. “Mom.” Was all I was able to say because I couldn't control the tears, I really wished Nick would get here. “Maya, I am not going to die. I am strong. Your only worries should be walking around with a bald mother.” She tried to joke, it helped a bit. “I don't care. I'll buy you a nice wig.” I cried, she chuckled as she asked me to calm down.


“Why didn't you tell me?” I asked as soon as I was able to regain composure. For a few minutes it was silent, she was taking her time. “First of all, because I didn't want you to panic. I didn't want you to do something crazy or run off.” She explained, I didn't dare bring up my planned trip to San Francisco. “Second of all, I thought maybe I could get cured and there would be no reason to tell you. I just didn't want to see you hurt or worried. But i know it was wrong, and I am deeply sorry for keeping this from you.” She apologized, I let the tears fall but didn't make them audible.


“I got to go honey, I shouldn't even have my cell phone on in here. But you know me, I love being a rebel.” She laughed, I couldn't help but join. “Oh mom, I miss you. Please take care. Wherever you are, I hope you visit soon. Don't worry even after the kemo you'll be as beautiful as ever.” I whispered, trying to stop myself from breaking into another hysteria of tears. “I miss you too honey. Alright, the doctor is coming. I'll call soon.” She hung up, I locked the door and curled up on the sofa. I think after a while I stopped crying and went to sleep, the nightmares always took over once my eyes were closed.


“MAYA?! OPEN UP!” I heard someone yell, I was barely waking up when I heard the door slam. I stood up quickly, and realized it was Nick. He had kicked the door down, he then sighed of relief. “Maya, what did I tell you? Please don't scare me like that! Why didn't you answer when I knocked on the door?!” He asked, giving me a quick hug. “I was asleep.” I answered simply, he laughed as we walked out. “What happened? Looks like you were crying.” He pointed out as he touched the dry tears on my face. Stop! Don't think about him like that. You promised! I told myself as he was so close to me, touching my face.


“What time is it?” He asked as we went into my room, at least wasn't guarding my door like last time. He agreed to sleep in his room as long as the windows stayed closed and my door was unlocked. “I think it's around 8. I thought you were only going to be a couple of minutes with Thalia.” I grinned, he turned bright red. “Yeah, well...you look tired. Good night.” He quickly answered as he went into his room. I grabbed a towel, it was time to take a shower and think about what would happen the next morning.


I woke up early, probably because the dreams got worse after my mother's phone call. I would find myself in a hallway and my mom would be walking away, I tried to catch up but Nick was also walking away, I was stuck trying to pull them both back before they were out of sight, when I reached my mom she was laying on the ground,dead and Nick never spoke as though he couldn't see me. That's when I would wake up sometimes screaming or sweating or both.


I stood up, It was time to try and go back to being happy or at least pretend to. I found my favorite pair of sweats because I didn't feel comfortable wearing denim shorts nowadays. I put on my superga sneakers, put on a blue tank and straightened my hair, my face seemed to regain it's usual color and I didn't feel as breakable as before. I went downstairs to find Selena watching TV with Emily. “Hey, where is everyone?” The house looked empty and Emily was sulking. “Oh. Well Brittney and Amy are gone.” She told me as she muted the TV for a minute.


“Who told them to leave?” I asked perplexed, I hadn't eliminated them yet. “Nick.” But it wasn't Selena talking, it was Emily and she looked angered. “Oh, well I guess that's ok. Speaking of Nick, where is he?” My hands on my hips wondering where he was. Usually he was the last one to wake up. “He went to get some breakfast...with her.” Again Emily answered, she left the room and once she reached her room she slammed the door. “Ouch.” Selena giggled as I plopped down next to her.


“Guess Emily doesn't like competition.” I laughed as we sat there, the TV on mute. “Maya?” Selena asked, I looked at her she looked a bit worried. “Yeah?” I replied, hopefully it didn't have to do with Nicholas. “I have some bad news.” She frowned. “What's wrong?” I asked, she sighed. “Well the writer's strike is over. So I'm heading back to keep shooting Wizards.” She explained. “Oh. Well that's great!” I said, even though I felt a bit mad she was leaving me. “I'm sorry. But I mean this is only going to take a couple more days right? Now it's only down to Emily and Thalia.” She added trying to cheer me up, not working. “Yeah. You're right, don't worry. I'm glad you get to go back to recording your show. Say hi to the cast for me.” I smiled, I hope I was acting good.


“You're mad aren't you?” She asked, guess I wasn't acting good enough. “No. I'm happy for you.” I smiled. “So when are you leaving?” I asked. “In 3 days.” She replied, great I was going to be alone for who knows how many more days. “Well, we're going to have to have a party before you leave.” I grinned, she gave me a hug. “Paul and I are a couple now.” She told me, I gasped. “No way! Wow congrats, he's a great guy, we've been friends since we were toddlers. He'll be a great boyfriend.” Now I was actually happy, at least she was having luck in her love life. “Yeah, he's amazing. He's super sweet.” She sighed.


“We'll you should invite him to the party of course. We should start planning and getting decorations.” I suggested, she nodded and went to get her pocket book. I took a pillow and screamed into it, I was going to go insane. This was not going to be fun, only 4 people in this house and I was sure Nick would want to spend time with me. I would need to keep away from him and let him spend most of his time with the girls. Too bad he would want to come to me for advice and I would want to push him away, could life get any harder? Yes, it could. I was jobless, motherless, and loveless. Maybe I could become a nun and move far away to some church where no one could visit you. Ok that's why Nick worries, I come up with the craziest plans.


“I'm ready. Paul is going to meet up with us at the party store. Do you mind?” She asked politely. “Of course not. The more the merrier, and I can't wait to embarrass both of yous.” I chuckled as she pouted. At least Selena wouldn't be all mushy with Paul, she followed the internal girl code that told you not to act like that when friends are around. “Wow, school time is around the corner huh? I might actually go back to school instead of using my usual tutor.” She told me as we walked out to the main street. “Really? Why?” She offered me a piece of gum and I took it; it was trident. “Well. I'd like to see Paul more often. He told me his mom is moving here to LA so maybe we could both go to school together.” She smiled.


“That's cute.” I answered as we walked down the shopping streets, the ones I had run by when I was trying to run away. “Paul! Over here!” Selena waved at Paul who was a block away, leaning against a pole. “Selena! Maya!” He bellowed as he ran to Selena and she ran to him, like in the movies you know? I closed my eyes trying to keep my mind on other things. I was day dreaming that it was Nick running to me and me running to him... “Maya! How are you?” Paul asked, bringing me back to reality. “Good. I see you and Selena are official.” I smiled as he returned a wider and happier smile as he kissed her on the cheek. “Yup. I'm crazy for her. So what about Nick? Has he found his girl yet?” He asked as we started walking. “I hope not.” I mumbled so only I could here it.


Chapter 27
Party Planning


    Selena, Paul and I walked to at least 3 party stores. We looked around trying find some cool stuff, but every time we stopped and grumbled because we didn't know what to buy. “I'm stumped. Maybe we're too old for party planning.” Paul shrugged as he kicked a piñata accidentally. “Paul.” Selena giggled as he shook his foot violently trying to free his sneaker from it. “You break, you buy.” A cashier grunted as he saw the piñata fly 5 feet as Paul finally freed his foot. “We know.” All three of us replied as we walked down the aisles of the party store.


“Maybe we should make a theme for the party. That way we will know what to buy so it'll match and stuff.” I said sheepishly. “Maya that's a great idea!” Selena jumped up and down. “Why didn't I think of that?” Paul wondered as we thought of some cool theme. “Because I'm brilliant.” I laughed as he rolled his eyes. “Hmm how about scary costumes?” Paul suggested as he tried on a rubber mask that resembled an alien with tentacles on it's face and it's huge orby eyes all oval and black. “Eww. No. It's not Halloween.” Selena laughed as she took his mask off and gave him a kiss.


“No PDA.” I coughed, trying to disguise what I said. “Oh. Sorry Maya. I forget sometimes.” Selena smiled as I grinned. “It's ok. Just no tongue.” I laughed as they turned red, making me laugh harder. “Hmm how about a masquerade ball theme?” She asked as she tried on a half a moon mask and waved a fairy wand. “Nah. Too cliché.” Paul and I replied. “How about Hawaii themed?” Paul asked he put on a coconut bra and the hula grass skirt. “Definitely not.” Selena laughed as I took a picture. We walked around until we reached the back of the store which had random items, things that could be used from Halloween parties to just plain old decorations.


“How about like a Disco theme? But also some singing and stuff? And we could find someone to perform.” I mumbled as I looked around, the big disco lights, mics, cool light up floor tiles, the nice round tables with matching chairs all lying around as though waiting for us. “MAYA THAT'S PERFECT!” Selena gave me a tight hug. “Great, that way we can leave soon. I'm starving.” I added as they laughed and we started picking out stuff that went with the theme. It was maybe 10 by the time we were paying, the old man didn't forget the piñata. “What are you doing?" the man asked when Paul ran back into the store after we were almost out the door. “Well if I'm paying for it, then I'm taking it.” He laughed as he stuck out his tongue and hurried out with his broken piñata.


We were crying from laughing so hard, Paul had a way to make you forget your problems. He was like Joseph, always joking around, trying to make you forget all the hurting inside. “So you girls hungry?” He eyed a brunch place called Citrus Pleasure. “Yup. I could eat a horse.” Selena answered. “I don't think I'll have enough for that. Maybe you should stick with eggs and stuff.” He teased as she gave him a playful shove. There were tables outside the fancy brunch place, couples, friends, business people all having conversations while eating out in the nice and breezy atmosphere. “Hello. Welcome to Citrus Pleasure. Would you like a table outside or inside?” The pretty tall hostess with red hair asked.


“Outside.” He answered as the girl guided us to the left side which still had a couple of tables empty, it was a bit crowded. “Your waiter will be here as soon as you are ready to order. When you are, just click the buzzer on the side of the table. Thank you and I hope you enjoy your meal.” She handed us the menus and walked away ready to help other customers. “Ooh. Fancy, they even have a buzzer.” I chuckled, as we looked at the different breakfast plates in the menu. We decided to all get three different plates, if we didn't like it we could always switch. When the waiter came and took our orders he walked inside and darted to the kitchen to get our orders out.


“Maya. Look who it is.” Selena whispered, I followed her gaze. We had the table outside that was against the polished wooden framed windows, where we clearly got a view of the table that was on the other side of us. Of course, guess who it was? No need to guess, I knew who it was as soon as Selena had whispered. I knew that the only person who I would always bump into was the one I was so hard trying to avoid. “Nick.” I mouthed as I spotted him eating while he talked to Thalia. I swallowed, I felt as though my throat was dry even though before looking I had taken a sip of water from my glass.


“Hey isn't that Nick?” Paul asked, squinting to the direction we were looking, to see if he was correct. “Hey it is. HEY NI-” But I stomped on his foot. “Let's leave him alone. He's on a date.” I answered, the last word came out a bit harder than the rest. It was quiet until our food came, it all smelled so good. The waiter also placed a basket of just made warm chocolate chip muffins on the side. “Thank you, but we didn't order these.” Selena smiled, even though like Paul and I, was drooling from the delicious smell. “Yes, I know. It's on the house.” He grinned at her for a while and then returned to waitering. Selena bit her lip from embarrassment and giggled. “I guess you have a fan.” I smiled as he looked her way and blushed.


“Yeah, isn't that great?” Paul asked sarcastically as he bit hard into the muffin as enormous crumbs fell down. “Paul.” Selena laughed. “You're not jealous are you?” She took a muffin too and ate it, she closed her eyes and sighed at how delicious they tasted. “Oh my goodness!” I exclaimed as I also took one, they were so good! All warm and soft from just coming out of the oven. The chocolate chips melting sweetly into your mouth. I must have attracted attention because some surrounding tables stared at us as though we were starving mad teens.


Then I felt it, a stare that broke through all my defenses. I turned around to face the window on my right side. There he was, staring at me curiously behind the window, standing so close to it his forehead was leaned against it. He smiled as he realized it was me, then he looked around and spotted his other friends and waved. I felt as though my heart was dropping down the highest roller coaster. Then he went back to his table and said something to Thalia, which I guess was that we were here. I felt worried stares on me now, it was Selena and Paul, mouths still full of muffin


“I'm fine.” I promised because I was sure even Paul realized what I felt towards Nicholas, it was only Nick who didn't realize it. “Ok.” He answered, believing me. That was the thing about Paul, he dropped the subject once he knew it was something you did not like to bring up. “How good are these muffins?” He took another one, I laughed since a minute ago he loathed them. “Not mad at the waiter anymore?” I teased as he threw a crumb at me but I caught it and popped it in my mouth. I quickly glance back to Nick's table, I sighed of relief as I saw him pay the bill. That meant they were leaving.


As they came out, holding hands I noticed, instead of going forwards they made a left turn. Crap. Crap, crap, crap. Why couldn't he just leave with her and go back home? It was pretty simple, really. We were all friends and any normal person would want to come over, I was just being stupid. “Hey everyone. Hope you're enjoying your breakfast. Can we sit down?” Nick smiled as him and Thalia stood over our table. Selena and Paul stole quick glances at me to see if I was refusing with my eyes. “Of course.” I laughed, as though the question was silly...and it was. Nick pulled two chairs from the nearest table and they sat down.


“So what brings you guys here?” Nick laughed at the coincidence as we all lightly grinned. “Food.” Paul chuckled as him and Nick smiled, I forgot how close those two were as well. “We could ask the same.” Selena replied smirking at Nick, who tried his hardest not to blush. “I thought some breakfast would be good, and I invited Thalia.” He answered simply, she looked a bit sad as he added her at the end casually. “Nick. It's a date.” I told him, trying to help Thalia. “Um, I guess.” Then he saw Thalia's disappointed eyes, he felt bad of course. “Yes, you're right Maya. It is a date.” He smiled, I could see him squeezing her hand to reassure her.


After he went back to talking to Paul and Selena, Thalia beamed at me and mouthed a thank you. I mouthed a welcome, I smiled even though it wasn't a real one. We finished our breakfast as the waiter came, yes! Another basket of muffins but they were wrapped. “Here's your receipt, the muffins on the house again.” He smiled, daring to give Selena a wink. “Thank you.” Paul smiled at the waiter as he put his arm around Selena's waist and kissed her head. The waiter looked stunned and dropped off the muffins as he walked away to another table. “Awh. Paul, you're so mean.” I smiled as we walked out stifling laughs as we went by the waiter.


Nick noticed the bags we were all carrying, they were so heavy that when we left the store Selena and I decided to help Paul. “What are those?” He grabbed Selena's and my bags and carried them. “Thanks. Nothing.” We answered together as we made sure he didn't peek. “Looks like party stuff.” He laughed as he pointed to the name on the bag; Gerard's Fiesta Needs. “Nothing gets by you.” I teased as he elbowed me and made me carry a bag. We finally all got home, the whole way I just looked at the ground because Nick had done nothing but stare at Thalia.


“Well I'm going to go leave this in the den, don't worry I won't peek.” Nick added as he left. “I think I'll go call my mom, I haven't called her in a while.” Thalia said as she left to her room. “I'm going to the instrument room.” I added, we were all trying to leave Selena and Paul alone. I sighed as I could still hear their mushy talk as I walked away. It sucked that I couldn't be fully happy for them, well I was but it was just a downer that the guy I loved lived under the same roof and was too into two other girls.


Ever since my return from San Jose I had been followed by Nick or Selena, but not into the instrument room. I had been down here for maybe hours these past days, it was like something I just had to do. I would lay down some chords, play the drums, the piano and then I would record it. I hadn't had time to put it all together, I think I had created a song, because i would always repeat the same words and the sound just went great with the lyrics. Today I was going to try it out, sing it while I played the guitar and just played the recording of the other beats together.


I took a deep breath as I grabbed the guitar pick and started playing, slowly along to the recording of the drums and piano while I played the guitar parts. Then I closed my eyes as I sang the part of the song i knew was ready and I wouldn't change.

You're the only one

I'd be with till the end.
When I come undone
You bring me back again.
Back under the stars,
Back into your arms.


That was the only part my voice was able to sing because I felt my throat close up and my vision was blurred by tears that I didn't want to fall. I just kept playing, no words able to come out, just the beautiful sound playing. Then I heard footsteps coming down, I quickly blinked the tears and cleaned them right off. “Maya? You down here?” I heard Thalia ask as she looked around until she spotted me, I turned off the recording and placed the guitar on it's stand. “Hey. What's up?” I smiled, a fake smile that so easily fooled everyone except my mother, Selena, and sometimes the boys.


“I was wondering if I could help decorate for the party. If you need help.” She told me, I nodded and thanked her. “Sure. We'll decorate in 2 days. Thanks.” I added as she smiled and left. After I was sure that I could handle being up with everyone else I darted up the stairs. “Hey! You're back.” Selena smiled, she was sitting in the couch since Paul had probably left. “So, I'm just going to be gone for like 3 hours. I need to pick up some scripts and talk quickly with the director.Sorry.” She grimaced. “Don't worry. I'll be fine, I think I can hide for those 3 hours without being spotted. I'll watch a movie.” I added as I looked through the TV cabinet that held tons of DVDs. “Ok. Here.” She handed me a basket. “Yay. The muffins.” I laughed.


As soon as I walked back from the main door after saying bye to Selena, someone was waiting for me in my room. I heard fingers drumming against a desk in my room as I went up the stairs. So much for being alone. “Hey Nick. What's up?” Not even bothering to confirm if it was him. “How did you know it was me?” Who else? It was always him, no matter where I hid. “Lucky guess.” I grinned. “Can we talk? Feels like we haven't talked in ages.” He added as he got up and sat with me on my bed. Maybe it's because you're so busy going on different dates everyday! Did you ever think of that? Yeah, like I would be that brave to yell that at him.


“I guess we've both been busy.” I shrugged, his eyes pierced mine as he tried to see what was wrong. “Are you ok? I mean...you know...since..” He couldn't end his sentence, I saw his fist clench. “I'm fine Nicholas. I guess still a bit shaky but I'm doing good. After the talk with my mom I feel loads better.” I lied, I still had the nightmares, I still missed my mom, my never to come musicals, just feeling friendship towards him, and simply him. “Good. I want you to get over this, I'm here you know.” He told me as he put his hand over mine, I quickly took mine out under from his. He looked shocked as though I had hit him.


“You don't have to be there Nick. Don't worry, I'm going to be fine. Ok? Maybe you should just worry on finding your girl.” I added casually, he took my hand again, this time harshly. “Maya, don't say that. Ever. I always will be there, got it? Not because I'm obliged, but because I want to. I'm sorry if I've been busy with you know..but I'm always here. Never doubt that.” He looked straight into my eyes, I wish he wouldn't because I was sure they wrote out I LOVE YOU. “OK Nick.” I answered trying to sound convincing. “So your musicals are coming up huh? I can't wait to see you! Kevin, Joe and I will be the ones screaming.” He laughed, I swallowed and smiled. If he only knew.


“Sorry. I probably sounded like a jerk. I know you care Nick.” Just not the way I wanted him to, but still I did care. “Want to watch a movie?” I flicked the DVD back and forth. “Sure. Let me go make some popcorn. Pop that sucker in.” He smiled as I laughed and put the DVD in. He was back in 4 minutes with two bags of popcorn, we sat on my bed as the credits started. When I had grabbed the DVD I had taken the first one that I saw, and that was a mistake. “A Walk To Remember? Since when do you watch romance movies?” Nick raised his eyebrow, I couldn't help remember the way he did it in the Burning Up music video. “Sorry. I grabbed the first thing in the cabinet. I'll go change it.” But he said to leave it.


We were on the cemetery part where Landon and Jamie were laying down watching the stars. I felt awkward beyond imagination, I was with my best friend watching a romance movie.. “Good movie.” I mumbled as I stuffed popcorn in my mouth. “Yup.” He replied, so I wasn't the only one feeling weird. I was growing tired, I had woken up so early and the lights were off, I felt my eyes start to droop. I was starting to doze off as I was leaning to to my right, then I felt something warm and firm which I laid my head against. Then I felt an arm around my shoulders, I opened my eyes realizing that I was leaning against Nick. “Sorry. Sleepy.” I mumbled. I was starting to raise my head but he gave my shoulders a squeeze. “It's ok. Sleep.” He told me as I snuggled against his arm, while I tried to watch the movie.


I couldn't sleep, I just laid my head against him while I shut my eyes; pretending. I know it was wrong, but it was just so right to me. “You asleep?” Nick whispered, I didn't answer. He laid me down as he turned the TV off, I felt my covers go over me. “Nite.” He whispered, I felt him kiss my forehead. “Nick?” I whispered, making believe it had woken me up. “Oh, sorry Maya. Just saying good night.” He smiled apologetically. “Nite. But it's 3 in the afternoon.” I giggled. “Get some sleep.” He ruffled my hair and left. I heard voices echoing in the hallway. “Hey Emily...” I heard Nick say, his voice sounded full of joy. Sleep...that's what I need.

--

I woke up at 9 in the morning, I had forced myself to sleep because i didn't want to wake up to Nick making out with one of the girls. I sneaked into the kitchen and tried to find some breakfast and sneak back up the stairs. I had missed dinner last night, I was sure Selena and Nick had come in and checked up if I had woken up but I faked it. I wasn't in the mood to see anyone, especially Nick. What happened to that promise I had made myself? The one that said I wouldn't think about him in that way? Maybe I wasn't trying hard enough. “Maya?” I heard Selena's voice ask as I was tip toeing up the stairs. “Morning.” I smiled, I went back down the stairs.


“You slept through dinner. And lunch.” She said as she handed me a plate full of breakfast. “Thanks. Yeah, I fell asleep.” I replied as I sat on a stool and ate. “So, we're going shopping today.” She stated. “Oh really?” I laughed. “Yup. We need dresses for the party tomorrow.” She smiled, but then she frowned. “I'm going to miss you Maya.” She cried, I chuckled. “Selena, it's ok. You're not moving to China. We'll still see each other.” I comforted her. “Yeah, I guess. Well let's spend today just you and me. Shopping for dresses.” She smiled as she went to the den and grabbed her pocket book. “Great. Just what I need, the two things I hate the most. Shopping and dresses.” I grunted as I ate my cereal and fruit.


Once I was done, I took a quick shower and put on jean shorts and a white t shirt. I dried my hair quickly and grabbed a pair of over sized purple sun glasses. This time I decided to go with flip flops and ran down the stairs, avoiding bumping into anyone. “Ready.” I grinned as I jumped the last couple of stairs. Of course we met Paul around the corner, I noticed someone was with him. “Hey girls. Look who I bumped into last night!” Paul grinned as someone jumped from behind him. “Ethan!” I yelled as I jumped onto his back. “Yo Maya! Hey Selena!” He waved as he heaved me right so I wouldn't fall.


“Hi Ethan. What brings you here?” She held Paul's hand as we walked, and I rode on Ethan's back. “Well I was auditioning for some stuff and I went out to grab a bite and I bumped into Paul. “Nice. Hey I have an idea!” I smiled, it felt great to spend time away from that house, as though a ton of bricks was lifted off my back. “What is it Miss Maya?” He asked, I pinched him playfully, I could hate that nick name so much some times. “Come to our party tomorrow.” I told him as we were finally on the busy shopping streets, people stared at me as they saw me on his back, I just waved at them, laughing. “Sure. What's the theme?” We reached our first stop, Lindsey's Designs. “It's a going away party for me.” Selena explained as we entered and started looking for dresses.


After 3 and a half hours we took a break and went off to get some lunch. “My treat.” Ethan smiled as he paid for our food, we decided to get some wendys. I could spot some people eying Selena, even though she was wearing glasses as well. “Maybe we should leave.” Paul suggested as we saw a crowd start to run our way. “That was close.” I laughed, still on Ethan's back as we ran around the corner. “Good thing we brought our fries.” Selena said as she gave one to Ethan and me. “Ok now we need shoes.” I said as we bought some California tourist hats that Paul paid for us. Apparently I was being recognized as well since some people in the crowd had yelled my name.


“Ethan!” I heard a guy's voice yell. “Kevin!” Ethan and I yelled, we ran (well I was on his back) to where Kevin's car was parked. “What are you doing here?” Ethan smiled as they gave each other man hugs. “Nothing. What's on your back, man?” Kevin asked because he had hit my head. “Oh, this.” Ethan laughed as he turned so I could face Kevin. “Maya! How are you?” He chuckled s I smiled from Ethan's back. “Good! What are you doing here K2?” He looked nervous. “Well... It was supposed to be a surprise but were going to stop by tomorrow, we were invited to the party.” Kevin winked at Selena. “Why didn't you tell me?” I asked her as she grinned. “It was a surprise. Duh!” We all laughed. “So are you shopping too?” I asked, then I saw someone come towards Kevin. “JOE!” We all yelled, he jumped startled. “Awh man. You guys made me drop my smoothie!” He whined.


“Joseph.” Ethan said, as he nodded his head curtly. “Ethan.” Joe muttered. For some crazy reason Joe did not like Ethan. “Well let's all shop.” I suggested worriedly, I was so sure they would start fighting. We all started walking down the street, luckily Joe and Kevin had brought their own disguises. “Wow. If we all get surrounded by fans, I'm sure we'll break the record for most celebrities spotted together.” Selena joked as we spotted a photographer looking around. “Let's go in here!” Kevin said excitedly as we spotted Sole Choice, an awesome shoe store. “Fine.” Joe grunted as we went inside. He held out the door, but his foot tripped Ethan. “Joe! I yelled as I rolled onto the floor. “My bad.” He sneered, Ethan got up with a death stare but helped me up. “Thanks.” I smiled as I walked. “Anytime. Still want a ride?” He grinned, I nodded as I took his hand and got back on.


Epilogue
Part 1

    I groaned as I got up, we had been shopping until it got dark last night and Joe said it was unwise for us to be out so late. I slammed the snooze button, it was 10:23 am. “Emily. Thalia!” I yelled as I got up and put on my slippers. After a few minutes the girls were standing in front of me, still yawning and rubbing their eyes. “Good morning.” I stifled a yawn, for the very first time in my life I was starving. “Hi Maya. Out late last night?” Thalia grinned as I nodded. Emily was just staring at Thalia as though she was something poisonous. “Yes. It was great. So I have some news for you girls.” I smiled as I saw their faces express worry. “Another challenge?” Emily snapped, I forgave her since it was early. “Nope. A Party.” I answered, their faces scrunched up trying to see if I was joking.


“Selena, is going back to work on Wizards Of Waverly Place. So today we're making a good bye party. It's going to be around 8 or 9. So you have all day to go and buy or look for a dress.” I advised them, they darted out of the room probably to grab their purses and run to the mall. I sighed as I got up, time to prepare for the party. I brushed my teeth, cleaned my face and brushed my hair putting it in a high ponytail. I went over to my balcony and slid the door open, letting the fresh breeze hit me. Today felt great, I hadn't had so much fun with my friends since forever, and yesterday had been a Nick free day. I felt guilty that I felt so good not being around him but at the same time a bit more stable.


I spotted Kevin and Joe sitting on the lawn chairs by the pool eating breakfast while trying to get tan. “Hey guys!” I waved from my balcony, the pool right under me, sending sparks of water up to tingle my legs. “Morning Maya! You have some room!” Kevin smiled as he drank his decaf coffee. “Yup. Joe what do you think of my room?” He drank his water and ate his dinosaur pancakes like there was no tomorrow. “It should be mine.” He answered with his mouth full of pancakes, I rolled my eyes. Today I felt so free and crazy, so reckless. I climbed on to my balcony's edge and sat on it, my legs swinging back and forth. “Maya! Get down!” Joe bellowed as he jumped out of his seat and stood below me at the corner of the pool edge.


“Whatever you say!” I giggled as I jumped and wrapped my arms around my legs securely as I fell into the pool. “Wooowooo!” I yelled as I felt myself getting nearer. I splashed into the water, sending waves rippling across the pool. I plunged down to the bottom, I swam back up and jumped up and inhaled the fresh air. “That was AWESOME!” I laughed as I swam to the end of the pool and pulled myself up. “Maya! Why would you do that? Is your brain working properly?!” Kevin yelled as he gave me his sweater and put it over my shoulders. “Yes, what's wrong with you?” Joe asked. “Nice!” He mumbled and we bumped our knuckles. “I was just trying to wake myself up.” I smiled as my teeth chattered.


“When did you guys get here?” I grabbed a towel from the outside cabinet. “A few minutes ago.” Joe answered as we went into the house, they sat in the den and watched TV, it was so predictable in this house. I jogged up the stairs to take a shower. As I got out I put on a pair of navy running shorts and a purple tank top matching my purple nike high tops. “So today's the party huh?” Kevin asked as I came down the stairs. “Si. Well you guys have fun today ok? I'll be setting up for the fiesta tonight.” I replied as I went on the treadmill and started jogging rapidly. After an hour the door bell rang. “I'll get it.” Joe beamed as he jumped over the couch and made his way to the door. “No! It's ok I mean. I'll get it.” I yelled as I jumped off the treadmill and beat him to the door.


I opened the door slightly, Joe right behind me. “Good morning Maya! Ready to get this party started?” Ethan grinned as he lifted the bags he had in his hands. “Totally, good morning to you too.” I laughed as he gave me a quick hug and came in. Joe was standing on the spot, fists clenched and bitting his tongue. It was scaring me how much loath was in his eyes as he glared at Ethan, who hadn't spotted him and went straight to Kevin. “Kevin my old friend. Fancy seeing you here.” Ethan grinned as Kevin stood up and they man hugged each other like yesterday. “I'm glad someone doesn't want to kill him with his gaze.” I snapped at Joe who quickly turned his head towards me and frowned. “I have my reasons.” He mumbled as he calmly walked to the treadmill and ran at max speed.


“So!” Ethan smiled, his hands placed on his hips and sighed. “This will take all day Maya. You up to the challenge or will you let a man handle this?” He teased as he squinted at me with a playful smile on his face. “Well...seeing as there are no men here. I think you and I will have to do the job.” I grinned as he chuckled at my come back. “Excuse me? I'm right here you know. Kevin Jonas the man!” Kevin answered as he showed me his biceps. “My apologies Kevin.” I bowed laughing. “I meant to say, no men who volunteered to do the job.” I replied as I grabbed some of the heavy bags Ethan had carried in, I worked out enough to be able to carry them easily. “Let's get to it.” I told Ethan as he nodded and took the rest of the bags I left him, which weren't many.


“Maybe we should help you too.” Joe's voice all of the sudden spoke. He had stopped running and was making his way towards us, eying Ethan the whole time. “No thanks. I think Ethan and I can handle it. Besides I asked Ethan because I want to hang with him and you guys should be relaxing for your upcoming tour.” I added as I glared long enough for him to go back to running. “Bye guys. Don't come into the room, I want it to be a surprise.” I added as we walked away and Kevin nodded as he told Joe to sit. Something made Joe tense when Ethan was around but I didn't care, he was my friend too and I wasn't going to let Joe get his way as always.


I had decided to make use of the rooms we never stepped into. There is a room that had caught my eye, it was cherry wood flooring, it was spacious and it had a part of the floor that was higher than the other, about 4 feet higher so it looked like a stage. The room was circular with a high ceiling that held 4 chandeliers separated around equally. The walls were a light peach color and had cloud shapes on the ceiling making it look even higher. The room could fit all of us easily, we only had to set it up. “Ok. So what do we do first?” Ethan asked as he whistled at the grandeur of the room. “Well I want to have the whole floor light up, I bought these glass tiles that light up.” I explained as I held one up, all the decorations were already placed in the room, ready to be set up. “Hmm. We'll need a white floor for this to work.” He pointed out as he placed it over the cherry wood, the floor was too dark to emit light from under glass.


“I know. That's why I bought loads of white tiles for the floor.” I smiled as I held boxes of white tiles, we had to move out all the bags out so we could start placing the tiles over the floor. “These fit together like a puzzle, you just have to place them firmly together, they have small indents where they lock together.” I said as I pointed to where they connected. “Ok. This room is huge! This will take all day!” He grimaced as he checked his watch. “Well then we better get to it.” I replied as he nodded and we started our grueling day. We'd been placing the tiles for an hour now and we were both tired, sweaty and annoyed. “Maya. You're not doing it right.” Ethan snapped as I chipped the end of a tile. “Maybe if you stopped shaking it so much I wouldn't have messed it up.” I snapped back, we both took deep breaths and calmed down.


“Finally!” I sighed happily as after 2 hours the room's cherry wood floor was fully covered with white tiles. “High five!” Ethan grinned as we high fived and took a quick break. “Water?” He asked as I nodded, he threw me a water bottle from one of the bags. “What's next?” he asked after he had finished his water from one gulp. “Now we place the lights, then the glass tiles go over it.” I said as I took out a bunch of mats of lights that were to be placed to cover the whole room's floor. It was easier because we just had to lay the mats around, then we placed the glass floor over it, they fit like puzzles as well. I clicked the remote that came with the floor and in a click of a button the floor was lighting up with bright neon colors.


“It's 3:02. Want some lunch?” We left the room and headed for the kitchen. “Sure. You have a bathroom?” Ethan asked as we reached the kitchen entrance. “Yeah. Go down the hall make a left and it should be the first door on your right.” I explained as he nodded and headed in that direction. I walked towards the sink and turned the faucet on, I took some water and poured it on my face to cool off. “If you're thirsty, you could always take a glass of water you know.” A voice teased as I turned around, my face dripping with water. “Oh..hey Nick.” I tried to sound as cheery as possible. “Hey. So where have you been? If I didn't know you any better I would think you're avoiding me.” He smiled as he went to the fridge and grabbed a sugar free Red Bull.


“Haha...good one Nicholas.” I tried to laugh but if I did it probably would have sounded suspicious. “Well I'm just going to grab some fruit and some cold cuts and I'm out.” I half smiled, he was just standing in front of me not saying anything. “.....ok....well see you later.” I told him as I started walking out of the kitchen with some apples and 2 sandwiches. “Wait!” Nick yelled, I scrunched my face in agony, why couldn't I just leave. “Yes?” I asked as I turned to face him. Ho looked at me as though not knowing what to do or say, he looked helpless. “Nick what's wrong?” I asked, placing the food on the counter and going over to him. “I'm so confused. It's hard!” He mumbled as he put his face in his hands and groaned. He was wearing white skinny jeans with a yellow polo and sneakers, his hair still damp from his shower.


“What's confusing you Nick. If you don't tell me I can't help you.” I explained in a quiet voice. He looked up at me and hugged me. For a minute I let it overwhelm me and hugged him so forcefully to tell him I felt the same way, to show him I was confused to. “Nick tell me.” My voice now pleading to hear those words come out. “It's...I don't know how to say it.” He bit his lip and gave me a pained face. “Just spit it out, I'm always here.” I reminded him and he gave me a small smile and nodded. “It's just that I'm not sure who I like. I mean Emily and I were so steady and all but then Thalia...she's so different and I like spending time with her...” He paused trying to find the right words to continue his dilemma. For the millionth time, my heart shattered.


I couldn't answer him, I was too busy trying not to cry and scream. My face was blank, I was too busy telling my heart to stop aching. It was useless because I was aching, aching for him. My heart felt like he was just stabbing it with a shards of glass, I couldn't take anymore pain. This time I didn't cry, I was ready for it because no matter what I did, no matter what I dreamed, no matter how hard I wished, he would never love me. “So what do you want me to do?” I answered back, my voice a bit harsh. “Oh, well I don't know. You usually know what to do or say.” He answered glumly. “Well what do you need?” I snapped as I bit hard into my apple. “I was wondering if you could help me out, you know? Some advice, your advice always helps.” He smiled as he put his hand on my shoulder. “Please Maya.” He smiled, his brown eyes sparkling.


“Ready to get back to work Maya?” Ethan had finally come back, I turned and nodded. “Definitely.” I answered, I shrugged Nick's hand off and got the food from the counter. “What are you doing here Ethan?” Nick asked, the same furious look Joe had. “I'm here to help set up for the party. I was also invited.” He explained, he returned the glare Nick was giving him. “Well we're off.” I tugged Ethan's hand, trying to get out of the kitchen as fast as I could. “Maya, I need your help.” Nick spoke as we started walking away. “Sorry. I'm busy. I guess you'll have to figure it out on your own.” I replied as we walked away. For the very first time I turned Nick down, I didn't help him like I always did. It hurt me but at the same time I would only be hurting myself if I did help.


Ethan and I walked back to the room and ate our cold cuts while discussing what to set up next. We decided next we would set up the tables, we had 8 small round black oak tables. Ethan carefully brought them in and I started placing them cautiously and evenly in the room. Then I helped him bring in the matching cushioned chairs. Each round table held 2 chairs, three if you could fit them in tightly. There was the table space and we also made sure we had enough space for a dance floor, we separated the room in half so there would be enough space. “Here are the table cloths.” Ethan said as he threw me a bag full of deep burgundy colored tablecloths. “I'll put up the banners while you cover the tables. Sounds good?” He asked as he got the We'll Miss You and Have Fun banners unrolled. “Sounds good.” I smiled as I smoothed out the table cloth as i placed it evenly on the table.


“Done!” He said as he got off a ladder after hanging the banners, I was finishing setting up the table that would hold the food along with the trays and bowls on the right side of the room. “Same. Woo woo! Anything else?” I sat down exhausted. “Probably. But let's take a break. It's already 5:47! Wow time goes by quickly.” He gasped as he checked his watch. “Yeah. I'll go get us some punch.” I suggested as I skipped to the kitchen. I quickly stopped making noise as I saw a figure resting his head against the cold marble counter. I sighed, I felt so guilty that I hadn't help at all so I walked over. “Hi.” I half smiled as he looked up to see me, his face cheered up and he smiled.


“Maya! Hey, what's up?” He asked, if I didn't know any better i would have thought he had been crying. “Nothing, taking another break. You?” I pulled a stool and sat next to him. “Nothing. Just thinking.” He shrugged as he laid his head down again, guilt was taking over me quickly. “I'm so sorry I wasn't any help. I'm here now. What's up?” I asked as i ruffled his hair. “It's ok. I know you have better things than helping me, I mean you do that everyday. Don't worry I'll figure it out.” He grimaced at me, I frowned. “I'm sorry Nick. I was being a bitch. I really want to help.” I answered, now I was sure i did want to help. I couldn't stand seeing the guy I loved so much so hurt and upset, he was my best friend and I couldn't just leave him like that.


“Well it's just that I'm not sure who I like more. I mean there's only two girls now. I've been hanging out with Emily basically since the start but now Thalia is in the picture. I'm not sure who I love.” He ended as he ran his fingers through his hair. “Oh wow.” I said, swallowing. “Love? Are you sure?” I gulped as I also ran my fingers through my hair. “Well not exactly. That's the problem. I'm not sure which one I love.” He explained, I took a deep breath before i answered. “Well who do you see yourself with?” I asked, he scrunched up his nose while trying to think. “I don't know. Maybe this party will help me figure it out. Maybe if I kiss them both I'll know.” He sighed, I felt my blood boiling inside. “YES! KISS THEM BOTH! THAT'S SO LOGICAL!” I yelled in sarcasm, throwing my hands in the air and getting up.


“Maya what'd I say?” Nick asked, grabbing my elbow trying to hold me back. “Nothing. I have to go. See you at the party.” I laughed with disgust as I left, then I felt like an idiot. I walked back onto the kitchen grabbing two cups and the pitcher of punch. So much for making that dramatic exit, I just stared straight ahead and went back to the party room. I knew I had tears streaming down my face but I was carrying the cups and the stupid punch pitcher. I placed them down on the food table and wiped my eyes. “Hey you're back, I was dying of thirst...Maya what's wrong?” Ethan asked, coming towards me, his face puzzled at my crying. “Nothing. I'm just being stupid.” I sniffed as i took the napkin he gave me and cleaned my eyes.


“Nick?” He took me into his arms and stroked my hair. “Ugh. Does everyone know?” I scoffed as he softly chuckled. “I just knew. You guys were just too close. I knew one of you would fall for each other.” Ethan said as I hugged my friend tightly. “Maya! What are you doing?” I heard someone yell from the door. “Joe?” Ethan let me go and I turned to see Joe at the door, furious. “Nothing. Why?” I asked, his nostrils were flaring and his fists clenched again. “Can I talk to you, privately.” He added as Ethan went back to setting up and I walked out. “What is it?” I asked as we were out of earshot. “What were you doing with him?!” Joe asked angrily, I looked incredulously at him. “Nothing! I was just feeling bad and he was comforting me!” I snapped at him.


“Well, don't get too close to him. Alright?” He said, but i shook my head. “If you're not going to tell me why you don't like him then don't ask me to stay away from him. He's been my friend almost as long as you. I trust him.” I told him angrily as I started walking back. “Fine. But wait, that's not why I went over there.” Joe added, I sighed, my hair flying lazily over my face. “Nick told me you kind of went crazy on him. You ok?” He asked, me went back to being my older brother and the hate towards Ethan vanished. “Joe.” I whined as I gave him a hug. “I'm just tired of this. Of having to help him find his 'love' when I'm here, stupidly in love with him.” I sighed as he patted my head. “I know. But if you're not going to tell him how you feel then help him.” He replied, I knew he was right.


I walked over to the kitchen, Nick was still there. It looked like hadn't moved since i left. “Hi.” I whispered, hoping he was asleep. His head raised, this time I was sure he had been crying, great more guilt over me. “You're talking to me?” His finger pointed at his chest. “Are you being sarcastic?” A smile appearing on my face. “No. I just thought you were mad at me, you kinda walked out on me.” He frowned. “Yeah. I know. I'm really really sorry Nick. You don't deserve that.” I said earnestly. “Ok, are you being sarcastic?” He asked, I laughed. “No. I was being really bitchy before and I guess I took it out on you.” I answered, he shook his head and gave me a hug. “You could never be a bitch.” He smiled.


“Ok. So how can I help?” Turning my stool to face him. “I think today could be the day I choose which one.” He mumbled, I froze up. “You mean like choose 'the one'?” My heart starting to beat faster. “Yeah. Maybe the party will help me find the right girl. I'm sure today will be the night.” He shrugged, I squeezed his hand. “Alright then. Let's start to get ready the party is in 2 hours. I still have to make sure the caterers are coming.” I explained as we got up and headed our separate ways. Tonight would be the last chance I would have to win Nick's heart. But I couldn't just tell him, the girls had fought so hard to get all the way here and if I just ruined it? Did they deserve for me to maybe ruin their chances? But what if what I said made no difference? What if he didn't care? What if he never spoke to me again?


Today I had woken up, reckless. I had jumped off a balcony, I walked out on my friend. What if I continued that tonight? Maybe I could be reckless one last time, maybe that would give me the strength to let Nick finally know how I felt. But could I take rejection again? Could I take him choosing one of the girls over me? I walked into the party room, Ethan had finished everything already. “I have a feeling tonight is going to be unforgettable.” Ethan smiled as he fixed the balloon archway. “Yeah, maybe.” I replied as I stared at the stage. He had placed the mics and speakers perfectly on the circular stage. “Well, we're done. Let's go get ready.” I suggested as we turned off the light and left the room. “I'll see you later.” Ethan waved as he gave me a hug and left. I walked up the stairs to my room, tonight would be the last time I might be entering it. I walked in, took one last look at my dress which was on a hanging on the back of my door. “Reckless..” I muttered as I smiled, tonight maybe I would be in the arms of the guy of my dreams. My best friend.


Part 2


    As I came out of the shower in my towel wrap, I felt my insides squirm. Maybe this wasn't such a good idea, I was starting to chicken out. I hand dried my hair with my towel and clipped it up. “Time for make up.” I told myself as I sat in front of my vanity mirror and opened one of the mini drawers. It held the little make up I actually owned: my usual eyeliner, chap stick, lip gloss, a never used mascara, never used eyeshadow and never even opened blush. “Better get to work.” I mumbled as I applied the mascara, I was pretty sure it belonged to my mom because I don't recall buying it. I then applied my eyeliner with ease and my lip gloss. “You don't need blush, you're face has that natural pink tone on it's cheeks.” A voice said from my door.


“Denise?” I screamed as I saw her smiling at me, her arms spread open. “Sweetie, it's so good to see you.” She hugged me as I hugged back and sobbed a bit. “Honey, what's the matter?” She asked, totally shocked. “I'm just so happy you're here!” I wiped my eyes before the mascara would run. “Me too. Selena invited the whole family.” Denise explained as she spotted my dress, her eyes widening. “Is it too much?” I asked, biting my nails; a nervous habit. “No. Not at all. It's just you hate this color. But it's beautiful. Trying t catch someone's eye?” She smiled, that all knowing smile Nicholas inherited from her. “No.” I lied, badly I might add. “Ok. Well let me tell you, heads will turn tonight. Want me to help you get ready?” She grabbed a brush and started combing my hair. “Please. I'll need all the help I can get.” I sighed, if Denise was here, all would be good.


Once Denise had styled my hair, and I had applied another coat of lip gloss, I was ready to get into my dress. I had a mischievous smile on, the reason I had picked this dress was so unlike me. This was way out of my comfort zone, try a continent away from it. First of all, it was a bright blinding magenta, spaghetti straps and not something you would EVER find me wearing. Next I put on the sure-to-kill-me high heels, they were a platinum silver. I wobbled as I walked to my mirror, and I staggered as I reached it. I held on to the side of the chair I had been siting on to keep my balance. “I'm...” I couldn't finish the sentence.


“You're hot. Maya, I wouldn't be surprised if Nick forgot those two girls existed. Your beauty just tripled, I'm sure even he'll notice. Otherwise, it's time to knock some sense into that boy.” She grinned as she gave my hair one last brush. “I was going to say I look like a neon take out sign. But I like your compliment better.” I blushed as I tucked my hair behind my ears, but it just kept swinging to the front. “I'll be down stairs with Paul and Frankie, he's dying to see you.” She added as I stared at her wildly. “You're going to let me walk down those stairs by myself? Where there might be on lookers?” I asked, still wobbling, which had nothing to do with my balance. Denise chuckled as she walked out of my room, crap.


I looked at my alarm clock, 20 minutes till the party. I was pacing back and forth in my room, for two reasons. One, I was practicing so I wouldn't fall when I was at the party. Two, because I wasn't sure I wanted to be reckless and go on with my plan. I took a deep breath, like right before I had jumped off that balcony and closed my eyes. “It's now or never.” I stammered, my legs shaking as I walked out of my room. I kept wobbling until I reached the staircase, I gripped the rail as though gripping to dear life itself. I started walking down slowly, with every step gaining more strength and confidence. Maybe it wasn't confidence, it could just be mere recklessness, after all that was what had made me do a lot of things today.


I could hear voices in the living room, which was only feet away from the bottom of the staircase, where I had just arrived. “Crap. Can't let anyone see me.” I whispered, then I started crawling. The many couches covered my path, out of anyone's sight. I could make out Denise's figure on the arm of a sofa where Paul must have been sitting on. I crawled faster as i heard the squeals of sofa springs as someone sat up. I quickly darted into the nearest room, which happened to be the instrument room. I sighed as I heard no foot steps follow me, I got up and rubbed my knees. “Ouch.” I whined as I felt one of them irritate me. “Who's there?” A voice asked, I looked around to find Joe strumming a guitar.


“Joe?” I walked over, feeling taller than usual but breakable. “Maya? Is that you?” He asked, eyes popping out of his sockets and squinting to make sure it was me. “It ain't the easter bunny.” I laughed as he joined in and giving me a twirl. “Wow, has anyone seen you? Kevin's going to freak! He'll try to put a poncho over you or something.” He teased as I imagined Kevin chasing me, trying to get a poncho over my head. “Not yet. I thought I'd go all out for Selena's party. What do you think?” He put his his index finger on his chin, so dramatic. “You look amazing. Nick will flip!” He added excitedly, running towards the door. “Nooo!” I yelled as I dragged him back. “Maya! What's wrong?” He asked as he brushed his navy blue tux jacket from the creases I had formed on it.


“I don't know if I want him to see me, like this.” I added, flustered as I pointed to my dress. “Why not. He'll leave those girls and beg you to consider him as a boyfriend!” He grinned as his eyes filled with joy at the thought of Nick and I together. “Exactly! Those girls fought so hard just to catch his attention. Besides, what if he doesn't see me like that? What if i look like plain old Maya to him?” I grumbled, facing the obvious flaw in my plan. If Nick didn't feel the same way I did, then there was no point to my confession. If I told Nick I was in love with him and he told me he didn't feel the same way, my heart would shatter for the last time. “Maya? You still here?” Joe waved his hand in front of my face. “Yeah. I'm just nervous.” I gulped as he patted my back, giggling at my new found shyness.


“Nick said tonight might be the night he figures out who the girl he loves is.” I explained, as he sat next to me. “Like love love? But how can he know that? He's 15 for crying out loud!” Joe argued. “So am I, but I know I love him. He's so old for his age, he will know.” I said, defeated. “Well, what if it's you? Don't give up.” He begged, raising my lowered face and smiling at me. “I know he loves you. He just doesn't know it.” He added, I gave a watery laugh. “Well that's the problem, isn't it? He doesn't know it.” I grimaced, 13 minutes till the party. “Tell him.” He sighed as he placed the guitar on it's stand and walked out of the room, leaving me alone. Again, I took deep breaths and I was ready to tell him.


I started getting up, someone was opening the door. “Maya? Are you in there?” A girls voice asked, I thanked god it wasn't a boy. “Thalia? Yeah, I'm down here.” I answered as I sat back down, I heard heels walking down the mini staircase and Thalia came into view. She looked beautiful, she had an orangy dress that was a halter, that ruffled at the legs. Her dress had horizontal stripes that glittered gold, her hair in a pony tail with that puff in the front. “Wow! You look great!” I complimented, my voice cracking. How could I ever compare? “Me? Look at you! Wow I am so jealous right now!” She giggled as she looked at my dress. “I especially love the necklace.” She smiled as I touched my simple gold necklace. “I love your earrings.” I replied back, I felt like some ugly bug next to her.


“Thanks. I just came down to talk to you, I knew I'd find you here.” She explained as she took Joe's seat next to me. “Well, here I am. What's up?” I asked, fidgeting my fingers. “Well I wanted to thank you. Thank you for helping me, if it wasn't for you Nick would have never seen me. If it wasn't for you, he'd probably still only think of Emily. But thanks to you I think Nick might feel the same way I feel about him.” She grinned, her face full of joy, the kind I felt when I looked at him. “Really?” I stuttered, the guilt pouring over me, my legs ready to give out. “Yes.” She nodded, her eyes shining. “How do you feel about him?” I asked, agonizing at the answer i knew she would give me. “I love him, Maya. I don't think I'll ever feel this way about a guy. I know it's love. It's something I never thought I'd feel until I was older, but I feel it.” She explained, I nodded. Of course I knew what it felt like, I was feeling it myself.


“Wow.” Was all I was able to say, I bit my tongue to stop myself from blurting anything out. “You know, yesterday was my birthday?” She told me sheepishly. “Really? I am so sorry I didn't know.” I apologized, glad at the changed of subject. “It's ok. I didn't want to make a fuss about it, but I do have a birthday wish.” She smiled, she was so sincere and sweet. How could I even think of pushing her out of my way to get to Nick? “Oh, what is it?” I asked, faking the calm expression plastered on my face. “Well actually, I was hoping you could make it happen.” She added, I was confused. “You want me to grant you a wish?” I asked, totally puzzled. “Yes, it's very easy.” She added, I shrugged. “If I can make it happen, then I promise to do it.” I grinned as her smile became wider.


“Thank you! I want you to sing that song you wrote. Tonight, at the party.” She explained, my face frowned instantaneously. “What?....Why?” I stammered. “You sounded so good! And I loved the song. Could you please? You promised.” Thalia pouted, my eyes starting to water, but I looked up making the tears disappeared. “It's kind of...private.” I mumbled, biting my nails. “Oh. Ok, well I'll see you at the party.” She replied but I could hear the disappointment in her voice. “It's ok. I can do it. I'll see you there.” I sighed after a couple of minutes, looking at her, my lying smile at it's full potential. “Thank you! Thank you for everything.” She hugged me, and she quickly went up the stairs. 6 minutes until the party.


I grabbed the guitar gently, making sure I didn't hit it against anything. On my way I grabbed the small piano where I had recorded the drumming and the piano parts. It felt like I was walking towards my demise, a slow and dreadful march. I reached the party room, everyone seated at their tables talking away. Everyone was too busy laughing and catching up to see me sneak by and drop off the instruments on the side of the stage. After I put them down I looked around, the room was amazing! It lighted up so much, the floors blinking different colors, the disco ball I'm guessing Ethan set up, blinking white lights on my dress. “Maya!” Someone yelled, I shut my eyes. I opened them seeing Selena run to me and smirked at me. I was sure people were staring at me, I was getting so paranoid.


“Selena, you look gorgeous.” I smiled as I spotted her amazing black dress with splattered colors of purple, yellow and pink. “Pshh. Girl, look at you!” She laughed as she twirled me, I really wish people stopped doing that. “Everyone is staring at you!” She giggled, it was true, it wasn't paranoia, everyone was staring at me. Ethan was making his was way to wards us, wearing a black tux jacket and a pair of dark jeans with black patent leather shoes. “Maya! You look breath taking.” He smiled as he took my hand and kissed it. “Ethan. Smooth as always.” I grinned as I complimented his outfit. He could probably wear a dish rag and make it work. “Love the hair.” I added, he had spiked his hair making it more unbelievable. “Would you care to sit with me?” He asked, Selena wiggled her eyebrows at me encouragingly.


“Sure.” I sighed, the caterers fixing up the food on the tables, the waiters ready to serve. I saw everyone sitting, their eyes all on me. Denise and Paul sitting in the back, Joe and Emily sitting a few feet away from them, Selena's Paul awaiting for Selena to return, Frankie sitting at another table with one of his small friends. Thalia sitting in one of the front tables, across from Kevin. I guess they were trying to get some last minute advice. Ethan walked me over to the table he had chosen for us, it seemed more decorated and comfortable. I knew that Nick was missing, he would have been the first I spotted.


“I can't stop telling you how great you look.” Ethan grinned as I blushed, I kept looking around hoping to spot Nicholas. “Thanks.” I replied, then it was 9. I heard shrills and excited giggles grow louder. “Oh yeah. I invited some friends, well so did Selena.” He added as a lot of familiar faces came through the door. “We're going to need more tables.” I muttered as I saw people like Demi, Danielle, David Henrie, Jake T Austin, Chelsea Staub, Madison Pettis and other friends come in. “Doubt it. We're all probably going to be dancing.” He chuckled as I saw Frankie call over Madison and they quickly hugged and started playing. “Yeah.” I agreed, then I saw Nick come in. He looked so scared, nervous, excited, so many emotions playing on his face.


Nick was wearing an opened up black tux jacket, a light blue dress shirt underneath it with his cuffs rolled up. Of course his signature tight skinny jeans, with a dark blue tie and his expensive Dior patent leather shoes. I quickly glanced away, trying to get my mind off of how handsome he looked. “Music! Play some music!” I told Ethan desperately, music would be the only thing to get him off my mind. “Sure. I'll go tell the DJ.” Ethan winked as he got up and went to a corner of the room. Sure enough there was a DJ, he nodded as Ethan whispered something to him. Then the room started thumping, I felt the music on me, as though it was coming from inside me. The speakers were right next to our table.


It got pretty loud, I heard everyone scream of excitement as they made their way to the dance floor. “Maya?!” I heard Nick yell, I could tell his voice among everyone else's. “Want to dance?” Ethan asked, his hand stretched out. I saw Nick coming over, I quickly darted up. “Yes. Let's go.” I smiled as I ran with him to the dance floor. As we started dancing to Forever by Chris Brown, everyone dancing around me complimented my dress. “I'm surprised you wanted to dance.” Ethan grinned as we danced closely, everyone was dancing so together that me and Ethan were pushed even closer. “Yeah, me too.” I laughed as he did the robot. “So...” He whispered. “So...” I answered, we were so pushed together we could whisper and hear each other the roaring music.


“Nick seems to be enjoying himself.” Ethan noted, looking over my shoulder. I turned around and saw Nick laughing as he tried to dance with Emily, she seemed as though she won the lottery. “I'm glad.” I gulped, Ethan noticed. “It's ok to be upset Maya. It's natural.” He told me in a soothing voice. “But I don't want to be upset.” I stammered, tears falling. “I want to be happy for him.” I kept going, Ethan took out a tissue from his pocket. “I thought I'd need these if I was going to hang out with you.” He joked as he wiped my eyes. “Really? Why?” I asked as I took his LG Shine (a cell phone that can be used as a mirror) he gave me and made sure my mascara didn't smear. “Because. After all tonight he's going to find the one. I'm sure you're not in a very party mood.” He sympathized. “How do you know about that?” I snapped. “Joe. He's been telling everyone, I overheard.” He explained.


“Great.” I said angrily, the song ended and we went back to our seats while everyone else kept on dancing. The lights bounced off everyone's dresses and tuxes, the disco ball's lights twirling around on the tablecloths. “We did a good job huh?” He grinned as I nodded, my mother's talent must have come out somehow and helped me. “Excuse me, can I borrow Maya for a second?” Denise, appearing out of no where asked as she smiled at Ethan. “Of course.” He replied, getting up and pulling my chair. “I'll be right back.” I waved as Denise grabbed my hand, trying not to lose me through the crowd. “Paul wants to see you.” She explained as we wove our way until we reached her table. “Maya! Sweet heart, you look beautiful.” He said as he gave me a hug and twirled me, I was ok with him doing it, he was family. “Thank you Paul. I'm glad you guys came.” I told him earnestly, feeling better with them around. The Jonases had a way of making you feel worry free and loved, something I was needing right now.


It was too late to run, Kevin was coming from one side of the room and Nick from the other; I was surrounded. I just stood there and groaned as they came closer. “Honey calm down. You're shaking.” Denise whispered as I covered my face with my hands. “Maya! I couldn't believe it when I saw you!” Nick grinned as he came over and took me by the hips and twirled me, Denise and Paul smirked at each other. She laid her hand and head against Paul's shoulder and watched us, Paul grinning with glee. “Yeah, pretty unbelievable.” I shrugged as he put me down, Kevin coming closer mouth wide opened. “Maya! Is that you!” He bellowed, as I groaned and Nick chuckled. “I wish people would stop reacting like that. It's like I was some ugly duckling and now I'm normal looking.” I grumbled. “No, not an ugly duckling. Just never so girly. We're all just blown away by how pretty you look.” Nick told me, I looked up at him. His eyes his usual chocolate brown, shimmering more than ever because of the lights.


“You think I look pretty?” I asked, dumbfounded. “Duh. Everyone does, Emily was just saying how...” But I couldn't hear the rest, hearing their names just caused me more internal pain. “I have to go. I haven't said hi to Frankie yet.” I mumbled as I walked away, Denise frowning as I left. I looked around until I saw Frankie and his friends sitting at their table eating. “Frankie!” I yelled as I carefully ran in my heels. “MAYA!!!!!!!!” He shrieked as he saw me, I was so glad to see this boy. “Frankie, how are you? Did you miss me? How's school? Who are your friends? Is that your girlfriend?” I asked all in one breath, he giggled. “Calm down. I'm ecstatic. I missed you a lot. School is regular. That's Anthony and Madison. No she's not my girlfriend.” He answered coolly, trying to impress his friends. “That's great! I've missed you!” I told him as I knelt down and squeezed him. “Me too. I'm glad Nick is done with this thing. He's going to choose the one or whatever it is right? And then we can hang out?” He asked, sad that I've been gone for so long.


“Yes. Frankie, then we can hang out.” I repeated as I ruffled his hair. It was weird how I didn't notice how much I missed him until I finally saw him. It wasn't just him I missed, I missed spending my days at home when I babysat him while the guys were off at some dinner. It was my home I missed, I was sick of this mansion. “Well I'll let you get back to your friends. She's cute.” I teased as I gave him a wink. “Maya!!” He whined as I left and he stuck his tongue out, classic Frankie. I went over to Ethan who was talking to Selena and Paul (not to be mistaken with Mr. Jonas). “Back.” I smiled as Selena and Paul pulled chairs and sat with us. “Looking good Maya.” Paul winked as She nodded and I blushed a crimson red. We started talking about what her new episodes would be and how Paul and her wouldn't be goin got the same school but would visit each other a lot.


The DJ put slower music on as the waiters served the food, carrying large silver platters with ease. Selena and Paul bade goodbye as they walked to their table leaving Ethan and I eating alone. We didn't say much, but he listened intently at what I said and advised me on what to do. “You either have to fight for what you want, or lose it. You know?” He spoke after a while as he took a bite of his food. “I know. Joseph said the same thing.” I replied. “Well then, that's something him and I finally agree on.” He half smiled, even he realized at how Joe looked at him. “Why don't you like Joe?” I asked as I took a sip of my drink. “I don't dislike Joe.” He answered, I looked at him carefully until I realized he was telling the truth. “Ok. Well then why does he hate you?” I asked as the waiters took the empty plates and the DJ started putting on quicker music. “You'd have to ask him, I'm not a mind reader.” he grinned as we went to the dance floor.


Nick's POV

It was frustrating, trying to pick the love of your life during so much commotion. I was sure this was only supposed to be a small gathering but somehow it ended up being a huge wild party. I had danced with Emily, she was so fun to be with as she did the latest dance moves and I tried to follow. She enjoyed talking to all my friends, feeling happy as I introduced her and they complimented her dress or how beautiful she looked. I hadn't kissed her yet, I didn't want my parents seeing me, it was enough with Joe and Kevin being here but my parents? “Nick, come on! Let's dance.” Chelsea giggled as I joined her, she was so bubbly I couldn't say no. “So, I hear you're looking for the one huh?” She asked as we did the cha cha slide. “What?! Who told you that?” I asked, tripping as I tried to slide to the right.


“Oh, everyone knows.” She shrugged as we cha cha-ed real smooth. “Great. Well who do you like more?” I asked, I valued my friend's opinions. “I haven't met this Thalia yet. I think I'll go find her.” She added as she left. I spotted Ethan and Maya walking towards where everyone was dancing, it was pretty empty where i was so he led her this way. “Nick!” Maya laughed as she joined the dance with Ethan, who nodded at me as a greeting. I nodded curtly and went back to Maya, she was shining beyond everyone here. “What's up?” I asked as the song ended and everyone clapped. “I have something to tell you.” She smiled, she was quivering and fidgeting. “You ok?” I placed my hand on her shoulder. “I'm fine. Just drank loads of coke.” She replied, I laughed lightly, she got very hyper when she did since she rarely drank it.


“Ok. So what do you want to tell me?” Encouraging her to continue. “Well...it's complicated.” She started, I couldn't hear much now that a new song was playing. “I'm....reckless...but I have to...you..” Was all I was able to make out. “Maya, I can't hear you. Speak louder!” I yelled over the blaring music, the DJ was playing Shake It. She looked mortified at the fact of having to repeat what she had just mumbled. “Nick! Maya! Hi.” Thalia smiled, my mouth dropped. She looked...was there a word for how amazing she looked? “Thalia. You look...” I felt myself blush, something that occurred rarely. “Out of this world.” I said breathless as she turned bright red, making her more beautiful.

Nick's POV Ends



“I'll let you two dance.” I said louder, my throat aching me. “Wait, what were you saying?” Nick asked as he turned his attention from Thalia to me, but kept glancing at her as though she would vanish. “Not. Important.” I was able to reply, Ethan already having his arm around my shoulder, veering me towards our table. “It's ok. Just hold on, we're almost there.” He whispered in my ear, I nodded. “Ok. It's ok, let it out.” He sighed as I started sobbing into his arms. It looked like he was holding me, that was the plan so people wouldn't notice I was crying. “I'm sorry. I'm getting your jacket all wet.” I sniffed as he patted my head. “Don't worry. I can take it off.” I just hugged him, he was my support at the moment. I held on and sobbed for a while, he wouldn't judge me. “Maya? I'll take it from here Ethan.” A firm and dead serious voice said, it was Joe. “When Maya tells me to let go I will, otherwise I'm staying with her, Jonas.” He had a sharper edge as he called Joe by his sir name.


“It's ok Ethan. I'll go with him. Thank you.” I said as I gave him a kiss on the cheek and went off with Joe who shrouded my face from view. We reached the living room, and I pulled as hard as I could from his grip. “Maya?” he asked confused. “Stop. I can't stand you at the moment.” I stammered, he was being so vile to the only person who was standing by my side. “It's ok. I'll take it from here.” Kevin appeared, a sympathize look on his face. “Stop treating me like I'm a parcel or something.” I yelled, mad at everyone, at everything, at myself. “Go Joe. I'll be with her.” He said more firmly and Joe retreated back to the party. “I'm sorry about Joe being a jerk to Ethan. I'm sorry about Nick, I'm sorry you have to go through this.” Kevin sighed as I looked up, he was the first to say those words. I hugged him, him always being the one to put himself in your place and feel your pain.


“You're a mess. Let's go upstairs and get you cleaned up.” He offered as I followed suit up the stairs. We reached my room and he opened the door for me as we went in, I sat in front of my vanity mirror. He let a low whistle at the grandeur of my room, I was so used to it I barely realized it's beauty. “Nick had it set up for me.” I stated as I cleaned my face and started applying mascara again, followed by my eyeliner. “It's amazing.” He replied as I applied my lip gloss and got up. “Time to go back down.” I sighed as we walked back down to the party. “You'll be ok?” He asked, Denise waving to him asking what was wrong. “Yeah, I'll be fine. Thank you for understanding and not speaking about it.” I smiled as he nodded. “If that was me, I'd want everyone to shut up about it.” He left and went over to Denise who looked worried as she saw me walk away.


“Excuse me everyone, sorry to stop the music for a sec. But a lovely young lady wants to make a speech or somethin'” The DJ spoke into the microphone. Thalia gracefully climbed onto the stage and the spot light was on her, I heard people gasp at her beauty. “Hi everyone. I'm Thalia, and I have a surprise performance for you. She's an amazing person, I'm sure you all know that and she has a wonderful voice. Please put you hands together for Maya!” She smiled as I squinted my eyes, the spot light had found me and was blinding me. A few people around me moved me towards the stage, where I was helped up by the DJ. Thalia gently pushed me to the middle and handed me the microphone as she got off and joined Nick's side, he held her waist.


It was silent for a minute, while I tried to remember why I was here. I looked around and spotted the guitar and piano, I knew what I was supposed to do. Everyone cheered as the saw me up there, Woots and Go Mayas filled the room. I placed the microphone on it's stand and spotted Ethan for reassurance. “You can do it Maya!” He yelled, it lifted my spirits up. “Well, hi everyone. Um..i promised my friend I would sing this song for her. I wrote it a couple of days ago. I want to dedicate it to..” My voice starting to betray me by fading. “..all the girls who are in love, and I want to wish my best friend Selena a great time as she goes back to filming her series.” I added as I heard louder cheers. Selena's eyes were watering as she smiled at me, Denise in the back with Paul she was just plain old crying. “ This song is called Fall To Pieces. Hope you guys like it.” I mumbled as I tuned the guitar and played the recorded beat on the piano. Maybe if I stared at him long enough he would realized this was HIS song. Maybe not.


I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through

Make it through the fall
Make it through it all


As I started singing and playing everyone started going off in couples and slow dancing to it. The spot light was no longer on me, it was on Nick and Thalia. Good, I didn't want it on me once i started to bawl like a baby.

And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you


He held her so tenderly, as she laid her head against is shoulder her eyes closed and she smiled. They were dancing so swiftly, every eye on them. Every eye except the Jonases, Selena, and Ethan. I couldn't keep my eyes off of him, this was his song and I had written it about him. It would kill me to have to tear my eyes off the guy I loved.


You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms


I played my guitar, because I knew it was mine. I knew it belonged to me because I could feel it play flawlessly along as I sang. I saw Frankie by Denise, probably asking her why she was crying. Joe and Kevin staring at me, crushed. Emily, she was the only one I was sure was feeling my pain. She was seated on her cushioned chair, her legs in her arms and her chin rested against her knees as she watched them.


And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you


The chorus kept me strong, because I didn't want to fall to pieces. I just wanted to let everything out, everything that was buried inside of me, everything he didn't know. Selena was standing right in front of me, looking like a child since i was up higher than she was, Paul by her side squeezing her hand and nodding at me, showing me he was also there for me. There was no need for words, their mere presence was good enough to keep me going.


Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means

Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything


It was beautiful in a way, a painful way to me. How great they looked together, both very beautiful and great people. I knew I was happy for him, it was just buried deep under all of this emotional and physical pain I was feeling. I closed my eyes trying to remember the words, I was feeling light headed but I would go on.


And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it


Everyone dancing was nothing compared to Thalia and Nick, she had finally raised her head and stared at Nick. His smile was something I would never forget. It was brighter, bigger, and filled with more feeling than any I had ever seen, than any that he had ever given me. I had now gone numb so I had no feeling of the soreness, swelling and pain my heels were causing me, I had a bigger pain shrouding any other thing.


And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you


It's almost over I told myself, only a couple more verses and I could run out of here, maybe take a quick trip to San Francisco. No, I couldn't inflict pain on Nicholas like I had last time, because I knew it had killed him to almost see me hurt. And this time, I knew I had more things to keep me here and keep me stable. I had my mother, who I was praying for every night. I had Frankie, who I had promised to be with. Denise and Paul, who would come over as soon as I needed them. Kevin and Joe, my brothers, my supporters, my friends. Selena and Paul, the couple who I would do anything to make sure that nothing could break them apart. I knew even though she'd be far, I'd be able to stay in touch easily. Finally Ethan, who had showed me how much he had changed and how he could be a supportive and caring friend.


I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm in love with you


I finished, my lip trembling as I saw Nick kiss Thalia. I knew, that he knew that she was the one. He didn't even have to kiss Emily to know it, I think he had known all along but it had taken my song to clear his mind. Their kiss lasted for so long, maybe minutes, hours, days. I couldn't tell the difference, all I knew was that I had not been reckless. Why? Because that wasn't who I was, I could never try to get what I wanted if I knew it would hurt someone, in this case two someones. I heard deafening cheers and applauses, I expected them to be for Nick and Thalia. But everyone's face was on me, whistling loudly and chanting my name. I was taken back, I was shocked and startled that the attention was on me. Selena came on the stage and hugged me tighter than ever, I couldn't breathe, but I hadn't been able to breath since their kiss so it made no difference if my lungs were being squashed even more.


“That was beautiful. Spectacular.” She cried, I was frozen on the spot as I saw Nick glance my way. The whole time I had stared at him, hoping he would somehow turn his gaze towards me and realize I was singing to him. But the whole time his eyes were directed on Thalia, probably confessing his love to her. “Give it up for Maya! Show her some love!” The DJ yelled as he took his place back. The noise got out of control as I heard everyone chant my name once more and clap until I had to cover my ears. Now the tears were ready to come out and never stop and my heart was ready to beat it's last beats. I just had to wait a bit longer, my mind all on Ethan who would be waiting for me, ready with his arms outstretched.


But Ethan was far away, too far to reach without a tear spilling through the crowd that was around me. I was surrounded by friends who were congratulating me on the performance, others complimenting me on how amazing I looked, and the rest telling me things I couldn't hear. I had lost Selena in the crowd, but a person I did see was the person I was trying to keep my eyes off. I started running backwards, hoping to lose him in the crowd. Two minutes later his hand was on my arm trying to keep a hold of me while the crowd danced to Misery Business, one of Selena's favorite songs. I had found a way out of the crowd and into a small corner of the room, but the hand was still on me. There were no people here, it was the the desert table, no one was in the mood to eat when they could be dancing.


“Hi.” Nick grinned, his face lit up with joy and his eyes sparking like 2 many faced diamonds. I waved, it was stupid but I could not speak. My throat was burning and ready to kill me with pain as soon as I started speaking. He was full of sweat, drips of it on the ends of his curls which were plastered to his face. His cheeks swept with hues of red from the heat, the happiness and the embarrassment. “Wow, that song. It was great! I can't believe you didn't let me hear it before! Thalia was swept away by it.” He continued, I simply nodded. “Very deep. Guess what?” His eyes shining even more as he was about to let me know the news that would crush my heart and my soul.


I just raised my eyebrows and shrugged, explaining that I didn't know what it was. “Well. I kissed Thalia! It's her, she's definitely the one. I could feel it, and I love her. I love her and I asked her to be my girlfriend.” He sighed, placing his hands behind his back, closing his eyes and smiling. “Can you believe how corny I sound, I don't think I've ever talked about a girl like this.” He chuckled as I faked a smile, grabbing the table trying to keep myself from trembling. “Well? Aren't you going to say anything?” He grinned as he stared into my eyes, I looked away to the nearest thing that could keep my eyes off of him; a pitcher of water that was not far away.


“Oh, I see. You lost your voice, yeah that happens to me sometimes.” He commented as I nodded, he went over to get me a glass of water. I could see Denise who was staring at the two of us intently, trying to see if I had told him. Nicholas came back with a glass of water and handed it to me, I wasn't able to take it from him. “You ok Maya?” He took my hands and put the glass in my grasp. I nodded as I took a gulp of water, the iciness spreading through my body. “Maya! You're ice cold! Do you feel ok? Maybe we should call a doctor!” He said quickly as he touched my forehead and his eyes filled with terror at how cold I felt to him. That was strange, because I felt as though I was boiling hot and as though the sun was directly over me, ready to burn me to pieces.


“Well, if you're sure you're ok...” He spoke, I grinned trying to show him I was fine and that he was just overreacting. “Maya, thank you. You supported me since the beginning, you stood by me when my mom yelled and complained. I don't think God could have blessed me with a better friend, a better sister.” He told me, very seriously. “Nick....stop...” I was able to whisper, my throat inflicting pain beyond I had ever felt. “No, it's true. Let me finish.” He told me smiling, he thought I was being modest. He thought what bothered me was that he thought so highly of me, it was the fact that he called me his sister which was shredding my heart. “Maya I love you, you're the greatest friend anyone could have ever asked for.” He came closer and hugged me.


This time I wasn't strong enough. I let the silent thousands of tears fall as I hugged him back. I wouldn't let him see me cry, as soon as he let me go I would run to Ethan or to Denise or anyone close enough to cover me. I wasn't a reckless person, I was a person in love, in love enough to see her best friend happy. Enough to set her feeling aside as long as her loved one was happy. I could deal with this from now on, I had an immense number of people behind me. “I love you too Nicholas.” I was able to state as steady as possible as I closed my eyes, the tears making their way down my face.